Author's note
This is a sequel to my story 'Just For Some Comfort'.
I hope you like it.
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My Darling Rob,
Wow, what a letter! As if I'd forgotten that day! How could I? But believe me, I've tried to forget. I've tried to pretend we never did all those things. But we did. What's been done can't be undone. A big part of me regrets what happened, but another part of me -- the biggest part -- is so happy that it did. But I think you expected me to say that, didn't you? I think you know me very well indeed. Better than your father ever did. Reading that letter got me very hot, and not just from embarrassment! You wrote things no son should ever write to his mother. Not that we're your average mother and son, are we? Not now, anyway! And what we did, Rob, is called incest. It's illegal. Not to mention a huge social taboo. We would both go to jail if anyone ever found out and our lives would be ruined. You do realise that, don't you? So no-one can ever know. Not a soul in the world. Ever.
But yes, of course I love you. How could I say to you, and mean it, that I want no more contact with you? Of course I want to see you. When I said I didn't want to see or hear from you again, it was after a shattering experience, an experience that changed the way I look at life. For a while, I didn't even know who I was. I'll always love you, with all my heart. But that love is very confused now. Am I your lover or your mother? No proper mother can remember with pleasure and excitement the way her son squeezed and caressed her breasts. The way he stroked down her belly, the way he entered her and made her feel the way you made me feel that day... Only a lover can think of those things in that way.
But I am so glad you didn't take me at my word. I'm glad you got in touch. I don't know how I would have gone on if you hadn't. So let's lighten up! Let me remind you of a few things. You wrote about what we did on the sofa. But you didn't mention the things we did when we got upstairs! We took our time, didn't we? And it was good! For me, it was even better than it was on the sofa, and that's saying something!
Think about the shower. Remember how we grabbed our clothes and ran up the stairs stark naked? We threw our clothes in your old bedroom and headed for the bathroom. When the shower was running good and hot, we both stepped under the spray and for a few moments we just stood there, gasping, getting our breath. I watched as the water turned your light brown hair black, and matted and plastered it to your head. I watched it run down your face and across your chest, then down your belly to your crinkly pubic hairs and stream from the end of your cock. It's a lovely, wonderful cock, did I tell you that? A nice size: not too long and not too thick. Just right! Women don't like the massive, ten-inch cocks you read about in porn stories. You're wondering how I know about porn stories, aren't you? Well, there's a lot you don't know about me! Are we going to have fun as you find out all those things? God, I'm not sounding like a mother, am I? How could I, after opening my legs for you?
My nipples swelled and grew hard under the needle-jets of water. I could feel my own hair sticking to my face and neck. Then I took the soap and lathered your chest and belly. I didn't touch your cock, though. That would come later. I hadn't washed you like that since you were a little boy! But my God, you're not little now, are you? I turned you around so that your back was to me and soaped your shoulders, moving down your back until I had to kneel on the hard tiles to take care of your buttocks. I parted them and washed between them, pushing my finger, gently into your hole before planting a kiss on it. Then I pushed my tongue against it. You arched your back and gave a little groan. No-one had ever done that to you before, had they? I know you liked it.
And then you turned around. Your cock was directly in front of my face, hardening again. Now it was time. I soaped it, pulling your foreskin right back as I did so, making it swell to its full size. As I said, not massive, but plenty big enough for me! You can easily push it all the way in, so that our bellies rub and slap together .When you've got it all the way in me like that, I can feel it filling me and I can grip it with my cunt muscles.
Your legs moved apart slightly and I took your balls in my hand and washed them, too. I cupped them in my right hand, squeezing oh, so gently and took your cock in my left, moving your foreskin up and down slowly, very slowly. I held it in my hand very carefully. I could feel the excitement rippling through you and I didn't want you to cum too soon; that would have been bad for us both, wouldn't it? So I waited patiently until you were fully in control of yourself before moving my head forward so that my lips were almost touching the tip. I blew very gently and the sensation of my breath blowing across the end of your cock made you tremble. Then I got ready to lick. I lifted it slightly so that it pointed upwards and ran the tip of my tongue up and down the underside, along that small sensitive area at the base of your glans. You groaned again, and again I slowed down. I wanted this to last.
When I took the end of your cock into my mouth you gave the sweetest sigh of satisfaction! And your cock tastes sweet, too, let me tell you! I sucked very gently and ran my tongue over it and around it, still cupping and pulling very gently on your balls. Oh, and you loved it, didn't you? You loved having your cock in your mother's mouth. It was so hot in there, wasn't it? And so wet? And the feeling of me sucking and licking? How was that? I know what it was doing to me. My cunt was leaking so much! I was soaking!
I knew you couldn't take much more of that, so I released your cock from my mouth and stood up, facing you. We were close and I could feel that lovely cock against my belly. It was jerking with your pulse and you were trying to rub it against me. And then you did something that took me by surprise: you kissed me. Your tongue slid between my lips and explored my mouth, twisting frantically against my tongue. Why was I surprised? Because your cock had just been in there, that's why. Your father would never, ever kiss me after I'd been sucking his cock. He said it was disgusting, putting his tongue where his cock had just been. Not that I sucked him very often. He didn't like it. Can you believe that? A man who doesn't like to have his cock sucked.
But you kissed me. Hard and passionately, as though you meant it. I nearly came on the spot! And I think you did, too.