Eva and I had practically grown up together, and sometimes acted more siblings than we did cousins, since neither of us had any other siblings. Her mom and my dad had always been close and when they grew up and got married, they stayed in the same hometown, and so our families always did stuff together.
So, you can imagine the shock to the family when Eva announced, a few weeks ago, that she would be leaving for the air force, a couple of weeks after graduation. I was devastated to say the least. It had been a long time since I had cried in front of her, but when she told me, I could not help but let the emotions flood out of me. I could not bear the thought of day-to-day life without her around.
Eva promised that she would always keep in close contact with phone calls, and letters, but I knew that would never be enough. I just did not understand why she made this decision so quickly and so rashly without talking to me about it before she signed her life away. Well, I would soon get my answer, that evening, when I went over to her graduation party.
Eva's party was not going to be very big event since she only invited family, and a few of her girlfriends from school, to attend. They had a large in the ground pool out behind their house, so I was looking forward to getting some swimming in and checking out her friends in their bikinis.
When I got to Eva's house, and went around back, she came over right away, gave me a hug, and smiled, saying, "Hey there Nate, thanks for coming."
"And you had any doubt that I wouldn't come," I asked?
"Well, I know you are still upset with me about the air force, and I was worried, but we can talk about that later, come get a beer and some food," Eva said with a smile, taking my hand and leading me over to join the others. Then while she started talking to her friends, I made my way to the food table and made up a plate.
After taking a seat on one of the pool lounge chairs, to eat my food, I was treated to the very sexy sight of Anna and Megan, two of Eva's friends, who happened to be twins. Both were platinum natural blondes and had bodies that even a porn star wished they could have. They were chatting with Eva, facing me and I swear they must have said something about me, because Eva turned to glance at me and the three of them giggled.
Now as far as Eva goes, I always thought of her as a sister so really seeing how beautiful she was, just never quite dawned on me much, but sitting there watching her talking to her friends, in her cute black bikini, I realized just how incredibly hot she was.
Eva is about 5'4" tall and has long black hair that came down to the small of her back. She has a perfect athletic figure, with smallish breasts and a muscular ass, from having participated in several sports all during junior high and high school. She did not have an imperfection anywhere including that beautiful, sweet smile of hers and those deep brown eyes.
I just grinned and shrugged off their giggles, then watched the three of them jump into the pool, acting like a bunch of elementary girls, as they were taking turns on the diving board to see who could do the silliest dive without doing a belly smacker. That was entertaining for a bit, but when I finished eating, I decided to go join in on the fun, splashing the three of them, getting chased by them in the water and then groped at one point by Anna.
"Oopsie, sorry about that," she said with a grin as she moved quickly away.
"Right, whatever Anna," I said laughing, chasing after her, secretly enjoying her so called accidental grope of my cock inside my swimsuit shorts.
I looked over at Eva then, and she just rolled her eyes and laughed, saying, "Gee Anna, why don't you just pull it out and have a go at it next time."
Anna and Megan both giggled and Anna said, "Hey, I just might."
That thought crept into my brain and caused an immediate surge in my shorts. I may have been just an average sized eighteen-year-old guy, but I knew for a fact that I was well gifted in the cock size department, measuring in at a solid eight inches in length and as thick around as my wrist. After fooling around with a few girls in school and getting to third base on more than one occasion, the rumors of my cock size had made it around to others.
Well, it seemed that Anna was trying to find out that information, firsthand, by way of her groping, while we engaged in some horseplay in the pool, what I did not expect was for Eva, to "accidentally" grope me, too. When it happened, her hand stayed on my cock for several moments before she just laughed and swam away from me, and I just looked at her like she had just hit me with an electric cattle prod. The three of them were laughing and gathered at the other end of the pool as I just looked at Eva dumbfounded.
Megan said mockingly as they giggled, "Aw, what's wrong, Nate? Have a stiffy under there?"
"Wouldn't you like to know," I said looking directly into her eyes.
The three of them cackled like hens and I just shook my head. Paybacks were hell, but one thing I had learned a long time ago, women can get away with things that men cannot and one of those things is playing grab ass under the water, so if I did that to them, I am sure one of them would get pissed, so I had to resort to splashing or act like I was going to drown them.
The rest of the party was a real hoot and even though us eighteen-year-old party goers were allowed beer, my Aunt Joyce made sure we were capped off after about four beers and none of us were allowed to leave if we did drink, so that meant that Anna, Megan, and I, all had to stay the night.
That evening when the party had wrapped up, Anna and Megan were lightweights and had already passed out on the family room floor, where Aunt Joyce had laid out several sleeping pads and blankets for us to crash on. I was still wide awake and decided to sit out by the gas firepit for a while, drinking another beer that I had smuggled away from my Aunt before the cooler was put away.
Eva came out, carrying a glass of something, wearing just a long t-shirt that came down to her mid thighs, and sat down by me to talk. She handed the glass to me to have a sip and when I did, I nearly coughed it back up. Eva had snuck into her Dad's stash of bourbon and poured herself a glass.
"Wow, that is some powerful stuff," I said to her, still barely able to talk.
"Yeah, it sure is. I figured you'd help me drink it, so I put a little extra into the glass," she said with a giggle.
Eva took a little drink and made a scrunched-up face, then said, "God, I don't know how he drinks this stuff straight like he does."
I just shook my head and laughed but then looked at her as her face got serious.
"Nate, I really want to have a serious conversation with you about this air force thing. Can we talk without you getting upset with me? I have something I need to tell you," she said.
"Whatever you need to say, just say it, Eva. I can't promise that I won't get upset anymore, because dammit, I am going to miss you like crazy. You and I are like peas and carrots and I just don't know what I am going to do without you around."
"I know, Nate, and that's my problem. I am too attached to you and it scares me because of the feelings that I have."
I looked at her, bewildered by her comment and said, "What do you mean, because of the feelings you have?"
"That's what I wanted to tell you," she said looking down at the ground and hesitating for a bit.
After a few minutes of her not saying anything, I reached out and took her hand in mine and said, "Eva, just tell me. You've never hidden anything from me before, so out with it."
She breathed a heavy sigh and said, "Nate, we've been so close for so long and you have always been like a brother to me, but somewhere along the line, that changed, at least for me. Look, I do not know how you are going to take this but, I want you, sexually. I know it's wrong for me to have those kinds of feelings so that's why I decided it would be best if I got away and went to the air force."
I just sat there for several minutes after she was done, not sure I completely heard her right but then said, "Okay, wait, did I hear you say that right? Even so, WHY would you still leave when all you had to do was talk to me about it, Eva?"
By now, she could see that I was getting upset about it again, and tears started to well up in her eyes. I could not help being upset, but I did not want her to get hurt in the process, because it was clear she was struggling with this decision. I moved over closer to her and put my arm around her shoulders to offer some comfort, but just as I did, Eva turned and kissed me.
I was taken completely off guard by the sudden contact of her lips on mine, but instinctively I just went with it, and kissed her back, softly at first, then gradually working into a more tender passionate kiss for several minutes before she pulled back, looking deep into my eyes as my body responded, lighting up like the 4th of July.
Eva reached over and put her hand right over my hardening cock, through my shorts and said in the coolest of voices, "Do you understand now, Nate? I want you. I have wanted you for so long now and I can't tell you how many times I had to hide my jealousy when you were with other girls because I wanted you all for myself, not to mention how many times I've played with pussy thinking about you."