My wife Debbie and I got a late start in life. We were in our forties when we got married six years ago. Each having a prior divorce.
By this point life has kicked most people in the teeth a few times. The harsh reality of accidents, injuries, health issues, a nasty divorce, all take a toll. The result is baggage equal to or greater than any assets one may offer a potential mate.
The new love of our life can do that one thing during oral sex that our ex could never get right, and they cook a mean omelette. However their children may hate you and they may owe the I.R.S a hundred grand because their ex pulled a fast one on them.
After seeing my life savings and worldly goods vaporized with a gavel swing as all other aspects of my life were systematically destroyed made even dating impossible for years.
I considered celibacy and a life sentence of pecker pulling a reasonable trade off. Then Debbie came crashing into my life, causing me to see the error of my ways.
Debbie and I met literally by accident when she clipped the side of my parked truck with a large moving van she had rented despite being too short to see over the dashboard.
There was minimal damage, just a small scratch that didn't concern me. I found her so attractive that I couldn't focus as she tried giving me her insurance information. I never reported the accident, I was too busy falling for her.
Debbie looked ten years younger than her age and still does today. Her hair was long and naturally blond with no noticeable gray. Her eyes are this unique shade of blue that I can only describe as crystal because they tend to sparkle whenever she smiles.
That's another thing about Debbie, her frequent smiles are infectious. She is just fun to be with even when times are tough. Ultimately though the thing that attracted me most about Debbie right away is still the same.
Her body makes me want sex the second I see it. I want to rip her clothing off and let my wild animal instincts take over. Savagely taking the primal pleasures my loins demand as I make her mine.
She's not plump but a little thick and her short stature of just over five feet emphasizes that thickness. Normally this may not be considered a good thing, but Debbie is also very firm and curvy.
Her body has more sharp curves than twenty miles of winding mountain road. Her lush boobs are round with bright pink spikes for nipples and her big ass is amazing. In fact, Debbie's ass is huge, but curved to a bubble shape like the ones in porn videos.
She keeps her pussy completely shaved the way we both prefer. More smooth surface area allows skin on skin contact thus increased sensitivity during all types of sex. Especially since I can do that one thing orally her ex could not, and many other things with a tongue that is said to be magic.
Debbie's ex husband remarried and lives at the opposite end of the continent from us. In fact I have never met the man and probably never will.
My ex wife succumbed to a terminal disease three years after our divorce. There are no problems from her either. While sad to see her pass, I felt better about our decision to not have children.
Debbie has a daughter, Lauren who just turned thirty, and is now married to a much older woman than herself named Samantha. They live near us but Debbie has very little contact with Lauren anymore.
When Lauren broke the news of being lesbian to us four years ago Debbie had little reaction, telling me she had always suspected Lauren might be. But there was a distancing that began between mother and daughter since then.
The distance became even more evident when Lauren introduced Samantha to us. Like Debbie, Samantha hides her age well and is also very attractive. The problem Debbie has is that she and Samantha are also the same age.
Debbie feels that the age gap of more than twenty years between Luaren and Samantha is unacceptable and embarrassing. So much so that she would rather not have a relationship with Lauren or get to Know Samantha at all.
I don't take sides or get involved because its not my place. Truth is, I think life is too short to worry about things like age or orientation when it comes to love.
Love and Lust however are often confused.
Lust is the desire for things perceived by our senses.
Seeing a tone body, the smell of a woman's arousal, the sweet taste of a kiss, for example. When true, love is a result of desire for things perceived by the heart and transcends the physical realm.
In short Debbie is being stubborn and foolish. She doesn't realize love is found where it chooses, not where we think it should be. I stop by and visit Lauren and Samantha periodically and I cant fault either one for loving or lusting the other.
They are both beautiful women with athletic bodies and sweet personalities. Most visits I find myself trying to hide the huge erection I get thinking of them making love to each other.
Sex between Debbie and I had always been good and frequent. More adventurous and kinky than my first wife and I had been, and up until about a year ago I had no complaints.
When we met I installed several mirrors for us to watch her big ass bounce and slap my balls as she rode my pole. I loved hearing her tell me she liked the way my cock smelled and how much she wanted the taste and feel of it in her mouth.
I love talking dirty and feeling naughty when I'm fucking. Debbie and I knew exactly what to say to each other. Like her telling me to be really naughty and sniff her dirty panties while she sucked my fat cock like a starving cunt.
She would tell me to watch as she spread her legs wide open like a whore for me. Then order me to get on my fucking knees between her wide spread legs and look deep inside her cock milker.
Then she tells me to smell deeply and tell her how good it smells. Debbie would then tell me to stab my tongue deep into the pink hole and fuck it in and out like my cock fucks her.
I would tell her to suck me so I can hear crude slurp and smack noises as her slobber drips all over my balls. Or I would take her head in my hands and fuck her mouth making her cough and gag each time the head of my cock hit her throat.
This never failed to make her pussy soaking wet and the pink lips swollen with anticipation. I would pound into her and make her beg for me to fill her hot cunt with my sticky cum.
Then Debbie began menopause and everything changed. Blowjobs stopped, and sex became a chore instead of a pleasure. She no longer wanted sex at all and felt annoyed when I did.
We went to several doctors, tried hormone replacement therapy, and every other thing our sex therapist recommended but nothing seemed to help. Eventually I found it much less hassle just to masturbate.
It's frustrating for us but there are no arguments or anger. The situation is something that is beyond our control. These days we have sex once or twice a month when she feels able and at those times it's more of a quickie really.
Debbie gives me more privacy to take care of myself these days. She either doesn't notice, or pretends not to notice my growing collection of porn videos and sexual aids. She even generously offered to let me have an open marriage which I didn't think necessary at the time.
I began to masturbate more frequently and have fantasies that became increasingly kinky. My trips to the adult store on the edge of town became almost daily.
After awhile it became not enough for me. Even with all the videos, lubes, vibrating toys, and my vivid imagination I wasn't getting the pleasure I needed. I craved human touch, but even more I needed to feel naughty.
I wanted to do things that were taboo and that other people secretly wished they could do. I started looking at the small cork board in the back corner at the adult toy shop where people pinned up various wants or offers for sex.
I didn't see anything that fit my needs because most of the notes posted requested partners much younger than myself. After several disappointing visits to the board I finally decided it would work better if I tacked my own request on the board.
I left things simple and a bit vague figuring I would appeal to a wider audience by writing;
"Older gentleman with high sex drive and open marriage looking for willing women to have uninhibited casual sex. No commitment, no games, disease free. If interested please leave a response here addressed to; 'Gentleman Jack' and I will be in touch."
Each day I had butterflies in my stomach as I approached the board, then a feeling of rejection when I found no response to my note. Then after nearly two months it happened, there was another note pinned to the bottom of mine with these instructions;
"Go to Paul at the cash register with your ad. He will ask you to rewrite it in front of him and verify handwriting is the same. If it matches he will give you my response. No games just being cautious, Paul is a trusted friend of mine"