I have always considered my mother to be an amazing woman, strong, well disciplined, yet kind hearted and sensitive. One of her many great assets was her genuine beauty, including her long brown hair, beautiful petite hips and round firm breast. As a child, one of my favorite pass times was to run my fingers through her long hair while falling asleep next to her. She loved me deeply, and was and still is my hero.
My mom and I have possessed a relationship that was both open and honest, always having the ability to talk about any topic at any given time. The only subject that remained obsolete between us, was sex. I can never remember a time when we would openly discuss this one forbidden topic, leaving me to discover things on my own and in my own time. In fact, I was almost 14 before I discovered the tiny spot above my vagina in the tub. And of course once I did this, my favorite pass time was showering.
My father was a quiet man, spending most of his time at his law office. He worked long hours, leaving our time together scarce. Though he was a loving man, his devotion was to his work and being sure his family had the best in every aspect. I always admired him for that, although it did leave my mom and I lonely many nights.
On my eighteenth birthday, I planned a trip home from my first year of college to spend time with my family. When I arrived, just as I had expected, my parents had planned a surprise party. And although it was a terrific thought and it was obvious that much planning had gone into the event, many of the friends and family members that were suppose to attend, did not, for one reason or another. And my father was called away on business at the last moment. Sending his love and happy birthdays wishes, he left for the office with a promise to return by early the next morning. My mom was somewhat disgusted at the less than hoped for turn out of the party. And I, feeling sorry that she had worked so hard, tried to set her disappointment at ease, by assuring her that it was great to just be home with her.
After the party, we decided to catch a movie, and afterwards sifted through some old memories over coffee at a little shop on the way home. We poured over my child hood and how it was incredible to think that I was now a grown woman. I watched my mother closely as we talked and for the first time, I could see that she was actually a very lonely woman, and she seemed to long for someone to talk to, and share her time with. She was as lovely on that day as she had been while I was growing up, ageing very little if any in appearance. My mom was in fact young, being only 16 when I was born. And as I sat and sipped coffee with her, at the age of eighteen, I actually longed to run my fingers through her hair and fall asleep close to her as I had for many years when I was a child.
There seemed to be an intimacy there that not only startled me, but confused me. After all, this was my mother, the woman who had grounded me when I misbehaved and helped me with my homework while in grade school. As I watched her breathe, I noticed her breasts that rose and fell with each breath, how they were incredibly firm and full in her silk blouse, her soft full lips, as she licked the remaining drops of coffee from them. I felt myself aching to lick them for her, and to feel her chest rise and fall with her breaths. These thoughts seemed to remain completely unnoticed by her, because her words never faltered or took a turn in a sexual direction, although I did realize that after only a few moments in the direction my thoughts had taken, I was wet, and I actually longed to make love to this beautiful woman who sat in front of me.