I didn't know how to start this story, I guess at today, then back. So, here goes. I've been roaming the country for the past two years, ever since my Dad caught me fucking my Mother. The fight was brutal and I left, fast. My sister has gotten word to me that Dad is very ill, and may die, so I'm headed back home.
The bus is giving me time to think and reflect on what happened. I was fifteen when I took an interest in Mother. At that time she was 35 and a real doll. Many of my friends talked about how great she looked, and she did. Even after having two kids she still had that great figure and that long jet black hair. Her eyes were a stunning blue and her skin was soft making her even more beautiful.
She had the figure to go with her 5' 4" frame and weighed only about 110 pounds. The first time I saw her naked was an accident, or at least an accident on her part. I had come home from school and stormed through the house as usual. I didn't see anyone but on the way to my room I heard the shower running. The door was partly open so I peaked in. There was Mother behind the glass washing her magnificent body. She was washing her legs, bending forward, as I watched. Her ass was great, full, round, and her breasts pointed out. Her breasts were relatively small, a B cup, but plenty for her and her figure. I couldn't get over the nipples. They seemed to poke out from a puffy cloud at the end of her breasts and were dark.
She turned toward me and I stepped back quickly hoping she didn't see me. I peaked around again in time to see the triangle of black hair below her stomach. My cock was rock hard and I rubbed it through my jeans as I watched. She washed her hair giving me more time to ogle her but when she turned the water off I darted for my room.
Once inside I took little time getting my pants down and began stroking my hard on. All I could see was her naked body and my imagination of how she smelled and how she felt. I shot a load into a pair of dirty underwear and I was still hard. I wanted to walk naked into the bathroom and say, "here, you did this", but I didn't dare. I waited a bit and jerked off again oozing as much cum as before.
When I had finished I thought I heard something at the door and saw my 13 year old sister. She was leaning against the door frame, arms folded, just looking at me. I covered my cock as best I could. She straightened up, looked right at me, and said, "Why don't you get a girl?"
"Why?" I answered sort of cocky. "Are you jealous I can do it and you can't?"
She laughed as she turned, then turned back. "You don't know much do you. You think only guys can masturbate?" She laughed again and left.
The whole night all I could think about was Mom, how she looked, how beautiful her body was in that shower. Every time the thought went through my head I got a hard on. It got to the point that I carried my homework in front of me to leave the room. I said goodnight to Mom and Dad as I left. I may have taken a little more time looking at Mom than usual, but her shorts left most of her beautiful legs bare and just fueled my memory.
I kept my memories and my dreams for another two years. I kept on masturbating to my fantasy of my Mom. I was dating, a lot, but hadn't found the girl that wanted to have sex yet.
One evening my sister asked me to take her to the mall and Mom encouraged it. After she had made her purchase we sort of drove around enjoying the cool evening. We were stopped at a drive in restaurant for a coke and just sat. Without warning Julie asked a most pointed question. "Evan, when you jerk off what do you think about?"
"Wh--, what?"
"You know. When you are masturbating what do you think about?"
"What makes you think I masturbate?'
"Oh, come on Evan. You've been pulling your cock since you were 14 or 15 years old. I've seen you. Remember? I'm just curious what you think about. Is it girls in general? Is it a specific girl? Or, maybe, well, is it boys?"
"You little bitch!"
"I didn't think it was boys. I was just hoping you would finally answer me."
"OK. Girls in general. Satisfied?"
"What about mom?"
That question struck home. A lump came up in my throat and I felt myself shake. "Mom? What about Mom?"
"Do you ever think about screwing Mom?"
She was on some form of fishing expedition. I turned in the seat and looked straight at her. "Are you sure you want to hear the answer? The truth?"
"Truth. I want to hear the truth."
"OK. Yes, yes, I've thought about Mom. After all she is a beautiful woman and any guy would be crazy to not have some dreams about her. Are you mad now?"
"Why should I be mad. I've known for years that you had a thing for Mom. A couple of years ago I caught you jerking off in your room, remember? Well, I saw you watching Mom in the bathroom while she showered. I know you were masturbating to thoughts of her but I wanted some confirmation."
"OK. Confirmed. Now what? What about you? Who do you think about when you masturbate?"
"You couldn't handle the answer."
"But you do masturbate. You just verified that."