The following story is based is fiction (some parts of the story scaled up) but are firmly on a mature lady I met via this site for dominance/submissive role play. I wanted to submit, she to dominate. Somehow, something clicked -- nasty mom and wayward son -- pure fantasy as I was no spring chicken and DO NOT condone real incest, but it worked for both of us. It was our private turn on. Sadly Ill health and family problems brought our times together to an end some years ago, but would love to meet another lady who enjoys dominating a man...
Why did I feel such pleasure when my Mommy humiliated me like she did? It was a question I had asked myself many times before and here I was asking it again as I stood before her naked, hands behind my back, penis hard as a rock in anticipation of the punishment she was about to give me.
'You snivelling little pervert!' she said contemptuously. 'Look at you! That pathetic little organ of yours would never satisfy a REAL woman.'
She had sat back in the ready to take control of my sexual desires. She knew my every weakness, desire and perversion. I had seen her secretly when I was still married. But after my divorce, Mommy had taken control of my sexual desires and she instinctively seemed to know my every weakness, every desire and every perversion. And there were no bounds to my filthy desires.
She had never been a classically attractive woman, even when younger. And now she was in her 60s, she really looked her age. But to me she was the most beautiful woman alive.
I loved all of her just as she was - her laughter lines, the age spots on her hands, her big breasts that now sagged a little and most of all, her delicious, precious and very prominent pussy with its sparse covering of grey pubic hair.
How could I ever confide to another this love for my own mother and the curious, very perverse games that we now played out behind closed doors? Only you dear reader has been let into this deepest and darkest secret.
Today I had come home from the office and found her dressed in a black slip with a deep lace hem and trim abound her bust. Underneath she wore matching suspender belt, black panties and fully-fashioned tan nylon stockings with high stiletto heels, she'd left her breasts braless and loose to simply fill the lace cups of the lacy slip.
She had instructed me to get undressed in front of her there and then. I knew I was going to receive a punishment and if I endured it, my reward would be to be allowed to adore and worship her body afterwards.
Now she leant forward and slapped my weedy erection hard with her hand.
'Pathetic!' she announced. 'It's so small isn't it? I'm used to...well, I'm used to a more normally sized penis shall we say? This is a worthless to any woman. How many times have I told you not to look at pictures of other women on the internet when I'm not here? Tell me!'
Again, I felt her hand lash out and hit my erection.
'I'm, I'm...sorry mommy,' I said stammering.
'Sorry isn't good enough,' she said. 'You keep doing it. I'm going to have to teach you lesson.'
'I know mom,' I said looking down guiltily at my feet.
'A spanking is too good for you. You still haven't learnt not to leer at pictures of other women when you've got a perfectly good mommy to take care of all your needs. So I'm going to have to teach you a REAL lesson this time aren't I?'
'Yes mom.'
'I'm going to have to punish that girlie sized penis of yours -- make it very sore so you can't play with yourself when your Mommy isn't looking.'
Her hand slapped my penis again. 'You're hurting it,' I yelled.
'Of course I'm hurting it you silly little boy! That's the idea and your mommy knows how to make you feel like a very small boy doesn't she?' she said with a thin smile. 'If you think you're too big for a punishment for your mommy, think again my boy! Put your hands behind your back!'
I did as I was told and she took hold of my balls. She dug her blood red manicured nails into the folds of my scrotum. I visibly winced and cried out.
She laughed. 'No good you making a fuss, you're only getting what you deserve.'
Tears welled in my eyes as she rolled the loose skin on scrotum in her fingers and dug her nails in again. It wasn't the discomfort, it was the humiliation of being ridiculed in this way and us both knowing I actually loved the shame she made me feel.
'Pervert! That's what you are,' she said now digging her nails into my hardness. 'You are a pathetic pussy-loving mommy pervert! And I'm going to show you what happens to pathetic little pussy-obsessed boys like you. They get punished! Do you hear?'
'Yes mommy,' I said meekly, feeling more and more uncomfortable by the second, knowing my punishment was about to come.
She grabbed my penis and led me towards the dining table and pushed me forward so my penis was on the table. Then reaching for her crop, took aim and brought it down on my erection. Again, and again came several carefully measured blows.
Then she grabbed my cock again and led me back to her chair beside which was a little table. On it were all the instruments she would use to punish my penis. Sitting down she reached for the wooden ruler and still clasping my balls in one hand, she brought the ruler down hard on my erection.
Swack! And again. Swack! Again and again, she brought the ruler down hard on my penis and dug her nails into my scrotum.
'Tell me what your Mommy loves,' she asked as she hit me down there again. 'How can you make her happy?'
'Mommy likes her pussy licked.'
'That's right, she does. Are you going to go down on your knees and lick your mom's pussy?'
'Yes, yes...you know I want to serve you that way.'
'And are you going to mommy's little toilet helper? You know your mommy can't hold her wee wee.'
It was a question she needn't ask. My pussy licking pleasure was always heightened when she squirted her piss straight into my mouth. Being made to drink her piss was the ultimate humiliation -- or so I thought.
'Yes mommy...'
'Yes mommy? YES MOMMY?' she yelled. 'Pervert, pervert, pervert! Tell me what you are!
'I'm a piss drinking pervert,' I said, tears now beginning to tumble down my cheeks.
'Yes, you are you pathetic little slut!' Mommy said with angry yet lustful eyes, lashing out with the ruler on my erection again, bringing it down as hard a she could. I cried out. Cried in pain and in love. Pre-cum splashed onto her stocking clad knee.
'Oh that's disgusting!' she said turning and put the ruler down on the little table. Picking up the pinwheel she said 'You're going to pay for making that mess on my stockings.'
This cunning device had a little wheel with pointed edges set in a plastic handle. Mommy clasped my testicles again and ran the wheel over my hard penis. I wriggled and instinctively brought my hands down to stop her.