The morning after the night at The Smokin' Bull, which ended so dramatically, was a strange one to wake up to. Aside from nursing a sore head from too much alcohol, my pussy and ass also felt sore....and then I remember how the night had ended.....
"Oh my god...oh my god..." I said to myself, clutching my temple. I figured I should at least go downstairs to get some water and aspirin for my hangover. The house was quiet as my two sons had gone for an early workout, which I discovered via a note left on the kitchen table.
I shook my head in disbelief as I looked at that kitchen table knowing I'd taken both of my sons inside me at the same time. I felt a mixture of shame and sheer amazement at how far things had gone. I also distinctly remembered how much I had enjoyed the sex, as debauched and forbidden as it had been. I got the water and aspirin and headed back to bed, needing to recover and reflect on everything that had happened.
As I began to feel a little clearer headed I dared to switch my phone on and got the expected flood of messages from my friends, especially my best friend Pennie. It had been her son Buck that I'd been flirting and dancing with, which had started off all the drama. First, my son Denny had got in his face then my son Lee had a proper fight with him after I'd left. Pennie's texts were full of concern about me as well as Lee, who'd taken a right hook from Buck, who was a big guy. Pennie was worried that our sons having such a big fall out would affect our own friendship.
However, I was not worried about that at all. Any jealousy that Denny felt towards Buck would have dissipated the moment he got his cock inside me and the same for Lee. If anything, they probably wanted to shake Buck's hand for inadvertently causing the situation that led to them taking such good care of me when they got home. Oh boy, they sure took care of me!
As I texted back and forth with Pennie she noticed something was up with me, as if I was holding back. She was smart to realise but she knew me better than anyone including my husband.
Yet even though she was my oldest and best friend, it was not exactly an easy decision to tell her what had happened after the incident at the bar. All I said was "the drama didn't end at The Smokin' Bull".
Suddenly, the phone rang and I knew she was going to get the truth out of me one way or the other.
"Ok, spill the beans Marilyn Jackson! I know you better than you know yourself and you've got something spicy to tell me haven't you? What happened, Denny and Lee started fighting too?"
"Oh no, nothing like that. If I tell you it's because you've asked me to tell you. If you don't like what I tell you, you don't get to complain. Deal?"
"Oh my, this sounds like something serious...let me make a coffee first".
Once she was back with her coffee I told her exactly what happened after Denny got back home and then Lee a while after. And, I'll be damned, it was the first time I'd known Pennie to be speechless in all the years I'd known her. I was thinking I must have been crazy to tell her, after all what we had done was downright illegal.
"Pennie? Still there?"
"Yes, I'm still here....I'm a little shocked by that Marilyn. Ok...a lot shocked. I mean, I've heard of that happening in some families....but Denny and Lee at the same time? I mean, it's hot....some would say very wrong...but it's hot!"
"I know I can trust you to not tell anyone else about this, Pennie. I've been laying here all morning wondering whether what we did was bad...but I expect it was just one of those crazy moments that never happens again. My boys are obviously embarrassed about it, I've not even seen them since, they left early for the gym."
"I'm sure you will be fine with both your sons Marilyn, and I am just so relieved that what happened with Buck hasn't come between our friendship."
I thanked her for her support and we hung up the call on good terms. I felt so relieved that I'd told the truth to my best friend and she hadn't completely freaked out on me. Half an hour later I get another call from her.
"Ok, I've been processing all of that! I just keep thinking about it and now I have to ask....what's it like? What's sex with your own sons like? How does it feel to have them inside you?"
It was admittedly very titillating to hear my best friend sound so curious and I could only think of a one word answer: "Intense".
There was a short silence on the phone and then Pennie said, "I've had thoughts about Buck...but then I feel guilty even though it excites me. I can't believe I'm telling you this. I can't believe that I felt jealous when I saw him dancing with you at the bar, but I did. I didn't think I'd ever be able to tell you...but I think I have a crush on my son!"
I was shocked but not that shocked. I was beginning to realise that a lot of us moms were having feelings that were so taboo that we kept them hidden under the surface. But now that I'd admitted to my dirty deeds, Pennie felt she could finally make a confession of her own.
"Well hun, maybe Buck has had thoughts about you too? It's not exactly an easy subject to discuss and the way it happened for me and my sons...well, it just happened. It was the influence of so many things, the humidity, the alcohol, the tension of repressed desires and feelings...".
Pennie mulled this over.
"So you're saying that they are factors that need to happen if I'm ever going to know if Buck is attracted to me? I just can't ever see myself asking him without a few drinks inside me...and I know what you mean about the heat, it's been so sultry and humid lately that my libido has gone through the roof...".
I could sense that Pennie really wanted something to happen with her son.
"And I think it's going to be like this all summer so I think if you want something sexual to happen with Buck this would be the time to do it, with our husbands away for so long...".
Pennie went silent again, this was clearly a big deal for her.
"I'll be honest, I'd love something to happen. Would you help me, Marilyn? Maybe your sons could find out if Buck is attracted to me?"
I agreed that I'd do what I could, and felt sure that Denny and Lee would be fine with making up with Buck, now that there was no need for jealousy or rivalry over me.
"Let me talk to my boys about this, Pennie. Who knows...maybe all us moms and sons have been secretly lusting after each other?"
Pennie gasped at that thought.
"Oh my god, just imagine....".
It was certainly a very hot idea to contemplate. After our phone call I decided that I needed to resolve things with Denny and Lee, who were probably avoiding coming home from the gym as they didn't know how I would be after our night of illicit lust together.
Denny was taciturn and Lee was tentative when they finally walked through the door with their gym bags slung over their shoulders late in the afternoon.
"That must have been a long workout, boys!" I said breezily and they relaxed a little at my upbeat tone.
"We...we weren't sure how you were going to feel today over what happened last night...." said Denny, unsure how to act around me.
