All sexual participants are 18+. No person, living or dead, is present in this fictional story.
I didn't hate my twin sister. I didn't love my twin sister. Once we turned 18 I just fucked her.
I'm Nathan French and my twin sister is Francis French. Of course, we're known as Nate and Fran. We are 22 years old as of this writing, just graduating from college.
We had an older sister, Caroline, who developed osteosarcoma in her leg when she was 13 and we were ten. It was a painful three years for the family until she lost the battle. For those three years, Fran and I were as close as twins could ever be. When Caroline passed away, we were stricken and even closer.
Even as young as we were, a lot of things died with us in addition to Caroline. We lost faith in our parents, who we believed didn't do enough to keep her alive. Of course, we were totally wrong. Doctor and hospitals - obviously. We never regained any trust in them. God: We felt as abandoned as the Jews in the boxcars to Auschwitz. Maybe we're wrong, but we lost faith forever.
That left only us. The amount of tears we spilled on each other's shoulders would fill a bathtub. Being young, it didn't take very long to start recovering. We had been close before, but now we were inseparable. Maybe that's when we fine-tuned the twinness. We could easily know what the other was thinking, finishing sentences for each other.
That ability came with a cost. We lost the ability to love. That included each other. Oh, we felt great affection towards each other and some for our parents, but never that I'll-give-my-life-for-you type. From the time we were 13, we existed in a world that never included the mountains and valleys of love.
By the time we got to high school we were set in our emotional world. In our physical world, I was exactly six feet tall and a skinny 145 pounds. Dark hair and readily tanned skin. My rather large ears knocked me out of the running for handsome. Dark brown eyes and a scar on my forehead (falling out of a tree) pretty much described me. Close to ordinary, I wouldn't stick out from the herd. I was very good academically and not-so-good athletically. Never the last one chosen, but never the first.
Fran was a female version of me. She, too, was six feet tall and only 10 pounds lighter. Small tits and ass. Dark hair, brown eyes. Her ears were normal and until you saw her smile, she would also be one of the herd. But her smile! Never had I seen such a transformation from ordinary to extraordinary as when she smiled. Not just her lips, but her eyes and whole body participated in it.
Guess I was wrong on one thing. I loved her smile and would do almost anything to see it. Alas, it wasn't unsheathed as much as I'd liked it to be.
Fran was at the same level academically as I was. She, however, was also a good runner and was on the track team. I took in every meet. Don't remember the parents ever being there.
My interest was in rocks. I was an avid collector and filled my room to overflowing with what I found and could afford to buy. Fran shook her head, but she helped me when we had a chance to collect. There was never a doubt about my career path.
We rarely dated all through high school. Neither of us was shy nor did we have difficulties in dealing with the opposite sex. We just didn't feel like it. Now, of course, hormones did hit us like an earthquake, so evolution did push us towards sex, but something was just holding us back. We weren't asexual.
It finally came to a head one Friday evening in our senior year. We had turned 18 six months before. It started out like many Friday evenings. We were watching TV, the parents out playing bridge till late.
I turned to Fran, "Another Friday. Glad classes are over for the week... Have much school work to do this weekend?"
"No, nothing. You?"
"Nothing, either... I'm a little bored. Want to go get an ice cream?"
"No thanks. Bored here, too."
"We do this a lot, don't we?"
"Yeah... Maybe I'll just go to my room and play with my pussy."
"Not a bad idea."
"What? Going to my room or playing with my pussy?"
"Both sounds good to me."
She looked at me to see if I was joking, "Seriously?"
"Why not?"
"Where's this coming from? We've never done this before."
"So? I'm going to jerk off and so are you. Why not together?"
She thought for a moment, "What exactly are you proposing? That we get off together or that we get each other off?"
"Well, both sound good, but if I get a choice, I'd pick door number 2."
She thought for a moment, "How about a little persuasion first? Kiss me."