Sadly, our lifestyles didn't match. Fantastic though the sex proved to be, my focus was almost entirely on the write-up and defence of my thesis and the last thing I needed in my life was pressure from the country's media over my being Willow's latest girlfriend. Nor, truth be told, did I have any great enthusiasm for football, and I accompanied Willow to the matches for her sake rather than my own. Her passion for the game was remarkable, and translated to a flood of joyful kisses whenever her team scored a goal.
And although she revolutionised my wardrobe, I never felt at ease with her many friends who seemed to exude class and privilege. Not Willow herself, though. Despite her wealth and aristocratic background, I never felt anything but equal and loved. And we were in love. We just weren't what each other needed.
"This isn't working," I said one day. We were lying together in bed, rather messed up from a lengthy and intense workout between the sheets, our thoughts following different but convergent paths.
"No," she agreed.
"It's not that I don't love you."
"I know."
"It's -"
She rolled over and interrupted me with a kiss. "I understand. In lockdown we'd be perfect for each other. Just the two of us alone. All the time in the world..."
I smiled. "Yes. Exactly. We are two spheres -"
"- meeting at a point," she finished.
As so often with Willow, just kissing her was enough to awaken the serpent, no matter how deeply it slept, and I soon felt it stirring and stretching. It took no persuasion at all to part Willow's muscular thighs as I slid between them and eased into her willing pussy. She was wet. Of course she was wet. Scarcely half an hour had passed since I last finished within her, my girl-dick pumping her full of cum from my nonexistent balls.
"I can't believe I'm breaking up with England's hottest lesbian," I murmured, cupping a sweet, perfect breast with one hand and tracing a path about the succulent nipple with teasing fingertips.
"I can't believe I'm fucking England's biggest dick," she replied with a laugh. "Fuck me hard, you futa bitch."
Whether my cock was really England's biggest was a matter of speculation, though for sure it was an elite member, up there in the top one percent - both in terms of length and girth. Were I a man, I would probably take great pride in this potent symbol of masculinity. As a woman...
Well, as one of that growing subclass of women whose clits have mutated overnight into a functioning penis, I was altogether too self-conscious. Despite growing awareness of this new virus and its often humiliating symptom, too many men were intimidated by girl-dick, and too many women feared infection. Few of us futanari dared to be public about our transformation.
I preferred to tuck, to conceal the evidence, although walking around with your dick between your ass cheeks is never not weird, and occasional erections are both inevitable and painful.
Life with Willow had been bliss. I'd been so fortunate to find myself a gorgeous girlfriend who not only wasn't squeamish about girl-dick, but was also willing and able to accommodate one of such prodigious size.
I loved how tight she was...
Willow wrapped her legs about my back, using her powerful muscles to thrust up against me, deepening my savage penetration. "Don't come," she ordered. "Don't come," she repeated, even as she surrendered to her own climax. "Fuck! Yes! Don't stop! Don't come!"
I obeyed, maintaining the pounding rhythm while holding back on my own pleasure. Willow had taught me well with this familiar game.
Her legs released me, and we changed position, Willow rolling over onto hands and knees and presenting her firm cheeks to me. "Lick my ass," she instructed, breathing heavily in the aftermath of her orgasm. The little ring of muscle seemed almost alive, pulsing as orgasmic aftershocks rippled through her flesh.
I'd never fucked her ass, and didn't expect to now, but the crevice between her cheeks was slick with my cum that had leaked earlier from her pussy. I dived in eagerly, licking her slowly clean as I circled in towards the target. I pulled back and sighed with pleasure at the beautiful sight before me, before bending to kiss her, my tongue teasing that forbidden entry, tasting it, penetrating it...
Willow murmured happily. "I'm going to miss this..."
So was I, but right then I was as hard and horny as I'd ever been. Shuffling up behind her, I took her doggy style, driving in hard and deep and settling quickly into an urgent rhythm. "Don't come," she reminded me.
Coiling a fist through her long, dark, silky hair, I pulled on it like a rein, tugging her head up and back as I stretched her hot, tight pussy with my huge, needful cock. "Are you going to miss this?" I asked.
"God yes," she said, panting hard. "I fucking love fucking your fucking cock! Harder, you futa bitch! Just don't come!"
I whined with audible frustration. I was getting close and she knew it. Hearing her talk dirty with her posh accent was a huge turn-on for me. With a struggle, I managed to control myself, and slipped a finger, wet with saliva, into her virgin ass.
Willow gave a startled cry of pleasure, or pain, or both, and I delighted in the powerful contractions about my cock and my finger as she surrendered once again, convulsing blissfully while I held the rein tight and continued hammering my hard length into her from behind.
Amazingly, I still hadn't come. I crawled around my exhausted love and offered my aching, throbbing girl-dick to her mouth. "Don't come," she said, and wrapped her lips about the soft head, sucking enthusiastically as she worked the shaft with a hand.
I didn't last long. I didn't even try to hold back. I cried out in pleasure as the tension that had coiled so tightly within me found release, and I gazed adoringly at Willow as her throat worked, swallowing my cum as fast as I filled her mouth with it.
"Oh, you naughty girl," she breathed, pulling away at long last. "Go get my riding crop. I'll give you something to remember me by..."
*
While the bite of the crop was sharp, the memory of it faded too swiftly, unlike my heartache over the loss of Willow. It was for the best, I kept telling myself, constantly checking social media for some clue that Willow had moved on, finding herself a new girlfriend who would share her passions the way I did not.
It was for the best... I had work to do, and I threw myself into it, my focus one hundred percent on finishing my write-up. I had set myself a deadline of the end of June - not coincidentally the date my university accommodation lease expired - and not without reservations I submitted my thesis. Years of my life condensed into a book that few people would ever read.
Emotionally exhausted, I packed up all my stuff, and was grateful to be able to sleep during the long journey south, my father at the wheel. "It will be good to have you home again, Lizzie," he said with a contented smile.
I was not surprised this time that Jane was not home. She and Charlie were engaged, and spent every waking moment together that their careers would allow. His training and football matches kept him busy and fit, while Jane had tapped into the increasingly mainstream market for women with 'that something extra'. In her sexy lingerie shoots, she still had that quintessential air of a virgin maid, but the scarcely concealed addition was undeniably erotic.
Both Jane and our mother were featured in that Cosmo article ('Meet the REAL Chicks-With-Dicks'). Public awareness of the new virus and its futa transformation was growing, inevitably, but acceptance of this new and most unnatural sex was far off. The Cosmo article was revelatory. "There is nothing shameful about my body," Jane said. "This isn't some punishment from a capricious god. Perhaps, instead, this is God's way of showing us that men and women - and, indeed, people of all sexes and genders - are fundamentally equal."
Jane sounded quite pious in the interview, much to my amusement. I knew she was no believer in God, and could almost sense the humour bubbling beneath the surface of her seemingly devout words. Mum, her usual effervescent self, was quite the opposite. "I love the new me," she gushed. "My husband thinks I'm sexier than ever - he can't get enough of me! And, let me tell you, whether you're giving or taking, size does matter - and neither of us has any complaint in that department."
"Where is Mum?" I asked. The house was dark when we got home. It was midsummer and the night was cool but not cold. On such a night, half the windows would normally be open, and always if anyone was home the lights would be on in the kitchen at least.
Dad sighed, and despite the dark I could sense his discomfort. "Your mother's renewed youth has been wonderful to witness," he said carefully, "but sadly I'm not the man I once was. Her appetite so far exceeds mine..."
"How very Shakespearean," I murmured.
Dad laughed. "Yes." The lights came on and I could see him properly, his cheeks flushed with embarrassment. Avoiding my eyes, he continued, "Anyway, Willow gave her the number of some porn director -"
"Bloody hell! My Willow?" I mean, of course my Willow. Who else? "I'll fucking kill her!"
"No. It's fine. Really. Your mum's having a great time, and - honestly - it's a relief for me. Give me a good book and a single malt, and a solid night's rest..."
Certainly he seemed relaxed enough about it. I couldn't quite get my head around Mum being in a porn film - but when she returned home the following day, it was as if she were a glorious adventurer returned from some exotic travel. "Lizzie!" she cried, catching me in an embrace and air-kissing me like some Hollywood star. "You won't believe -"
She stepped back and looked at me like a tomb raider might regard an unopened casket. "Indeed, no, but you will see. Come. Get your father. I insist you both watch. I can't wait to see your expressions... But first, a quick shower, I think."