I left Carolyn's with the sound of her and my mum' laughter ringing in my ears. Thankfully the tension between them had gone now and they hadn't, as I had feared at one point, fought each other. My mum may have calmed down, but I was still in a state of anxiety. I knew I was going to have to face her at home over being caught with my cock in Carolyn's mouth and, to be honest, I had no idea what to say to her. How can you explain this sort of thing?
When I arrived home I went straight to my room, even though it was only about 9pm, lay on the bed and tried to think what I was going to do. About 20 minutes later I heard my mum arrive home, fucking hell I thought, I still hadn't sorted what to say. What could I say - "I caught your friend wanking, and offered to fuck her" that was the truth of it, but I felt that I needed to dress it up somehow.
There was a knock at the door. "who is it?" I said, knowing full well. My mum didn't answer, she just came in, her face gave nothing away. Embarrassed, I looked away from her, unable to think straight, let alone speak. An aeon passed then "well?" she said, in a controlled manner. Oh god, this was worse than her yelling at me. I was completely on the defensive. Older and wiser now I would have tried to stall, tried to make her speak again so I could find out what her real beefs were - jealousy, son shagging friend, her being found out? some of these, all of them? When in trouble with women, you really need to try and establish exactly what it is they are annoyed about, without appearing not know in the first place because then, not only are you in the wrong, you are insensitive and if you loved them you'd know! In reality there is usually a whole host things you could be 'guilty' of and rushing in apologising for things she wasn't cross about before, but damn well is now, digs you in deeper. I know, I have dug many times. As it was, young, naive and earnest I simply floundered. "em ... er I just... er, took the bag of clothes, like you asked me.... and....er emm ..........you came in ..........and ...". My face was burning, christ, what the fuck could I say? In the end I simply said, "I'm sorry if I upset you, I didn't set out....."
"Colin," she said softly "I'm not your wife, or girlfriend, I don't expect you to be faithful to me". She sighed "I always knew you would want and need other women, girls" she paused then, putting her hand on mine, I didn't know what was coming, but I was mightily relieved that she wasn't cross with me. "I knew it would happen" she went on "but I didn't think you would choose a woman ten years older than me"
"mum, I didn't choose her" I said "I went around with those clothes, and .... well, she was there, and er......" despite being off the hook, I still couldn't say the right words, I couldn't be matter of fact about it. "I know exactly what happened, Colin. Carolyn told me".
"and you're not angry?" I asked.
"Angry? No, I am not angry, I was a little shocked before. Now ..... now I'm sad". I could see her eyes were moist. I was holding her hand, but could only say "mum....". We sat on the bed in silence for a while, then she said softly "do you still want me, sexually?"
"yes of course I do" I replied immediately
"that's such a relief" she said quietly " I know you have to move on, and I will want you to move on, but not yet Colin, not yet."
"if we were alone in the house" I said "I would prove that I want you"
My mum didn't reply, she got up, took hold of my chair and pushed it up against the bedroom door. She turned towards me with a dirty grin on her face, hitched up her dress, and took off her knickers. "We'll just have to be quiet, won't we?"
She got on the bed and lay back, rucked her dress up and parted her legs "come on" she whispered, smiling at me, her eyes twinkling. I looked at my mum's fanny, soft pink inner lips clearly visible between the hairy outer ones, there is heaven I thought, and I was so pleased I hadn't ruined everything, that I was going to be able to shag her again. I lay beside her and put my hand between her legs, massaging her fanny. "mmm, colin" she said softly, "that's lovely". I started to press my fingers between my mum's fanny lips as I rubbed, feeling her wetness and, using her juice a lubricant, I began lightly stroking her clitoris. "Ohhhh" , she moaned gently, "mmmhhh.... ooh, colin I love sex with you".
After a little while I changed position and began kissing her fanny. I licked her from arsehole to clit, letting my tongue gently probe all of my mum's holes. To my delight she really responded when I licked her anus, letting out little squeaks of pleasure and I thought next time, mum, next time I'm going to shag you in the arse, I am going to come in it. For now though, I concentrated on her clitty, licking and sucking at it, gradually increasing the pace and pressure. I could hear and feel her breathing becoming more pronounced and less regular as her climax approached. I was really turned on, I love it when she comes, I do love giving her pleasure. Soon I could feel the familiar tension increasing in her body and then the glorious release as she orgasmed "uhh, uuuhhh, uuhhh, uuhh, uhhh, uuuuuhhhh........oahhhhh..........oaaahhhhhhh" and I could feel her fanny contracting in time to the soft moans she let out. Lovely. When she had finished, I moved round and kissed her.
"ok?" I asked.
"mm, Colin" she whispered, "that was wonderful."
