Folie à Deux
Episode 1: The Breakdown
The screen is black as we hear a woman speak. Her voice is strong, certain, and decisive, her accent that of the Upper Midwest, her diction precise and educated. "Of course I remember every detail. I'll remember them until the day I die. June 18th began very happily. It didn't end that way."
The screen is taken up with a close-up of a woman against a black background. She is white, in her early 40s, and strikingly beautiful in a manner almost Classical. Her jawline is powerful and bold, tapering down sharply to a pointed and very slightly cleft chin. Her cheekbones are almost theatrically high, while her nose, though well-formed, is perhaps a touch too prominent. Her mouth is generously wide and her lips are full. Her eyes are large, dark brown, and intelligent, and her eyebrows arch imperiously. Her hair is shorter than shoulder-length and dark blonde, and hangs in unruly locks that show extreme natural waviness; it's clear that she would need to take extreme measures to make her hair obey even the slightest command. Her makeup is understated and dignified for the most part, though her lip liner is a shade darker than her lipstick and deliberately accentuates the striking arcs of her mouth. She looks her age, though she also looks well preserved. A long, graceful neck disappears into a wide-collared dark green blouse.
A subtitle appears:
Emily Larsen
.
"It was...the culmination of a series of mistakes," she says judiciously, her lips in a tight line and her eyes revealing a series of conflicting emotions that flash past too quickly to recognize them. "Some of them were made that day, some were made earlier. Some we made before the trip. Most of them we didn't think anything of when they happened. Obviously we never could have anticipated what would occur, or...the consequences. But that's always the way. One little mistake leads to another and another and then before you know what's happening you're in so deep you can't back out."
The screen goes black and the title card appears:
Folie à Deux
Episode 1: The Breakdown
The title card is replaced by a closeup on the face of a handsome young man in his early 20s. The familial resemblance to Emily is clear. The overall shape of the face is the same, with the same high cheekbones, bold jawline, and pointed and cleft chin. His mouth is narrower and his lips are thinner, however, and his eyes are a striking, almost shocking pale blue. The biggest difference, however, is his hair, which is dark brown, straight, and short. Unlike the woman, his ears are visible, and he sports a small, tasteful silver hoop in his left earlobe.
The subtitle reads
Mike Larsen
.
"We were driving from Minneapolis to San Francisco for my cousin Jackie's wedding," Mike says. His voice is deep, strong, and has the ring of youthful certainty and determination. "It was a big deal. She was marrying the son of one of the guys who runs one of the major movie studios, and there were going to be movie stars there and everything, so like third cousins were coming in from all over the country. My dad and my sister had gone out there two days before to help set things up, and because my sister had always been tight with the West Coast branch of the family."
As he speaks, Mike's face is replaced on the screen by a pair of photographs. One is of a handsome, 40ish man with dark hair and blue eyes wearing a long-sleeved blue shirt and a red tie, smiling as he stands in a group of people in a slightly shabby office ; the photograph is labeled
Bob Larsen
. The second photograph is of a lovely, slim young lady with unruly blonde hair and a huge smile, and she wears a high school cheerleader's outfit; the photo is labeled
Olivia Larsen
.
"We'd have flown out with them, but there was this party I wanted to go to -- my best friend Nick's brother Jay was going off to join the Marines, and he's a good guy so I wanted to say goodbye to him."
The photographs are replaced by a film of Emily dancing on a stage. She is tall, lithe, and trim, and her legs are long and powerful. She is wearing a dancer's leotard beneath a fringed dress, the fringes whirling along with her hair as she twists and leaps with superb grace and skill. Her voice is heard saying, "I needed to go out later so that I could be at the final performance of a show I was in. I was an assistant professor of dance at the University of Minnesota, but that doesn't pay a lot. Bob made a steady salary as a social worker for Hennepin County, but the pay there was even worse. With Mike heading off to college and Olivia still in high school, we needed every penny we could get. So I did shows with a local company, gave private dance lessons, whatever I could do to pay the bills."
Mike's smiles at the camera. "It wasn't like I was looking forward to spending three days in a car with my mom. I mean, we got along OK and everything, but not a lot of 18-year-old guys want to be stuck in a minivan with their moms visiting her friends and aunts you never heard of before. But that was what worked out for the schedule."
Mike's face is replaced by a photograph of a white 1999 Chevrolet minivan sitting in a driveway in front of an open garage on a sunny summer day. Emily stands next to the vehicle wearing shorts that show off her legs and a baggy old Minnesota Twins tee shirt; she is laughing as she runs a soapy sponge along the hood.
"Mom drove this old Chevy Lumina," Mike says in an amused-sounding voice-over. "And she
loved
that thing. Olivia and I used to joke she loved it more than she loved her kids. She never let anybody else drive it, not even dad. She babied it, she even named it -- 'Lou,' short for Lumina, right? She'd have actual conversations with it and everything. We used to tease her about it all the time, but it was her thing."
"I did love Lou," Emily admits with a smile as her face returns to the screen. "He was a faithful old guy. He was the first new vehicle I ever had and I treated him right. He was reliable and I loved driving him." Her smile falters as she adds, "But the GPS didn't work."
"Olivia broke the GPS," Mike explains as we see him again. "She was in the passenger seat, on the phone with her boyfriend, waving her arms around, and she hit it. Knocked it off the dashboard, busted it. Dad said we didn't have money to get it replaced then."
"I didn't think we'd need it," Emily explains seriously. "Most of our trip was going to be on freeways. It didn't seem like a big issue at the time."
Emily's face is replaced by a map of the northern Plains states as a red line begins to trace from Minneapolis, first south along I-35 and then west along I-90. "We left early on the morning of the 16th," her voice continues. The line terminates in Rapid City, South Dakota, at the edge of the Black Hills National Forest, and then the map disappears and is replaced by a picture of Emily sitting at a kitchen table with an elderly woman, both smiling brightly. "The first thing I wanted to do was visit my Aunt Penny. She's a wonderful person and Mike had never met her, so I thought this would be a perfect opportunity. She was...I think 82 then, but she made a lavish dinner for us and we spent the night there. She didn't want to let us leave the next day, she just wanted us to stay and keep visiting."
"We left early again on the 17th," Mike picks up as the screen shows a succession of photographs: the Black Hills, dark and brooding; Mike and Emily standing shoulder to shoulder in front of Mt. Rushmore, smiling at the camera; a scattering of tombstones on a barren hillside. "We saw Mt. Rushmore, which was okay, but I loved the Custer Battlefield. It was a really hot day and there wasn't a breath of wind. The air was just hanging there heavy, like a blanket. I remember standing on the top of that hill and looking down into the valley, past the tombstones to where the Sioux had their camp back then. The heat was making everything shimmer. It felt like I could almost hear the screams and the shots, like the place was haunted."
The map resumes as the red line picks up again, traveling south and then west from the Black Hills on State 18, then west on State 20 until it hits I-25, which it follows to Casper, Wyoming. At Casper it strikes out on a series of state and county highways at it heads south and west: 220, 287, 28, and then finally northwest on 191 toward Pinedale before finally turning off into ranchland. "Our next stop was my friend Corinne's house," Emily says, "and we got completely lost. That should have been a warning, but we finally found her place. I assumed we could retrace our steps."
Now there appears a photo of a large ranch house with impressive mountains in the background, and then another of Emily smiling as she stands next to a shorter, slightly plump woman about her age. "I went to college with Corinne," Emily explains. "We were both going to be dancers, and then we both got pregnant. I went back to school after the babies, but she married a rancher in Wyoming. They have a huge spread and I don't even know how many cattle. I hadn't seen her face-to-face since her wedding, so of course I enjoyed sitting down with her again, meeting her kids, having her meet Mike. It was good."
Against a black screen, we see another title card:
June 18th
Emily reappears. Looking pensive, she opens her mouth to speak, closes it again, takes a deep breath, starts and stops again, and says, "It was my fault. I'd gotten lost on the way to Corinne's house so I'd had her write out very explicit directions back to the highway. It was almost a page long, handwritten, extremely detailed...and then I forgot it and left it sitting on the kitchen table. It was my fault."
Mike's face replaces his mother's. He is looking off to the side, his expression a mixture of emotions in which regret and irritation feature prominently. He doesn't look at the camera as he speaks. "It's my fault. I