It was early Monday morning, our parents were both at work, and it was another blazing hot day outside. My older sister must have been tanning in the backyard as usual. We were both college students which meant that we were free during summer.
Spying on Ashley was never something I was proud of. It was just something that happened over time. I always blamed it on her for flaunting her sexy body around during hot summer days. Last year was the final straw for me when she became accustomed to wearing small bikinis when we were home alone. Since then, I was hooked.
I got out of bed and my timing was perfect. There she was; laying on a beach blanket in our backyard. The sun was shining on her perfectly tanned skin, and she was completely oblivious to the fact that she was being spied on by her perverted younger brother.
Her body was completely sprawled. She wore a skimpy pink bikini along with thick sun glasses, and nothing else. Her earphones were on and her feet were moving along to the music she was listening to.
Any man would be completely aroused looking at a beautiful sight like that. I know I was.
Then out of the corner of my eye, I noticed it. Mr. Jenkins, our neighbor from the other side of our yard, was also watching my sister from the corner of his balcony.
'What the fuck?!'
I thought to myself.
'Come on Ashley, that perverted neighbor is looking right at you!'
My thoughts went unheard and she kept on laying there. I couldn't believe that a well respected member of our community and my former professor (from last semester) would be doing something like this. It was like he was infringing on my territory. Spying on Ashley during her summer tanning sessions was my job, and my job alone.
Ashley wasn't making things any easier as she stretched her arms like she just woke up. Her arms and legs spread wide open like a butterfly and she moved them around. For the first time since I ever started spying on her, she reached to her chest and briefly massaged her breasts. It looked like she was simply adjusting her bikini, but if I didn't know any better, I'd say she was doing it out of pleasure.
She kept on massaging them in the open space of our backyard until she decided she had enough and headed back inside the house.
***
After I washed up for the morning, I came downstairs for breakfast. My sister was sitting by the kitchen counter top eating granola cereal and catching up on her favorite reality tv shows. On hot days when we were home alone, she never bothered to cover herself. She was still in her bikini.
"What's up sis?" I said playfully.
Her eyes stayed glued to the television as she ate. "Nothing much. I'm trying to figure out which side to root for. These women are nasty, I love it!"
My eyes quickly glossed over her tanned skin, and her legs which were sculpted from years of playing volleyball. I got my food and sat next to her as always.
"Whatever floats your boat."
"Hey, everyone is allowed a guilty pleasure every once and a while," she said. "By the way, I'm going out with friends later."
"That's not a bad idea. I'm going out with friends too, but honestly, I think I'd rather hang out with your girlfriends. They
always
look good on hot days if you know what I mean."
She laughed. "Tank tops, shorts jeans, flip flops- yeah, I know what you mean. They always dress for the occasion."
"So do you obviously," I said as I quickly looked at her.
"Did you just check me out?"
I turned my attention back to my food. "What? Don't get crazy."
"I know you were. I saw your eyes glance at my legs when you said that. You're not as slick as you think you are."
"Keep dreaming sis. That's gross. Besides, you're the one being inappropriate wearing a bikini inside the house. I mean, who does that besides you?"
A grin suddenly appeared on her face. "You know, I wasn't going to make a big deal about it, but I saw you peeping on me while I was tanning in the backyard. My sunglasses were on, but my eyes were wide open. So now who's the inappropriate one?"
"Jeez. You knew?"
She nodded. "Every time since last summer."
"Oh god," I groaned. "What did you expect? I'm not proud of doing it, but whatever."
"It's always fun making you squirm," she said with a mischievous smile. "You always get so uptight and nervous when you think you're about to get in trouble."
"Very funny. By the way, just so you know, I caught Mr. Jenkins spying on you today. I'm surprised you didn't notice him as well."
"Oh...well...I'll look out for that next time..."
She sounded unusually coy and I immediately figured out why.
"You
knew
that Mr. Jenkins was watching, didn't you?" I asked directly. "That's why you're so tense all of a sudden."
Ashley squinted her eyes and gave me a mean look. "That's really none of your business. You shouldn't have been spying on me in the first place."
"So...my older sister is a secret exhibitionist, eh?"
"Stop being so smug," she snapped. "I like showing off my body. So what?"
"Calm down sis," I replied gently. "I wasn't judging you or anything. It's surprising, that's all."
"Fine. Sorry if I was starting to sound like a real bitch. But no one knows about this. You're the first person I've ever admitted this to."
"About what? Your exhibitionist tendencies?"
She suddenly flashed a stern look. "Are you mocking me?"
"That came out wrong. I wasn't mocking you."
"Good. And I don't want you thinking of me as some kind of dirty slut, either. I work my ass off in school and I've been with
less
than 6 guys my entire life. I'm a perfectly normal human being and I don't want you looking down on me."
"I don't think you're a slut at all," I replied. "We're all human beings and we all have our
needs
in certain areas. Trust me, I understand that more than anyone."
"Thanks."
"Plus I think the whole exhibitionist thing is kind of hot," I playfully noted.
"You do?" she smiled. "And what exactly do you like about it?"
"I don't know. I guess I find it sexy when a woman knows what she wants. You know, that she's in tune with her inner most desires. I've never really thought about why I like it, other than it fills the internet with tons of free nude pics."
She laughed, "That's definitely one benefit for men. But you're right about women knowing what they want. The same goes for male exhibitionists. People enjoy showing off and exposing themselves because of the rush that it gives. It's harmless and exciting. So why not?"
"You sound like you know a thing or two about other exhibitionists," I said with an eyebrow raised.
"Maybe..."
"Anything you want to share?"
She smiled, "Maybe...I
might
be a member of an internet forum with other similar-minded people."
I was caught off guard and I immediately wanted to know more. "Well aren't you going to tell me which website? I might have been there before."
Ring! Ring!
Her phone rang and she answered it. After a minute of talking, she hung up and turned her attention back towards me.
"I'm going now," she said before putting her finger on my lips. "And remember, this conversation stays strictly between us. I don't want any of your nerdy friends knowing about this. Got it?"
I nodded to her while her finger still pressed tightly on my lip.
She winked. "Good."
With that said, she picked up her empty bowl and put it in the sink. My eyes stayed on her ass when she turned off the television and quickly headed up the stairs to get dressed.
***
Tuesday morning and my sister wasn't in the backyard at her usual time despite the hot weather. A part of me felt disappointed, especially since I woke up extra early to see her, but I wasn't upset over it.
I went downstairs and Ashley was there eating breakfast. She was dressed more conservatively this time, which by her standards meant that she was wearing a tshirt and shorts.
"You look like shit," she joked when she saw me.
"Thanks. It takes a lot of effort to look like this. I'm just a little sleepy, that's all."
"Is it because you were trying to spy on me again?" she questioned.
"Of course not. What makes you say that?"
"I heard your footsteps upstairs. You walked towards the window so you could see me in the backyard."
"Nice try setting me up," I replied, trying to reverse the situation. "But you have no idea what I was doing upstairs."
"Don't deny it. You're caught red handed. On second thought, I don't think you've had a chance to use your hands yet to..."
"Okay, not another word. Jeez, you're really giving me a hard time about this."
I got my food and sat down next to her.
"I'm just teasing," she said in a more serious tone. "I think it's great that you're into this whole thing."
"Really? What do you mean?"
A shy look appeared on her face, "I'm talking about exhibitionism, voyeur... and me. I didn't expect you to be fascinated with any of that."
"Yeah, well most guys are fascinated with all three of those things you've mentioned," I replied, trying not to show my embarrassment.
"You're not most guys. You're my little brother and I actually care what you think. So, have you thought about what we discussed yesterday?"
"Kind of. It's not something I could easily forget about my big sister."
"Interesting," she noted. "Have you ever had an urge to do something like that yourself? You know, have you ever wanted to show off your body to complete strangers?"
"I'm pretty sure I would be arrested if I did," I joked. "Only pretty girls are allowed to do it."
She laughed, "You're probably right. But seriously, it's a real thrill for a lot of people. It's hard to explain to someone who's never felt it, but it's an adrenaline rush."
"You sound like you
really