The Fantasy
Once dinner was over, Tom and I left Mummy and Daddy to tidy up in the kitchen. But I just about overheard Mummy whisper to Daddy that she felt sorry for me, as I really had it bad.
That confused me, because I felt wonderful; so, I really couldn't be ill.
We settled down for the evening in front of the telly, to watch a 'tv premier', that actually
was
new to all of us.
I crawled onto Tom's lap, and snuggled in, and breathed a sigh of contentment. But once the film had caught Mummy and Daddy's attention, I undid some of His shirt buttons so I could get a hand in to stroke His chest. I wasn't bold enough to put His hand up my shirt, with Mummy and Daddy there, even though it was an 'easy access' situation as I wasn't wearing a bra, but I really,
really
wanted to, as I hadn't had His huge hands stroking me for
hours
.
Once we were alone in my room, I slowly finished unbuttoning His shirt -- carefully wrapped Him in my arms (well, as much of him as I could, anyway) inside His shirt, and gently kissed all over the parts of His chest that I could reach, even on tiptoe.
Last night I had been frantic, because I couldn't believe I would be allowed to keep Him. Tonight, I was calm, collected, and almost confident.
Almost
! But I
needed
something from Him.
There
was the uncertainty.
Him -- I was certain of. No qualms! I knew He would be kind and considerate; thoughtful; gentle when required; lusty and forceful on demand.
Me -- I had no idea. I had lived in my child's skin for over eighteen years, but been an actively sexual woman for not much more than a day. I had no idea how I would respond -- when I (if I) achieved (lived) my fantasy. But I had to try.
After I had 'made love' to His chest for a while, I reached up to His face with my left hand, to urge Him down to my lips. As He made contact, I tried gripping the skin on His side, but it was so taut, there was nothing I could get hold of. So, I concentrated on making love to His lips as, instead, I stroked His side.
"Please, can I undress you now? Then you can undress me. Are you OK with that?
"But please, there's no pressure. But I'm scared about what I need you to do for me. Please be patient with me, and I am sure that you are going to enjoy it too."
"Yes please." He whispered.
I removed His shirt, and kissed all over His front, again. I went behind Him, kissed His back, put my arms around to His front, and adjusted myself so that my hands could fondle His nipples. I stroked, pinched and pulled them gently as I continued kissing His back.
Then, while continuing to kiss his back, I loosened His trousers, and unzipped them, then lowered both them and His pants to His ankles, and got Him to step out of them and His socks (He wasn't wearing any shoes).
Once I stood up, I simply kissed His back. I would have loved to hold His cock
and
His balls, but I was so tightly wound, I knew that it would be better if I didn't.
"I love you, Tommy! Please help me now, and you can leave me a contented woman.
"I don't want to lose you, so I hope you will come back to me soon, and love me as best you can."
I stood before Him, and -- again looking into His eyes, "Please," I asked, "undress me now. But -- please don't touch me. I am just managing to hold it together, so don't touch me -- please!"
* * * * *
So, very carefully, He took hold of the hem of my top, and started slowly lifting it off me. I raised my arms so that He could lift it off with minimal interference, and I sighed with relief when He had actually accomplished it without touching me. He tossed it aside, and stood and looked at my bared boobs with this sort of a longing, appreciative smile, and licked His lips.
His hands slowly approached the waistband of my jeans.
"Don't touch me Don't touch me Don't touch me pleeeez! This is for you, so please don't touch me."
His approach slowed, and His hands wavered around the button.
"Um? Karen? They're a bit tight. I don't think that I can do it without touching you. Do you think that you could undo the button yourself?"
"OK!" I blurted, "I can do that!" and I closed my eyes so that I couldn't see Him as I did it. In fact, I thought, keeping my eyes closed for the rest of the time might be the very best thing. It would cut out more of that un-needed stimulation. And I was ALL for reducing stimulation -- at that moment.
Then I made another decision, and lowered the zip all the way, ... and flapped down the waistband, so that He had something to get hold of, that further reduced the possibility that He would touch me.
He knelt in front of me, then very carefully, He edged the waistband down past my hips. As he slid them down, I nearly lost it as I felt His breath on my tummy. I whimpered and shuddered as he started lowering my jeans down my legs to pool around my ankles; all the while I maintained a muttered litany of "Tommy Tommy Tommy don't touch me please don't touch me I love you but please don't touch me."
Then I lowered my own panties.
Once I stepped out of my puddled jeans and panties, I breathed a sigh of relief, and thanked Him, but asked Him to wait a little longer. I then spread towels all over my bed, as thickly as I had towels to cover.
Then I asked Him to sit on the foot of my bed, and then lay back on it. His erection sort of bobbed backwards and forwards.