That all happened years ago, and the thrill of that first time has never left me. I still get shivers up and down my spine when I think of Dad plunging himself into me. Now I know that every girl remembers her first. But I donāt suppose that most girlsā lives are so completely colored how they lost their cherries.
To this day that first orgasm I had with my father has remained the absolute strongest one of my entire life. And it wasnāt as if I didnāt try to recapture the experience. I was pretty much a slut in college, sleeping with more boys than I can easily remember. Girls, too, once or twice. But none of them ever got me off like my Daddy.
And I still sleep with him, but only once a month or so. āNobody does you like your daddy!ā ā thatās my secret motto. He and Rita are still very happy together. Sheās still a cutie, and I still love her. Of course she has no idea about what her husband has been doing to his daughter all these years.
Iāve never ever told anyone else about my initiation into the joys of sex. Not my lovers, not my best friends, and certainly not my husband.
Thatās right. Iām a happily married girl, going on 20 years now. Kevin and I met in college and it was love at first sight. For him I stopped sleeping around (well, with that one paternal exception). Heās the love of my life, and a sweet guy too. And Kevinās almost as good in bed as Daddy. Not that I would ever tell him about that ā heād leave me for sure.
My two lovers are both as necessary to me as the air I breathe. Kevin is my partner in love, bringing out all of the anticipation and excitement of a first time lover every time we make love, even after 20 years. And Daddy always makes me feel protected and desirable as he pounds himself into me and I cum over and over. I canāt do without either of them.
Kevin works as a pro at the Cherry Brook Golf Course. Heās in really good shape ā rugged and handsome. More than once Iāve seen the ladies at the club checking him out behind his back. We live in an expensive home behind the course. He makes a lot of money teaching and entering golf tournaments, and heās a really good father to our daughter, Marie.
Iāll bet that you thought a slut like me wouldnāt want a little girl of her own, but youād be wrong. Our little girl was such a blessing to our lives that I canāt begin to imagine life without her. She was always such a sweet little girl, friendly and fun. Even when she got to be a young adult she didnāt turn into your typical angst-y teenager.
Ever since she was little, Marie reminded me of myself, only better. She was more determined, a better student, and even better looking. Her dream all through high school was to work in the justice system, gearing up for a career as a lawyer. Pretty impressive stuff for a high school girl, right?
We were always close, and she shared her aspirations and dreams with me. She had assured me that she hadnāt had sex with any boys yet, and I believed her. Not that they hadnāt tried, you understand. Marie was quite good looking, with a cute figure, large dark eyes and fine brown hair which she wore long, about halfway down her back.
Marie had a confidence in her appearance that I never had. I would have been ashamed to wear the skimpy clothes that she did. Whenever Daddy saw her he said, āItās like the 60ās never left.ā Bell bottoms, platform shoes, miniskirts and peasant blouses with nothing but little strings holding them up made up most of her wardrobe. She was always showing off bare skin somewhere - her thighs, the small of her back, her belly button. And her shoulders were almost always naked.
I began to realize just how sexy she was one summer day when Marie was a senior in high school. I found Kevin staring at her. She was in her bathroom, leaning over the sink while she put on her eye makeup. The door was open, and Kevin stood just outside out of her line of sight, and I was behind him out of his. He was wearing what he almost always did - a very expensive short sleeved knit shirt and khaki slacks. He was tanned and buff ā I just wanted to eat him up right there.
I didnāt notice exactly what he was doing, and I was about to sneak up and throw my arms around him. Then I noticed the intent look in his eye. Girls all know that look ā the one the boys use when theyāre checking you out and they donāt think youāre looking. The one thatās equal parts appraisal, lust, and dreamy imaginings. And Kevin was using it on our daughter. I was a little hurt because that was the way used to look at me, and I pretended not to notice.
I threw my arms around him and he flinched at the surprise of being yanked from his reverie. Out of the corner of her eye Kevinās sudden movement caught Marie by surprise, and she gave a little startled jump and squealed. She looked at him in surprise and said, āDaddy!ā
We all started laughing because she had accidentally gotten eye shadow all over her cheek. Marie stomped her foot and said, āThatās not funny!ā as she turned back to the mirror to fix the damage. But it was hard to take her seriously because she was giggling as she put on more makeup.
Leaving Marie to get ready for school, I took my chuckling husband by the hand and dragged him off towards our room.
āSo, staring at our daughter, were you?ā