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Feeling the bed sink in places around me, I don't even remember what my life was like before. Was there a time before this? I've just become a mass of sensations. Reactions. Moans and whimpering.
My dad grips my neck possessively as I lay facedown; he holds me firmly, his large thumb under my chin as though controlling a snake. But I'd never bite. I was trained out of that impulse long ago, I think? Time doesn't really have much meaning anymore. Just stages of submission. His grip tightens as he lowers himself along my back. My legs are already splayed. I'm already wet. Well trained and helpless. I never resist anymore.
I lay still and softly breathe in the scent of his cologne. Against my will, I find myself intoxicated by it. Sweet and slightly fruity, but still masculine. My mind drifts as I inhale that scent intermingling with the smell of sex that is always vaguely around us when we're together. He releases my neck and pulls my hair back, turning my head more so he can see the side of my face. I'm back from my thoughts. He asks where I went. Where had his little girl gone to? Wasn't she excited for the "something new" he'd mentioned a moment ago? I hadn't heard him speak. I can't remember the last time I was expected to respond to anything other than dirty talk while impaled by my father's relentless cock.
He coached me on what he liked to hear. When he asked what good girls do, I would tell him that they cum for daddy. When he told me he was going to fill my tight little pussy with his seed, I would beg him to pump it deep. The dialogue wasn't fixed, but the thread of expectation was there. I am shocked out of my thoughts by my dad's voice so close to my ear that if he wasn't whispering, I would surely cry out in pain.
"So, are you excited to finally, actually, do it?" my dad asks. I panic slightly when I realize I have no idea what it is I'm finally going to do and the look on my face must broadcast my fear; I crane my neck to try and glimpse his face from my prone position and see the looming figure of my naked father. He sits back slightly and his face softens a little from his normal stern expression. I still keep my hands spread up and towards the top corners of the bed -- not tied in place, but held there by the invisible bonds of induced submission.
I try to soften the blow that I hadn't paid attention to him by phrasing my question sweetly, "I'm sorry daddy. I think I was so surprised -- stunned, even -- that my mind just went blank and now all I know is that my pussy aches for you." The number of times I've made similar excuses, with similar wording, is probably astounding. But I can't remember how many times I've done it before. Only that it seems like an easy lie. From moment to moment, I am lost inside my own mind. To my dad, I'm a sexual object. Something he owns. Possessions don't have their own minds. I hide my thoughts and I hide amongst my thoughts.
His voice doesn't match his softened expression, "I'll put it more directly, baby. I'm going to breed you. No more play pretend. No more saying what daddy wants to hear. There's no risk anymore, and honestly baby girl, I'm getting a little bored, " his tone conveys the frustration he feels. I hadn't orgasmed on his cock for such a long time - he'd resorted to using vibrating wands to force painful clitoral orgasms on me, but nothing seems to get me off mentally anymore and his sex slave daughter -- his prized toy -- is not as fun for him to use anymore.
His mood shifts as he continues, "Tonight, and however long it takes, I'm going to breed my sexy little girl." He strokes my back and lets his hand run down my side to grope one of my breasts bulging out from beneath me. I can feel his hard cock making threats as it thuds across his leg and lightly taps me, smearing pre-cum on my thigh. Potent.
My eyes involuntarily dart to the bedside drawers on his side of the bed. My medication, namely my birth control pill packet, floods my inner vision. My dad catches my glimpse and I instantly regret giving anything away. "Oh baby girl," he coos, "You've been on sugar pills for a couple of weeks now. Since your last period, in fact. I'm surprised how easy it is to find fake-outs to replace BC online." My dad continues to talk about his clever switcheroo to the medicine he carefully monitors and administers to me each night, but all I can do is scream inside my head. The last part of me that he hasn't taken will be stripped away. I don't even know what freedom is anymore. A white noise of panic floods my brain. Two weeks since my last period. I'm ovulating. Was this why he hadn't been fucking my pussy recently? Was he savoring the idea of finally filling me with his sperm when I was most fertile? No protection?
My body reacts against my will and I can't tell if I'm screaming at myself to stay still or to run. I just twitch and gasp. I hear myself shout, "No!" in a voice I vaguely recognize, but only internally. All this time I've spent building up protective walls behind my acquiescence; it suddenly accounts for nothing as I begin thrashing against the sheets.