This is a work of fiction. Unless otherwise showed, all the names, characters, businesses, places, events, and incidents in this story are the product of the author's imagination or used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental. All characters are adults over the age of eighteen.
Family Submission Pt. 02
"Sarah, what the hell?! Have you lost your mind? Your brother is in charge of you, and you're having sex with him? I can't believe what I'm hearing. What the fuck is wrong with you?"
That's my best friend Lindsey. I received permission from my father to tell her about my new life. My mother and father believe it's best if I have at least one person who I'm close to that I can confide in. They tell me it will help me not feel isolated.
"Lyndsey, calm down." I replied. "I know this is a lot to take in."
"Calm down?" Lyndsey exclaimed. "Are they forcing you to do this? We can get you help. I'll call the police right now."
"No, wait, I don't want that." I answered, trying to get the conversation back under control. I didn't expect Lyndsey to understand my new life immediately or even accept it, but her reaction surprised me. "At first I didn't know how I felt, but over the last month I've grown to accept it. Hell, I even see some benefit to it, and it's not all bad."
Lyndsey sat on my bed, looking at me for a moment before answering. "Your brother has sex with you when he wants, and you have to do whatever he says. How is that not all bad? Your brother is an asshole, making you do all those things. And your father is the king pervert for forcing this on you. We need to get your out of this house."
"OK, first, calm down." I replied, getting a little pissed that she was still upset and not listening to me. "You don't have to like the situation, and I'm not asking you to. I'm asking you to be my friend and accept I'm ok with it. My brother is not an asshole. He's trying to figure this out as well, and let me tell you, he's not taken advantage of the situation as much as I thought he would. I'm taking a chance telling you, but you're my best friend. If anyone would support me, I thought it would be you. If our family's lifestyle gets out, we would be in trouble. My mother would lose her job, my father would lose clients, and my brother and I would be persona non grata at school. Our family would be pariahs in this town, forcing us to move."
"Well, damn, Sarah, I don't want that." Lyndsey answered, calming down a bit. "You know I love you. We've been friends since elementary school. I guess I just don't understand how a grown woman accepts what you have and why you don't leave."
That was a good question. Why didn't I leave? When I left off before I was standing in my room on display while my brother wrote my new rules. He took a break periodically to either play with me or have me play with him. I spent more time that day on my knees in front of him, either sucking him off or stroking his cock. By the end of the day, it worked me up not having the chance to orgasm myself. When I brought this up to him, he just smiled. I thought that was the end, but right before bed, he came back into my room.
"Sarah, you've been good today." Dave began. "I think you've earned your orgasm. You will, however, need to work for it. I'll lay down and you can have as much pleasure for yourself as you can get. Since you're not on birth control, I've brought a condom."
With that, my brother undressed and laid down on my bed. He was totally naked. He wasn't a bad-looking guy, but there wasn't much in the way of muscle. He wasn't tanned, but he did share in my father's olive complexion. He just laid there smiling up at me. I hesitated for a moment, not sure if I should take advantage. Oral sex was one thing, but doing this was passing a point of no return. I knew eventually I would need to. Hell, my mother's stories convinced me of that. Faced with it, however, caused me to hesitate.
I became nervous, but was knocked out of that by my growing desire for sex. I've never had a problem having sex. All I needed to do was choose a guy and he would do all the work seducing me. I never had to lift a finger. Here lay my brother, telling me I could have him if I wanted, but I had to take initiative. This was the opposite of what I was used to. This put me in a strange state of mind, causing my head to spin a little. I was horny, worked up, and a little dizzy. I stood there for a moment, and my instincts took over.
I was already naked, spending most of the day like that. I climbed onto my bed with him and grabbed his cock. I started stroking and tonguing, working him in and out of my mouth until he was hard. He had that same clean smell and sweet taste I grew accustomed to throughout the day. I loved it. While my hand was busy stroking my brother, my other hand rubbed my clit. I moved my finger in and out of my vagina, attempting to lubricate myself. It worked. Glancing up occasionally, I was met with Dave watching me intently and smiling. I opened the condom and rolled it down, stroking him a few more times to ensure he remained hard.
Not wanting to lose his erection, I quickly climbed on top and straddled him. Lining myself up, I inserted him carefully and slowly slid down. I closed my eyes while I did so. This wasn't out of pain or discomfort, but I found myself still uneasy with the fact my brother's dick was inside of me. My brain formed a mental image of my now ex-boyfriend. It was easier for me to picture that two-timing ass hat than face the reality of who I was fucking. I was too far gone, however, to stop. His dick felt wonderful, and my lust increased every second.
I started fucking him, slowly at first, then picking up speed. The entire time my eyes were closed, and I was trying to concentrate on any image that didn't include my brother. The feeling I was getting from riding him was almost more than I could handle. I could have orgasmed within the first minute, but I held off. I wanted to enjoy the sensations as long as I could. I didn't know whether Dave would make me stop once I did, so I kept pushing it down.
After a few minutes, I started working myself up into a steady rhythm when Dave said, "Open your eyes. I want you to look at me."
I did as I was told and our eyes met. I thought for sure I would lose whatever momentum I had, but the opposite happened. When I looked into his eyes, my stomach tied into knots and I started crying. It wasn't out of shame or humiliation, but love. The feelings for my brother broke loose and flowed over me. The last several years of frustration and aggravation toward my brother, and the seemingly unrequited love I felt for him, exploded. So did I.
My head flew back and my chest pushed out. My vagina gripped down on his cock harder than I had ever felt before. My entire body tensed, my feet curled, and my hands became fists gripping the sheets. Involuntary convulsions overtook my body, causing me to spasm, throwing my hips forward with each one. The result was my vagina gripped and pulled his dick with such force I was momentarily worried I may pull the condom right off of him.
When I gathered myself as the spasms subsided, I could focus on Dave while I still slowly rode up and down on him. I saw the effect my orgasm had; he was in the middle of his own. I didn't feel him cum because of the condom, but when I realized what he was doing, I orgasmed a second time. It hit me out of nowhere, and I started convulsing again. This one started in my vagina and moved in waves up my body until it hit my head, tensing me as it traveled.
After what seemed like an eternity, but was only a minute, the orgasm released me. My body relaxed, I lost all ability to hold myself up, and I collapsed. My brother is shorter, so his head was cushioned between my breasts when I fell forward. I don't think it bothered him; he buried his head between them and put his arms around me. I could feel his cock shrinking inside of me, so I pulled off slowly and rolled to the side. Dave kept his face between my breasts and never let go, his arms keeping me close and wrapping me up.
We lay there for a while, and I lost track of time as we both fell asleep. When I woke up hours later, my room was dark, Dave was gone, and I was covered up with my blankets. I rolled over and thought about the line we crossed. My head was telling me it was wrong, but my heart and body told me the opposite. I had plenty of orgasms up to that point, but that was the most intense one I experienced. I wondered why that was.
The only answer I could come up with was this was the first time I had sex with someone I loved. I thought I loved my boyfriends, but I had to admit I never did. The connection with my brother was deeper than any of them. It was at that point I realized just how connected I was to my brother. That put a smile on my face. I was happy. Happy that all the frustration and fighting was behind us. Happy that I had the closeness with my brother that I always desired, even though I didn't know it before. And finally, happy that I could be me.
I was no longer confused about my feelings for Dave. I could relax and welcome those feelings. Sure, most people wouldn't understand it, but I didn't care. The love I felt for him overcame me, and I started crying. I fell asleep with tears in my eyes. These were tears of happiness and relief, as all the stress and pent-up emotions fell away.
"Why didn't I leave?" I answered Lyndsey. "Because I love my brother. I don't know how to explain just how much, so you understand. I now know how my mother felt, and still feels, about her brothers. She said it's a bond that will never be broken, and I feel the same way. I would drop everything if my brother needed me. I don't see that changing, ever."
"Ok, I can see you're still here because you want to be." Lyndsey relented. "I'm still not onboard with everything, nor do I fully understand it, but I'll support you. You mentioned your brother didn't take advantage of you as much as you thought. What did he do?"