26th January is our Republican Day. All of the offices remain closed on this very day. I was just too excited not because it was a public holiday but I'll get to spend the time with the hottest MILF in my neighborhood, my mom. My mom, Aradhana is a 46yrs old typical Indian mother with a large boobs. It wasn't too saggy but it's plentiful to hold by the hands. Her figure is probably 38-30-34. Her nipples are chocolate with a small mole on her left boobs. Her face looks a lot similar to Divya Dutta whom any sex crazed boys & men want to fuck instantly.
She felt comfortable with men peeping on her melons.Who wouldn't? She used to wear transparent sarees with matching sleeveless blouse at home or office & anyone could get aroused seeing those jugs. Even though I was young, I wasn't a dummy. I know what my mom did when my dad wasn't home. Whether it was her colleague from the bank or the next door college student doing major in Economics to her male friend's from back of her school days, she left no one's craving unfulfilled.
She fucked all of them & continued to did it till my father died in a bus accident in Thailand. Ok, don't feel sorry for me. I may seem bit weird but in fact I'm proud of how my mom raised me against all odds.
After being a widow, I don't know what exactly she felt. She stopped doing sex with other people. Well I never got to see any of her fuckers come at home or anywhere. I'm pleased she did the right thing. That was when I was 10 or 12. She left her job since it didn't got her the money required to raise me. So she moved from Mumbai (then it was Bombay) to Delhi & opened up a boutique & hired young generation girls to work for her. She even started wearing white or Grey or cream colored dresses which are generally worn by any unsurprising Indian widows.
Firstly it was okay, I had no problem with it but seeing her wearing those colors repeatedly in her late 30s made me pissed off. I never protested because I felt it would dishonor my love for my father. I mean it's not nice to poke my mom about it, she would get disappoint by me. However things went pretty cool. More 10yrs passed by just like everyday. During these years, I wasn't at all attracted to my mom at first nor I was attracted to any of the girls of my age or older. I didn't even knew how to talked to girls properly. If I had chance, I would avoid them. Well talking to maids was exceptional. Well I blame it to my parents for not sending me to a co-ed school. I was shy.
My world consists of few things: my mom, my friend Abhay, my books & my Gods & Goddesses I worship all day & night. I didn't watch porn. I wasn't like most boys or my age. I kept myself away from it like a good believer.
But when I turned 22, things started to go against my will. I got an offer to work as a substitute teacher in a boy's school & teach Human Biology. Everything was going fine until the chapter "Sexual Reproduction" showed up. I was nervous. I didn't know what to do & how to explain. I do know how it's done but since I didn't pursued a subject in Bachelors that is based totally or partly on Biology, I couldn't explained what to do.
I went to my Biology teacher, Miss Priya who guided me in my studies. Firstly I couldn't utter the name in disgust but when I remembered back the time she explained it to our batch, I lost all the shame & gathered up my courage without drinking alcohol & frankly told her I didn't know how to explain it in my own words to the class. She said, "Somethings has to be seen & learned than to be read & explained."
She then gave me a CD of porn & told me to go through it carefully & it will answer all my questions. I hesitated but it's dishonor to disobey your teacher. She gave me a naughty smile & gave me a kiss on the cheek. She was nice like ever.
I proceeded just the way I was told. I was astonished I had the first hard on in my life. I decided to download plenty of those stuffs. I surfed all day all night downloading nothing but porn. Eventually I turned into a sex maniac. I found it as a necessity in my daily life like bread & rice.
Luckily, I was able to explain them & most of the students ended up getting an average of B in the test. I was more than satisfied. But the horrors was yet to come. I couldn't concentrate on my studies due to the addiction. I was just too carried away by porn. I wanted to master the moves the porn stars do at the set. I started masturbating. I learned a lot from the Internet.
I consulted with a doctor & told him why didn't I had wet dreams. He told me I had some physiological disorder & gave me few tablets & capsules. My grades were declining & my mom got furious. She even told me stuffs which made me cry like a baby. However I fight back like real man. I did masturbate but only twice a day. I was able to keep a grip of studies but my mind was lost & got insane when I came across to sociology. I was mesmerized.
Our faculty told us about types of families, forms of incest & so forth. The word "Incest" made a huge impact on me. I was thinking much about it. I searched on Google & Wikipedia till I came across to sex stories & Oedipus Complex. Well the Greek myth did gave me a better thinking power - well it gave me the wants & needs of getting into the bed with my mom.
My obsession was my mom, Aradhana. I was crazy to quench my thirst for the needs of sex. I jerked thinking about her throughout the day. I even didn't told my friend Abhay about it in fear of losing his friendship. He was a nice guy like me. Most people thought we were homosexuals but we are not. Maybe it's cause we have a similar zodiac sign. We're Gemini. By the way, my mom is Libra. Hmm, so I guess we're compatible.
I tried to hold my feelings down. I even asked him if he could get me one girl to have an one night stand. He suggested his maid would be a better choice & an easy bait. Hehe, she's Virgo by the way.
We went to his home at 7pm. His whole family went to his maternal uncle's wedding leaving their 21st yr old maid, Monica behind to take care of the household work. Monica was Christian but it was hard to differentiate whether she's Christian or Hindu.
I told him whether I should do it or not. He told me "Fuck man! Sociology showed me the light. All these Gods & Goddesses are useless. Nothing but fuckers. Even if I grab hold of Goddess Durga or Kali or Parvati's boobs, it won't matter a shit. I won't be sinned. They don't exist. Nothing but shitless idols." Well he was right. I felt like cumming. I knew was approaching towards Atheism.