Chapter 47 - The End; of a Nightmare
Charlene sat up in bed and looked around apprehensively. Her heart was racing, her skin was flushed, and sweat covered her from her forehead to her feet. She couldn't remember where she was or why she was here.
Sitting up, a clean white sheet fell down her dark taupe-brown body revealing large milk engorged breasts. Her once taut, flat belly now looked like a deflated beach ball, and a hazy memory flashed through her mind of going into labor, but her dream, her nightmare felt so much more vivid, and this, this was the dream!
Moving hands that didn't feel like they were hers, she touched her nose and felt...nothing! There was no chain around her neck, and no piercings in her nipples!
Looking up, she scanned the hospital room. In a bassinet next to her bed lay a dark taupe-brown babe, and beside it another bassinet with another pale mocha babe. On her other side, with his head resting on the bed, Jason slept with his fingers interlaced with hers.
A smile came to her unbidden, and she gently pulled her hand away from him and ran her fingers through his strawberry blonde hair. Slowly he woke up. When their eyes met, aqua green and dark chocolate brown, she asked in a hoarse whisper, "What happened? Where are we?"
He sat up, his eyes wide open in surprise and relief. Tears budded at their corners as he lurched forward and hugged her tight, "Oh thank god!" He gasped, "You've been asleep for days! You almost died giving birth to Heather and Hayden!"
He pulled away but he wouldn't let go of her. His hands kept fidgeting, touching and rubbing her. Whatever happened to her, it must have been more serious than she thought.
"Heather? Hayden?" She asked, "I thought it was just Heather?"
Jason laughed and rubbed her face as he sniffled, "I know right? Even the doctor was surprised. You passed out after Heather, so I knew Hayden was your alternate girl's name, but I thought, it's a unisex name, and well, I knew you liked it..."
"We have twins," Was all she could think to say.
"Twins," He laughed before suddenly lurching forward and giving her a hug.
As he was squeezing her, she remembered something important.
"How is your sister? How is Hannah?" She asked, remembering that their due dates were nearly identical.
"She had a beautiful little girl, and named her Theresa," He answered.
"That's good," She sighed before looking back at Heather and Hayden, and asking, "Will you pick them up and give them to me?"
"Of course," He replied quickly before jumping to his feet and walking around the hospital bed.
She watched Jason's strong hands nimbly pick the tiny infants up with such tenderness it amazed her. When he set Heather in her arms she couldn't believe how tiny and light she was. And, when she opened her eyes she could already see that her eyes were a vibrant hazel green and brown. Hayden was next. His coloring was lighter, but his hair was still a dark chocolate brown, and he had his father's eyes.
"Jason," Charlene whispered as reality finally began to feel real.
"Yes my love," He answered expectantly.
"I had a terrifying dream," She whispered as she looked down at Heather and Hayden suckling her breasts.
"Really? Tell me about it," He answered as he moved back around the bed and sat next to her.
"First," She started in a trembling whisper as tears coursed down her cheeks, "I want to tell you, I...am...so...sorry!"
Jason looked truly troubled now, and worried as he asked, "Why? Whatever for?"
"I...think my dream was a premonition of how my life, our lives, would be if I don't fix things now," She answered as tears fell down to sprinkle on the babies, "First I lied to you..."
"When?"He asked in confusion.
"When I first confessed to you in the garden," Charlene cried, "I told you that Gabby didn't like you, but that I did. I lied. She loves you! She loves you even more than I do! Ever since the first day we moved here..."
Jason looked like a deer caught in headlights so she went on, "That day, she sent me to tell you that she was interested in you, and if you were interested in return, that you could call on her..."
"But you said that Gabby and Porsche were intimate," Jason finally managed to say.
"They are," She wailed, "But they both were willing to share you between them if you are interested..."
Silence filled the room as Charlene continued her confession, "Second, me, Larissa, and Sable are also intimate. We have been since, well, since we started growing pubic hair and boobies. Third, my sisters are interested in you as much as I am, and have wanted me to share you with them like Gabby and Porsche were going to."
Jason's mouth fell open in surprise at the prospect of fucking triplets, but she just kept on from fear that if she stopped she may never get through her confession, "Fourth, I know about you and your mother and sisters. I know that Danielle, Sonnette, and Eleanor are yours. I know about the legacy of the 'Family Garden' because we have our own as well!"
"Honey, I," Jason started, with eyes fearful and apologetic, "I am so sorry! I didn't know until the day you confessed to me!"
Charlene smiled and patted his hand before shushing him, "I know, and I understand. This dream I had, it brought everything into spectacular perspective. I know you love me, but I also know you love your mother and sisters too. I know that you feel responsible, and, that you feel immense guilt for not being truthful with me. That's why I told you my lies first."
"Charlene, I," He gasped apologetically.
"Please," She begged, "Let me finish! Fifth and last, my love, my dearest Jason," she paused as fear clamped down on her throat until she was forced swallow and take a deep breath, "For a long time now, unbeknownst to me, Calvin has been coming into our room, while you were still out and I was asleep or nearly so, or waiting on you, and we...," She paused again to swallow and catch her breath, "He...raped me Jason! He pretended that he was you, under the cover of darkness, and we had sex!"
Jason was shocked. His expression was horrified, but as she cried right there in front of him, she watched as his expression turned stony and then angry.
"I promise, with all my heart, I didn't know. Not until the other weekend when we went to visit your family. I went to bed while you put Eleanor, Sonnette, and Danielle to bed. He came in," She sobbed so hard that Hayden popped off her nipple and began to whimper from Charlene's being upset, "I thought it was you! He fucked me, and then he kissed me and I knew it wasn't you! I...confronted him, and he laughed at me and admitted to fucking me for years..."
"I'm sorry..."
"I am so so sorry..." She whimpered as Jason stared at her in horror.
Finally, after several minutes, he growled, "I'm gonna kill him!"
"No!" She wailed and grabbed his hand as he stood up to leave. She latched on to his hand and even as he gave a tug so that she would let go, she squeezed all the harder.
"Why not," He hissed, his voice so hurt it made her heart ache, "Why shouldn't I go home right now and kill that bastard? Do you love him? Is this what you want? Him and not me?"
"No!" She cried pitifully while shaking her head vehemently, "No, I don't want you to go to prison for murder. I don't want to be left alone, without my husband. I don't want you to miss out on raising your children, all of them!" She wailed as she nodded to the two on her breasts.
"But, you said that they aren't mine," He cried now, "There Calvin's..."
"Fuck Calvin!" She hissed menacingly, "He may have raped me, and he may have gotten me pregnant, but that doesn't make him their father! If you love me Jason, and you love them, that makes you their father! That's all they need, and that's all I want! Your love..."
Jason stood there mad, and hurt, and crying while trying not to for several more minutes before he fixed her with an angry glare and asked, "You said you had a dream, a nightmare, that brought all of this into perspective for you. What happened in your dream?"
She tugged him closer and motioned for him to sit down. Once he was, she began, "I dreamed that I kept all of this from you. Then eventually I made you decide on me and Heather or your family, and then we moved to Seattle. Once there, we got jobs and we were happy for a long time, until you lost your job, and then I...took a position at my job...that...wasn't good. Lots of stuff happened, and I wound up cheating on you, you cheated on me, with Heather first, and then with others. Then, I got hurt, but you didn't know because I deceived you by having my sisters pretend to be me. And then, I woke up..."
She looked up from her crying to find Jason staring at her. She couldn't tell what he was thinking so she went on, "As I see it, this was the moment that everything went wrong. I wasn't honest with you. You weren't honest with me, and the secrets we kept, they ruined our marriage and lives!"
"So you had this dream," Jason finally said, "and what, you thought that if we just confess our sins, our secrets, all would be fine?"
"No," She replied with a shake of her head, "No I didn't think everything would be fine. Jason, I... I can't stay in the same house with Calvin anymore."
"So," He asked, his tone defeated, "You're leaving me. Or, are you wanting me to choose between my family and you all over again?"
"No," She answered in a whisper, "I don't want to leave you, and no I don't want to make you choose between your family and me again. This isn't your fault, and it isn't theirs either. It's Calvin's fault. So, if you're willing, I would like us to move in with my sisters and brothers..."
"Wait? What," He gasped in shock.