The crowd is applauding. All eyes are on the stage. My mother and sister are taking a bow. They are both naked except for a garter on their legs stuffed with greenbacks. The closing lines of the song Private Dancer are fading. They squat, spread their legs and pick up cash from the floor, which results in more cash on the floor. They look at me with big smiles on their faces. I smile back and make a big checkmark in the air. Their amateur night strip is a hit.
It all started with my sister's bucket list. Well actually I guess it really started with my trip home from college for the summer.
I drove all night to get there. Instinctively I went to our house, well it used to be our house, the place where I grew up. It looks the same but tears roll down my face as I realize I'll never be inside again. After the divorce Mom sold it. She couldn't stand to live in the place where many of Dad's indiscretions had occurred. Slowly I drive away. After a short distance I pulled into the apartment complex that is Mom's residence while they're building her new house.
I climb a flight of stairs and knock on the door. I hear scurrying inside. The door opens and Mom rushes into my arms. We haven't been together since spring break. We hug each other tightly for the longest. Mom backs up wipes some tears away and leads me into her apartment.
She's holding my hand tightly as she says. "It's so good to see you. Welcome to my humble abode."
I pull her close and hug her, say, "I love you."
She says, "I know. I love you too."
She backs away still holding my hand. I look her over from head to toe, she is beautiful but looks tired, a little pale.
I ask. "Are you OK? You look worn out."
"I'm fine. I haven't been sleeping well. I'm still a little in shock about this whole mess. But now that you're here I feel better. And when Donna gets here, I'll be even better. I've really missed you guys."
Letting loose of my hand she asks, "Are you hungry? I fixed some biscuits and gravy and the sausage that you like."
"That sounds great mom. I miss your cooking."
"Well let me show you around first, laughing, that won't' take long."
We walk to the small kitchen and dining area. It smells like home. Next, she shows me her room and bath. Next the guest bath and the bedrooms for Donna and me.
She says, "The guest bath only has a small tub, so you'll use mine, it has a nice walk-in shower."
Back in the kitchen she pours a couple of cups of coffee and fixes me a plate. As she's scurrying around she gets on tip toes reaching for a plate in a cabinet. Her calves bulge nicely. And the dress tightens on her buttocks. I'm startled at myself for staring, I've lived with her my whole life but never took note of her legs and butt before.
After breakfast we take our coffee into the living room. She sits on the sofa and pulls me down beside her.
She scoots close to me and says, "I'm so glad you're here."
She rubs and pats my leg. I rub the back of her hand. Her skin is warm and smooth. Her house dress rides up exposing her knees. I'm surprised and a little embarrassed that I'm looking.
She lays her head on my shoulder and puts her feet on the coffee table. The dress rides up a little more. Now I'm staring at her bare feet and legs. How could I not have noticed what great legs she has? And why am I noticing now?
We talk a little bit about the divorce, but she quickly changes the subject to her new house.
She says, "They finished the roof and are working on the inside. Would you like to see it?"
"Yes, I'd love to."
"Let me change and we'll go scope it out."
"I'll get my stuff out of the car while you're changing."
I stowed my stuff in the bedroom and was unpacking when she came in. She was wearing a halter top and shorts. There were those long legs again.
We drove to the construction site. There were workmen everywhere. She puts her arm through mine and walks me around the outside, describing in detail all the features. She excitedly talked about the landscaping that was planned. We walked on the semi-finished deck and patio and looked at the hole where the swimming pool would be.
Inside they were hanging sheet rock and finishing some wiring. She described the future kitchen and all the appliances she'd ordered. We walked through each room as she eagerly talked about the colors and furniture she has coming.
In the living room a worker had just hung a small chandelier in the entry.
He started to take away the ladder, Mom said, "Wait can I do something first?"
He reset the ladder. Mom climbed up and adjusted the light.
Said to the worker, "Can you fix it so it hangs this way?"
I was looking up and could see the little creases at the bottom of her butt cheeks. It was obvious the worker was looking at the same thing.
I said, "Mom you need to come back down."
She twisted the fixture a little bit more the let loose and backed down. The worker climbed up and made the adjustment.
Mom said, "That's perfect thank you."
She put her arm around my waist and asked, "What do you think?"
"Looks perfect Mom. I think you'll be happy here."
I put my hand on her shoulder. As my hand touched her bare skin, I flinched a little. It was as if I'd touched a hot wire. It felt so good.
We walked back through every room a couple of times before we left.
In the car Mom gazed at the house and said with a sigh, "I can't wait to move in. It'll be my house, our house, and be a fresh start."
"I'm so happy for you." but my eyes were focused on how her thighs slightly spread against the car seat.
She suggested we go to lunch but I deferred. "Thanks, but I drove all night to get here I'd like to take a little nap. And I'm still full of the great breakfast you fixed."
It didn't take long to go to sleep. I woke up to the aroma of fried chicken. I walked to the kitchen. She was cleaning some utensils at the sink. I wrapped my arms around her and kissed the back of her neck and shoulders.
"My you're a little frisky."
She laughed and asked if I slept well.
"Yeah I really needed that. Anything I can do to help?"
"You can set the table. Dinner will be ready soon."
Crispy fried chicken, potatoes n gravy and green beans were one of my favorites growing up.
After we cleared away the dishes, she shooed me into the living room said, "I'll join you shortly."
I was on the sofa and again she chose to sit right next to me, our legs touching. She told me that Donna had called while I was sleeping. Donna was in the wedding party of one of her sorority sisters. Mom said she was excited about the bachelorette party tomorrow night and had decided to fly home instead of driving after the wedding. We chatted about school. She was proud that I was now a senior.