I was leaving for Coast Guard basic training in three weeks. I wanted to spend a week with my grandparents before shipping out, simply because I didn't know when I'd get the opportunity again. They had moved from our home in Georgia to Canyon Country, California about two years ago, so aside from the occasional skyped conversation, it had been that long since I had last seen them. I was really looking forward to it. They may have been old—Gramps sixty-seven and Gammy sixty-five—but they were always young at heart.
The day I was to leave, Ma and Daddy dropped me off at the municipal airport in Valdosta. From there, I would take a shuttle to Atlanta where I would switch to my Delta flight to Bob Hope airport in Burbank. Gammy and Gramps were to pick me up there, and my week with them would begin.
The flight took a little more than four hours—that included baggage check in Atlanta and baggage claim in Burbank—but just an hour had passed since I had gone from Eastern Standard Time to Pacific Standard Time. I found an empty chair and sat, sure that they would be here soon to collect me, but after an hour had passed, I began to wonder if they had forgotten about me, so I decided to call.
The phone rang seven times before someone answered. "Hello?"
"Gammy?" It sounded like her, yet something seemed off. I couldn't quite put my finger on it, though.
"Yes?"
And why didn't she recognize my voice? We had spoken just last night. "It's Sam, Gammy."
"Sam."
"Your grandson?" I was beginning to think she might have Alzheimer's.
"My grandson. Sam. Yes." It was like she was trying to process new information.
"Gammy, I'm at the airport. You and Gramps were supposed to pick me up today."
Silence. Then, "Oh, Sam. I'm so sorry. It's just that ..."
She didn't finish her sentence, prompting me to say, "It's just
what
, Gammy?"
"It's your grandfather, Sam. He's had a stroke."
"Gramps?" I asked in disbelief. "How? When?"
"I can't leave at the moment, Sam. There's no one here to look after him. Can you take a cab up here? I'll reimburse you for the cost, of course."
"Yeah, sure, Gammy," I agreed. "Want me to call Ma and Daddy?"
"No, dear. I'll call them as soon as I get off the phone with you," she told me. "Just ... Please get here soon, Sam. I don't know what I'm going to do."
It was twenty-five miles from the airport to Gramps and Gammy's house, but because of the traffic it took over an hour to get there. I knocked as I tried the door handle. It was unlocked, so I let myself in and said, "Gammy? Gammy? It's me, Sam." No answer. I began walking down the hall, and again called out, "Gammy?"
"Go have a seat in the living room, Sam," a voice responded from behind the door of the last room on the left. "I'll be there in a moment."
I did as she bade. A few minutes later, Gammy walked in, and, "God-damn!"
She smiled. "What has you 'God-damning,' Sam?"
What has you
"
God-damning
,"
I thought to myself.
What has you
"
God-damning
?" Was that her response? Really? Not only was Gammy the type to reprimand me for using such language, but she never would use it herself. I decided to chalk it up to what was going on with Gramps. "
You
," I told her. "Just
look
at you. You look twenty years younger than the last time I saw you."
"Blame it on California," she said with a smile as she pulled me up and hugged me to her. "Everyone out here is a health nut, and between Pilates and yoga, well ... see for yourself." She slowly spun in place. I couldn't believe it.
Gammy had always been a large woman. I never knew her to be under a buck sixty-five, but the woman standing before me couldn't have weighed more than 120 at the most, and she had curves. Actual, curvy, curves. "And your face," I finally said. "What happened?"
"Oh, that," she said with another smile. "I got one of those 'Lifestyle Lifts.' They're pretty inexpensive, and everyone my age is doing it."
"Well, you look gorgeous, Gammy," I complimented her with complete honesty.
"Why don't you grab your bag, and then I'll show you to your room before giving you a tour of the rest of the house?" she offered.
"I'd really like to see Gramps right now, if that's okay," I said in way of a response, but,
"I just got him to sleep, Sam. He was so animated and agitated ... and he ... He has to wear diapers now, Sam, and I have to clean him, and ..." and then she began to cry.
I took her into my arms and tried to comfort her the best I could. "It's okay, Gammy. I'm sorry you have to go through this, but, hey, I'm here now, so I'll do whatever I can to help."
"Thank you, Sam. That means so much to me." She kissed me. Not on the cheek like she had always done, but full on the lips. She lingered for about two or three seconds, but it was long enough for me to know that that was not the way most grandmothers kissed their grandkids. She licked her lips, rubbed them together, and gave a soft sigh before saying, "So, where were we? Ah, yes. Your room."
She led me down the opposite end of the hall and through an open door. "Well, what do you think?"
"Don't you want me closer to you and Gramps just in case something happens, and you need my help?" I asked, clearly confused.
"He has taken to bellowing at night, Sam," she told me. "No need to wake you up unnecessarily. I'll call for you if I need you. Now, set that bag down so I can show you the pool."
She guided me to her back door, which was two large panes of sliding glass. She opened them, then stepped aside.