Author's note: This is Chapter 2 of "Fourth Year After", the last book in my series that began with "First Year After". Then Second, Third, you get the picture. If you have not read the earlier books in the series, I recommend you do, so you'll know who the characters are, how they relate to each other, and how they got to where they are now.
As always, all sexual acts described here involve fictional characters over the age of 18.
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January 2nd, 2016
Ginger worked her first day with Henry and Mom at the practice. Patients were already commenting that they liked her much better than Dr. Mason. Patti and Sandy both stopped by for first ultrasounds, and Ginger performed them, instead of Henry. Sandy emailed a digital copy of the ultrasound picture of her baby to Aaron and Amanda. Due dates of August 20th were confirmed for both of them.
Toni decided that rather than wait until late February to start the induced lactation protocol so that she would be ready to nurse around the time Patti and Sandy's babies arrived in August, that she would start as soon as possible, and be able to nurse around the end of June. The six-month protocol combines birth control pills with other medicine to simulate the effects of pregnancy until 6 weeks before the end, when the birth control pills would cease, the other medicine would continue and she would begin pumping to bring in a milk supply, then add herbal supplements. I won't bother detailing every change in her medications, etc., in this journal.
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January 4th, 2016
Henry and Mom called Carmen, the real estate agent who had handled the sales for East and West back in 2013, to see if she would act as buyer's agent for us. She agreed, and started searching for properties within the parameters that Henry gave her.
He specified that we wanted a property with privacy and a fair amount of land, either with a pool or the space to put one in, and either a modern home with at least six bedrooms with two separate masters with baths, or a knockdown where we could build our own to those specs. I figured that finding the two master bedrooms would be the hardest part, since most home designs only feature one.
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January 6, 2016
I called Duke at lunch time. "Hey, dude. Do you and Jean want to join, Patti, Amber, Sandy and me to see Force Awakens on Friday night? It's been out a few weeks now, and shouldn't be so crowded."
"Sorry, Drew," he answered, "Jean and I have already gotten an invitation for dinner from Jean's aunt Ginger for Friday night. Ginger's still trying to clear the air after everything that went down New Year's Day, and it's important to Jean that we go. Can we do it Saturday afternoon, instead?"
"No, that won't work for us," I answered. "Henry, Mom and Toni are going to see it Saturday, so we're going to be home watching all four kids as a trade for them watching the kids Friday. Another time for another movie, I guess."
Duke suggested, "If you're going to be home, maybe we'll just stop by your place and watch something off Netflix."
"That sounds good, see you at lunch time?"
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January 9, 2016
Mom, Tina and Henry had left for the theater about half an hour before Duke and Jean arrived for lunch. Sandy chose to spend the afternoon with some friends from high school who were also home for winter break.
Over the dining room table, Patti asked, "So how did the dinner with Ginger and her kids go, last night?"
Duke blushed, and look tongue-tied, a rarity for him.
Jean smirked and said, "Dinner was good, but dessert was better. I took Toby to his bedroom and blew his little old mind, while Ginger and Wendy double-teamed Duke. Once Toby couldn't go any more, I had the opportunity to explain compersion to him, and I actually think he got it. Time will tell."
"Is this going to be a regular thing between the five of you, do you think?" Amber asked.
"I... I don't know," Duke got out. "Since Toby and Wendy are headed back to Denver for school next weekend, we don't know if Ginger plans to continue with us, or return to spending her time with Henry and you guys."
"Which do you want?" I asked. "I would be okay with her going back and forth between you guys and us, at the minimum."
Duke considered, and answered, "I think that would work. I just hope Ginger doesn't want to get us involved with your group so that she can have both at the same time. You know my reasons."
"You mean your fears," Amber challenged. Oh, boy.
Duke frowned, then said, "I believe I'm just being rational. There is a risk that I don't think is worth it. I don't know one couple that started as friends first, who stayed friends after breaking up," Duke said. "It just doesn't happen. And don't try to tell me that you were friends with Patti first before becoming lovers. You two didn't remain friends after you broke up, either. You had not talked to each other in years before you reunited and you went back to being lovers, not platonic friends. You actually demonstrate my point."
"Patti and I were a special case, given my relationship with my Dad." Amber reached out and touched Duke's hand. "Duke, you're assuming a breakup is inevitable and its outcome certain. I'll tell you right now, it's a lot easier to remain satisfied in a polyamorous relationship, by getting different needs met by different people. We rarely fight here, because there isn't as much of a me versus you dynamic going on."
"Like the dynamic between you and me right now?" Duke retorted.
"We're not a couple, Duke, and if you think this is a fight, you're kidding yourself. I'm not trying to make up your mind for you, Duke, just provide you with a different perspective." She turned to Jean and asked, "What do
you
want to see happen, Jean?"
Jean immediately answered, "I want my husband to be happy. Is it that unreasonable to seek that happiness outside of this group, rather than inside it?"
"I guess I don't understand the distinction?" I asked. "Isn't it still a polyamorous relationship with Ginger and her kids, or even just a triad with Ginger?"
"I guess you haven't really been listening, Drew," Duke answered. "It's not being in a group that's the problem. Your friendship is my concern. Being in a group scene is surprisingly great, so long as
you
are not in that group. Ginger, Toby and Wendy are Jean's family, but none of them are my best friend. A friend I owe my life, okay? Or haven't you ever figured out that it was your friendship after my Dad died that kept me from killing myself? Far more than Kenny, although I give him some credit, too."
"I... I never knew that it got that bad," I said. Duke had been very depressed by the loss of his dad, but I never got the sense that he was suicidal over it.
"It didn't, because you were there for me," Duke said in a voice that was nearly a whisper. "I wouldn't have made it without you, though, and we promised each other we would always be friends, and I will stand by that promise. Let me give you an analogy. If someone offered you a bet where you'd get a billion dollars if you won but losing meant Sharon would be killed, how good would the odds need to be before you'd take the bet?"
"I'd never..." I said, shocked at the idea.
Duke nodded. "Exactly. Your kids, your wives, have infinite value to you, so any non-zero probability of losing would not be worth it, just as a matter of math. Well, you have infinite value to me - as a friend. Do you understand now?"
"Yeah, crystal clear," I answered. "I treasure your friendship just as much as you do mine. I just want to point out two flaws in what you're saying. First, you talk about friends who become couples not staying friends after a breakup. How would that actually apply to you and me? We aren't a couple, never would be. How would deciding to share any of the same women, even if it's only Ginger, really impact our friendship? That doesn't make you a couple with them, either."
Duke said, "Drew, do you really think that if Patti and I become sexual and things then became uncomfortable between her and I later, that it wouldn't also affect you and me? You're right that I wouldn't be attempting a monogamous relationship with the women in your life, but don't polyamorous relationships break up, too? It's about avoiding being sexually involved with those closest to you. What's the second flaw?"
"You mentioned that we promised to always be friends. We both made that promise, so why are you acting like you're the only one able to keep that promise, no matter what? To follow your analogy, you must assume that the probability of our friendship ending would be increased by this, when I think it might actually be bolstered by it, from more shared experiences. Is that because you believe I might not be able to remain friends with you, or because you believe you that you might not be able to?"
"I'd just rather not find out, either way, okay? Can we drop it, please?"
We moved onto other topics, and eventually found a movie on Netflix to watch, then Duke and Jean went home.
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After they left, Patti asked, "Do you want Duke and Jean to join us? You pushed him pretty hard, there."
"I didn't bring up the subject," I responded. "Duke did, and it was Amber who pushed the fear angle. I just responded to what he said."
"That doesn't answer my question, Drew," Patti retorted.