The Sister, the Schizo, the Aunt and the Savant
Morning arrived for me as a ghost. The dour days were gone and the year dawned with bright sunlight that hurt my eyes. I closed my eyes, feeling the moment. My stomach growled. Happy fucking New Year. That sounds more surly than I mean it.
I felt pretty good. I confess I had a niggling reservation about my conviction that being passive with D. Debra Hamilton would result in getting my wick wet. I was playing a waiting game and if last night was any indication, I was behind on the scoreboard.
My general count, however, was pretty good. Oh, counting is dΓ©classΓ©. Numbers count. I was getting plenty of high quality pussy. I guess that was why I could be patient with D. Debra Hamilton. I certainly was not letting her behavior bother me. It was a game, she was winning but it was a long way from over. I play the long game, its good to be long.
I woke and lay thinking these things. I rolled out of bed and trickled downstairs. I had a banana. I padded around, looking for Tawney or my other two sisters. I found the house completely empty but for me. I remembered finally that Dalia and Georgia had left early. I was muzzy. I felt light-headed. Something about last night energized me, my body I mean. My mind reeled from seeing D. Debra Hamilton eating my sister.
It felt wrong but I was still in that vast no-man's land where anything D. Debra Hamilton did seemed fine to me. I mean, I knew better but I wanted it to be fine, wanted her to do all the things that made me happy or made me feel wonderful and I still thought that if I did the same thing for her, she would return the favor. When you find someone like that, keep her but know that most people, male and female do not behave that way.
This was the lesson D. Debra Hamilton was teaching me and the one I was learning. I did not know that at the time though it has become perfectly clear since. I was evolving and D. Debra was helping me. You rarely understand life's lessons till after the fact; you get the test and the understanding follows...if you survive. I still thought that we were fated to be together, despite my deviation from the normal romance, with Mrs. Bickerstaff, Ellen Collier, and my two sisters.
Okay, there is nothing normal about that sort of romance. That is my super power, maybe, forgetfulness, like a good pitcher or quarterback or goalie. I could bring all my energy to the woman within arm's length regardless of what was going on in the rest of my life.
I heard my phone ringing. It was upstairs on my dresser. I bounded up to get it and caught it ringing. D. Debra was calling. Speak of the devil and the devil appears...or think, or dream. It all works.
"I fucked your friend. Chris? Was that his name? Where did you go? He finished quick and I went downstairs to find you, his cum running down my leg..." she giggled. "I wanted you to see my racing stripes." She giggled again. She seemed perfectly at ease. "Where did you go?"
"Home." I said, feeling slightly guilty at the half truth, but then I was never going to tell D. Debra I was doing my sisters...was I? The thought made my teeth hurt.
"Why? I wanted to dance with you, the first in the new year." She hissed a little. "No matter. Listen, Sonny, I think I have an idea. It would be fun. I realized last night that there is something missing in our relationship."
She stopped and I waited, once more brainwashed of any thoughts of my own. All my mind contained was the image of her naked, broad ass, her hour-glass back, and my sister's legs dangling off the bed on each side of her. After a prolonged silence I managed, "Oh?"
"Dick. Sonny, I miss Richard. I miss riding a cock while I am coming. I miss the feeling of a man's cum squishing around inside me and then bubbling out when I walk, oozing out and running into my hose and making it cold. I miss that fresh fucked feeling."
My heart flip-flopped. This was the moment I had counted on, that I had waited for. My chest felt like it was going to burst I was so proud of myself. I knew it! I knew she would come around and want to ride the Roger with me.
"I think I should fuck all of your friends."
Her words stabbed me in the ear and ran all the way through my head. My chest did burst and then collapsed. I couldn't breathe. The disappointment nearly overwhelmed me. I was a putz but worse, I knew I was a putz and the worst of it all, I was only a putz around D. Debra. She had ensorcelled me, I was bewitched, enchanted, hexed, caught in a pussy web I could not escape.
I give myself credit. I was suddenly calm, deflated, embarrassed at being so ebullient and then immediately so wrong so quickly. I gave myself a pass. My thought in that moment was this: What can I expect when I am in love?
D. Debra was speaking. My ears put a hold on it till my mind was ready to process what she was saying and then let me catch up.
"Thursday, four o'clock. Thurston's. You know Thruston's? Very high class, so you probably don't. I only go in there when I need the perfect dress for a special occasion. I have a fantasy about fucking a guy I don't know in there, in the dressing room. They are really very nice places. I go there and just sit sometimes. I smoked a jay in there one time, just to be...well, that doesn't matter. Meet me at four o'clock on Thursday. Bring one of your friends and I will fuck him. Not Chris. He doesn't count as strange dick any more." She stopped talking and just like that my phone gleeped.
I looked at it. It was Landon. Fuck me. What timing? Like the fucker was volunteering to fuck my...the thought stuck in my brain. I had fucked his girl, hadn't I? Almost behind his back? Was it karma that my girl wanted to fuck him? My mind seized on the phrase "my girl". If I was not fucking her and she was fucking my friends, is she still "my girl"? My next thought was that I was not exactly keeping the trouser monster in the zipper pen so what was I to her? There was the question. What he to Hecate or Hecate to him?
My phone gave up or Landon did.
"Sonny? Sonny? Are you there?"
Deedee's voice sounded a little worried, plaintive. I liked that. It suggested she was testing me and was at least a tiny bit unsure of herself, of her suggestion.
"Four o'clock. Did you get that? Thursday. See you then."
"I got it but..." She was gone. I took my phone away from my ear and stared at it. I wanted to object but could not think of a way to do so without letting her slip free the bonds and leave me. I didn't want that but I no longer felt trapped by her spell.
Suddenly, I liked the idea of handing her over to my friends. If she wanted to fuck but didn't want to fuck me, it made a sort of twisted sense to provide her the dick she was denying herself, even if it wasn't mine. I'd have some investment in the exchange. I felt twisted, then, utterly alien to my own sense of my own identity. What a strange world I lived in. I resolved to give her to my friends as a fair exchange but for what? I puzzled over that for a while before I realized I was standing in the living room staring at nothing.