Ever since I gave birth to our daughter at the age of 26, my marital sex with my hubby, Joy became stale. Strangely, I and Joy had only completed two years of our marriage. Even before our daughter was born, we had only intermittent physical intimacy as Joy avoided sex most of the time but whenever Joy was physically and psychologically in the right mood and we indulged in sex, it happened to be quite hot even though Joy couldn't retain himself for long. But both of us played wild and Joy compensated his shortcomings by fingering my pussy and I enjoyed the pleasure his fingers provided.
After the birth of our daughter, Joy seemed to have totally lost interest in sex. My cravings for sexual intimacy with him were still high and I wanted him to atleast finger me to satisfy my cravings. But he was no longer interested. I had crazy and secret fantasy of oral sex with him and we two doing 69 but could never express it to Joy, who even considered the idea of kissing genitals as dirty.
I had a voluptuous body that could make any male turn his glances to watch my curves and my craving for sex was also much higher than Joy. Even though pregnancy and child birth had affected my features, with regular visit to gym, I was able to restore my glamorous body features. By the time our daughter was two years old, I had restored my sexy feature with a fatless tummy, 36" boobs, 32" waist and 36" butts. My friends would often compliment me, "Dola, no one can tell that you have mothered a baby. You have maintained your figure so perfectly that you can be married off again as a maid."
An intimate friend of mine even expressed her apprehension, "Dola, you look so sexy and beautiful with your slender figure and youthful curves that I must advise Joy to keep you away from the eyes of men lest they fall in love with you."
Saddest thing that I had to conceal from my friends was that despite maintaining my body like that, I failed to attract my husband towards me. Yes, we indulged in sex sometimes but it was always I who took the initiative and Joy was rather a passive participant. I discussed once with Joy, who regretted his fatigue and loss of interest in sex due to stress in his job and his long history of medical complications. Mostly Joy had erection but he was not hard enough to penetrate. Naturally, he avoided sex.
Well, what Joy said had basis of it. Joy was a high level executive who had to handle delicate affairs of his company being the in charge of the location where he was posted, and even before marriage, he was suffering from high sugar, thyroidism and high blood pressure. He was sickly from his childhood having suffered from many serious and life threatening ailments in his school days. So I remained happy with the memories of our sex life that we had immediately after marriage till our daughter was born.
However, I secretly started enjoying the lustful glances that men of various age groups would cast on my voluptuous body, an act that previously I considered to be offensive. I derived a kind of self assurance when I noticed that men were watching me with lust in their glances. I noticed it discreetly giving the onlookers the impression that I was not aware of their dirty glances that surveyed my body with desires in their minds. It became such an obsession that unconsciously I encouraged voyeurism in others.
Soon exhibitionism became my favourite pastime and I enjoyed to slightly expose my curves, my cleavage to the strangers and delighted in their voyeuristic glances, the lust in their eyes. The way men of various ages ogled at my youthful body made me discharge my love juice. In the years that followed, I enjoyed the wetness between my legs, caused by the lustful glances of many men to whom I had exposed my luscious body curves at one time or other though I pretended that the exposure was accidental. Those who ogled at me included colleagues and sub-ordinates of Joy, shop keepers, some neighbours, vendors who sold items house to house and the college going boys of the locality. My husband continued to be busy with his career and jobs and had no idea of my exhibitionist nature. Sex between us became the rarest thing.
My in-laws lived in a nearby village and we visited them once in a while. They lived in a double storied palatial house covering acres of land. Apart from my parents-in-law, Joy's elder brother, Jivan, his wife Tina and their kids, Joy's younger brother, Suryya, 22 years also lived in that house. Jivan was around 45 years and his wife Tina was around 40. Since the birth of their second child about seven years back, Tina grew sick and was almost bed ridden.
The palatial house had separate rooms for us and also for Joy's sister Nita, her husband and their kids. Nita was married to Ajay of the adjacent village and visited her paternal home during some rituals.
The most fascinating thing about that house was the large pond inside the campus at the northern corner of the boundary. It was at a distance of about hundred feet from the house. Its water level remained more or less the same through out the year. During scorching summer a variety of birds came to play in it. Many times the family considered about filling it up and utilising the land for domestic cultivation of vegetables. But none in the family could think of the house without the pond and eventually the plan was always dismissed.
When our daughter was 4 years old, my mother-in-law died. We went to the village for funeral rites and once the rites were over, Joy returned to our place while I with my daughter decided to stay a few more days there. My daughter became very friendly with her uncles, aunts, cousins and her grandfather.
It was a week after Joy had left, all the rituals were over and the family was more or less settled after the death of the mother that I decided to teach swimming to our daughter. The kids of Jivan and Tina, and Nita and Ajay were already experts in swimming. Since I was also born in rural area, I too knew swimming though it was perhaps seven years back that I had last swimming. So with the kids of the family I went to the pond to teach swimming to our daughter.
We were in water for about two hours. As I was coming in wet clothes from the pond to the make shift changing room about five yards from the pond, I noticed my father-in-law watching my body clad in wet clothes. Though incestuous, I felt so excited to be observed by him that next day I went to the pond again and just wearing a housecoat without any undergarment. I knew that without undergarments, the wet fabric of the housecoat would give him a better view of my youthful body.
But my father-in-law was not nearby while I got out of the pond. The exhibitionist in me was slightly disappointed. But then I noticed him in the garden behind a bamboo fence and he was not doing any gardening job but ogling at my body under wet housecoat. The fact that he was ogling at me created heat inside me and my nipples got erect. Instead of getting angry or upset at the peeping nature of my father-in-law, I rather enjoyed it and as if unaware of his presence, I lifted the lower edge of the housecoat just above my knees and bent forward on the plea of squeezing water from the wet housecoat. This exposed my cleavage and a fair portion of my big boobs without bra and a portion of my smooth legs. I did it intentionally knowing that my father-in-law was ogling at me.