As soon as the door clicked shut behind us. Cowboy Hat didn't waste time. He shoved me roughly against the stall wall, lips crashing onto mine.
"You're gettin' addicted, aren't ya?" he chuckled roughly, fingers digging into my hips, pressing me hard into the cold metal stall door. "Fuck, baby. I missed ya."
I didn't bother answering him. I fumbled impatiently with his belt. The second I did. My hands went inside his boxers feeling and stroking him.
He groaned and tilted his head. I pulled his cock out and spat directly onto it, pumping him fast.
"Fuck, yeah. Stroke that cock," he grunted, thrusting his hips into my hand.
He yanked his pants along with his boxers, halfway down, then dropped onto the toilet seat, spreading his knees. "Sit on my cock, babe. Cowboy ride this meat."
His engorged cock stood hard and throbbing. I quickly worked on my belt, pushing my pants down, turning my back to him and align his cock onto my hole.
"Shit, baby. Sink on it, now," he groaned impatient, grabbing me hips.
Before I could do so. The bathroom door suddenly slammed open, loudly, echoing sharply through the room, startling us both.
"James! James, I know you're fucking in here!" A female voice shrieked angrily, echoing loudly off tile walls. "Get your ass out here now, you cheating bastard!"
Cowboy Hat froze, gripping me tighter. "Shit--"
I paled instantly. "Are you fucking kidding me? Is that your wife?"
"Shut up," he hissed back sharply. Tucking his cock back into his pants.
"James, I swear to Christ--" she yelled again, banging angrily on stall doors further down. "You better not be in here with some bitch!"
My pulse raced. I heard voices outside trying to calm her down. What the fuck did I get into?
Cowboy hat stepped up onto the toilet seat, docking his head. The scene looked theatrical to be honest.
She banged on stalls down the line angrily, shouting obscenities, before finally banging loudly on our stall door, rattling it sharply.
"Open up right now, asshole!"
Panic surged sharply through me. I cleared my throat hastily. "Ma'am, what the hell are you doing?"
The banging stopped.
"Oh my god--I'm so sorry," she said, mortified. "I thought you were my husband. I'm sorry."
Her footsteps hurried away rapidly, bathroom door swinging shut.
Silence hung thickly between us. Cowboy Hat suddenly chuckled, shaking his head.
"Close call, huh? Fuck, she thought I was bangin some chick."
He stepped down off the seat and reached for me again, like nothing happened.
"Now where were we?"
My stomach twisted bitterly. Clarity hit like a fist. What the fuck am I doing? This wasn't what I wanted. This was supposed to be a one-time thing.
"I'm fucking done," I said flatly.
He raised a brow. "Baby, I'll make sure next time there won't be any interruptions. Come on let's just fuck."
"There will be no next time."
He smirked, tilting his head, like I was overreacting or being dramatic. "What? Feeling guilty now?"
I stared at him.
He chuckled, brushing imaginary dust off his jeans. "You didn't care before. Hell, you came back three nights in a row."
I clenched my jaw. He was right to call me out on that.
"Yeah," I said, voice low. "I won't make that mistake again."
He shrugged, casual as hell. "Suit yourself. I know you'll be back for this cowboy."
Fuck. What the hell was I doing with a cheating bastard? Stupid. Fucking. Self. Too horny to think about consequences.
I stormed out, disgusted--with him, with myself, with the whole damn night.
The storm had only gotten worse. Wind cut straight through my coat. Snow slapped my face. It was becoming more brutal. But I didn't care.
By the time I made it back to the house, I found the lights were still on. Thought everyone would be asleep by now.
The warmth hit me the second I stepped in. I shut the door, started for the stairs--then froze halfway through my first step.
Mason stood at the top, frowning and arms crossed his chest.
"Where the hell have you been?" he snapped. "Do you even know what time it is?"
"None of your fucking business," I shot back, walking up the stairs.
Apparently, that made him even more pissed.
"For Christ's sake Kaiden. Could it kill you to think that there are people worried about you? Mom was freaking out. If I hadn't told her I'd wait up, she wouldn't have gone to bed at all."
I snorted.
"She didn't give a damn when I was out on the streets for eight years. What's changed now?" I pushed passed him.
He grabbed my wrist. Firm.
"I was worried, Kai. Can't you see that?"
Something fluttered in my chest when I looked into his eyes. But I ignored it. I yanked my arms free, glaring at him.
"Oh, what now? Playing big brother all of a sudden?"
He grabbed my forearm this time--clenching tight, jaw twitching.
"God, Kai. You really got a knack for pissing me off."
He stepped closer. Too close. "You went to the bar again, didn't you? What, you that desperate for some cheap dick? How many guys you let fucked you in your filthy ass?"
My blood turned ice.
"Fuck you, Mason."
I shoved him back, made him stagger back a step.
"I fucking hate you. What the hell do you even know about me?"
He looked stunned.
I quickly turned around and stormed to my room, shutting the door behind me. Leaning and sliding against it, staring at the raging blizzard outside the window.
Footsteps approached my door. A pause. I knew he was there--standing just on the other side. But then the shadow under the door moved away.
A whole damn week he ignored me--barely a word, barely a glance--and now he had the balls to say those shits?
Who the hell did he think he was?
I clenched my fists, grinding my teeth.
Why didn't he go worry about that scrawny Ethan instead? Did he got bored of him? Maybe he realized Ethan can't do what I can.
I knocked my head back against the wood. What the hell am I even thinking?
I closed my eyes, trying to calm myself, but my brain kept running loops I didn't want. Thoughts I didn't invite--of Mason and me, tangled up in the same bed. Of warmth. Of heat. Of things I shouldn't want.
This was stupid. I was fucking horny. I didn't even get to go at it with that cheating cowboy bastard.
I couldn't take it anymore.
I got up and cracked my door open slowly, the cold air outside my room biting at my skin. The hallway was dim, still, empty.
The silence in the house was only broken by the wind screaming outside, battering the windows like it wanted in.
My feet moved before my brain could catch up. Down the hall, to the room I hadn't set foot in for years. I stopped at the door. My hand hovered over the knob. Hesitating.
But I turned it, anyway. And pushed the door open.
Mason was sitting on the edge of his bed, staring at the floor. He was shirtless like the cold didn't bother him. Sweatpants hanging low on his hips. The second he saw me, his body stiffened.
"Kai?" he whispered, shocked. "I'm sorry about earlier. Fuck, I shouldn't have said that. I was just worried and it came out wrong."
I didn't say anything. Just locked the door behind me and crossed the room in three quick strides. Before he could react, I grabbed his face and crashed my mouth into his.
He froze for a second, his body rigid, but then his hands were on my hips, pulling me closer. The kiss was messy, desperate, all teeth and tongue. My hands roamed over his chest, feeling the hard muscles. God, how I missed him.
I broke the kiss, trailing my lips down to his jaw and neck. He groaned, tilting his head back, giving me more access.
"Fuck...this is wrong," he muttered, Adam's apple bobbing as he swallowed hard.
I didn't stop. I kissed lower, my tongue tracing his collarbone, teeth sinking into his skin. My hand slid down, palming him through his sweatpants. He was already rock hard.
"Fuck," he groaned. "Kai, goddammit--"
I dropped to my knees, stroking him through the fabric. My tongue flicked against one of his nipples, teasing and biting, before moving to the other. I followed the lines of his abs, tracing it with my tongue, moving lower--
"Kai, stop!" he suddenly snapped, grabbing my wrist.
"Stop?" I pulled back, meeting his eyes. "You want me to stop? Then why are you this hard, huh? Was Ethan better than me? Is that it?"
His gripped twitched, then he looked away, clenching his jaw. That pissed me off even more.
"Did you fuck him just like how he begged you to?" I grabbed him through his sweatpants, squeezing hard. "Did you let him ride this? Tell me, Mason."
He let out a strangled groan, his hips jerking into my touch.
"No," he breathed. "I didn't--fuck, Kai, I stopped it. After you left, I stopped. I didn't even get to cum."
I didn't let up, squeezing him harder.
"Then why'd you get hard for him, huh? Why'd you let him suck you off?"
"Because--" He shut his eyes, clenching his jaw. "Because I couldn't stop thinking about you. I kept imagining it was your mouth, your throat taking my cock. Sucking me."
My cock throbbed at his words. I leaned in, lips brushing his ear.
"Am I better than him?" I asked, voice dripping with need.
He nodded, breath ragged. "Yeah. Fuck, yeah, you're better. He can't even deep throat me like you do."
"Good," I whispered, hand still working on him. "Because I'll show you no one take your cock better than your own brother."
He let out a shaky breath, cock twitching. I could feel the wet spot growing on his sweatpants, the fabric damp with his precum.