This is the first chapter of a fictitious story. The characters in this story are based on real people, but I have changed most of the names and in some cases their appearance. The events in this story never happened, with exception of some of the minor ones.
If you enjoy reading about Emily and Edward, please check out the parallel story Edward and Emily. It describes how the same events and developments are experienced by Edward.
Special thanks to Pete_L, for his invaluable help in turning this story into something much better than what it was.
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My name is Emily and I'm 19 years old. I know that after reading my story, many of you will judge me, will condemn our relationship and will curse my dad. But what if it was me who took the initiative? What if it was the daughter who used tricks to seduce her father? What if it is me who is happy and him who is feeling guilty, confused, doubting?
But I am getting ahead of myself. First I must tell you a bit about me and my family. My parents divorced when I was eight years old. My mom moved in with her new boyfriend and I stayed with my dad. I can honestly say that my father is my best friend. He is always there for me. He has a fulltime job, but still finds the time to do all the housework, cook dinner, help me with my homework and do fun things with me, like taking me on field trips. Well, he doesn't help me with my homework anymore, but he did when I was younger. My mom and dad aren't friends, but at least they politely acknowledge each other's existence.
I'm quite short, only 5'3 and I'm not as curvy as other girls my age. I have dark, almost black hair and brown eyes, but my skin is quite pale. My grandfather calls me Snow White. People often think I'm much younger than I am, like the policeman who pulled me over, because he thought he saw a child driving.
"What do you think you're doing, young lady?" he said.
"Oh please mister policeman, don't tell my daddy!" I replied, with an overly childish voice, batting my eyelashes as I handed him my driver's license.
The poor guy turned several shades of red and his older partner almost peed his pants laughing.
When my friends started looking at boys, I didn't understand what they were talking about. I didn't think those boys were cute, or hot or whatever. I was more interested in men, like our math teacher, Mr. Davis, or that one bus driver, or that one guy from the restaurant where my mom and I sometimes go for coffee and cake. To me a guy isn't interesting unless he is at least twice my age. I know that isn't normal, but I can't help it.
Where I live you're not allowed to drink alcohol before you are 18 years old and sure enough I got drunk on my 18th birthday. That night I technically lost my virginity to a hair brush handle. The following morning, when I woke up with a hangover, noticed the bloodstain and remembered the pain, I promised myself I would never drink again. Of course I broke that promise within a few weeks, but I never got drunk again.
I am in college now and during the week I share a room with Jenna. I wouldn't call her my best friend, but we get along. Most weekends and college breaks I go back home, and Jenna uses our room to have sex with one of her two boyfriends. Not at the same time as far as I know.
I guess my story really started when there was this workshop about sexual abuse. There were three ladies from some organization who came to tell me and my fellow students about how they had been abused and how it affected their lives. One of these ladies had an extra shocking story, because she had been abused at a young age by her own father. Her story confused me like nothing before. Of course, I thought that no one should ever have to experience what had happened to her. I felt sorry for her and wanted to comfort her, I hated the father and wanted to gouge his eyes out, but at the same time there was something else, something... strange. I couldn't really put my finger on it.
That night I had the weirdest dream. I dreamt that my father was fucking me. He held both my wrists in one hand above my head, his other hand was squeezing my breast and I felt him thrusting inside me. Suddenly I was sitting upright in bed. My heart was trying to pound its way out of my chest, but what surprised me the most, was the heat and wetness between my legs. Without thinking I started masturbating furiously, pretending it was my father's hand caressing my body. I tried to masturbate in silence - you learn that when you have a roommate - but when I was just about to cum, I heard Jenna's voice.
"Do you need a hand with that?"
"Uuuuuhhhhhgggnnnnnn..." Pause. "No, thanks, got it."
Jenna laughed hysterically. "Yeah, that was pretty obvious. Who was it?"
"Who was who?"
"The guy you were thinking of. Someone I know?"
This was by far the most intimate conversation I had ever had with Jenna, but of course I couldn't say "It was my dad." Instead I said, "Oh, some guy back home."
"Is he cute?"
"I wouldn't say that. He is... reliable. Trustworthy."
"Boring!"
"He's older."
That got her attention. "How old?"
"42," I said, making my dad two years younger.
"Holy cow! Is he good in bed?"
"Uh-huh." The lies came easy. I had no idea if he was good in bed or not. He's my dad for Pete's sake! The questions kept coming for a while, but apparently she got bored by my evasive answers, and finally she stopped asking.
The rest of that week I found myself looking at men differently. I still looked at older men, but now I compared them to my dad, and I'm sorry to say they all lost. I found myself visiting websites with erotic stories, and looking for specifically father/daughter fantasies. Some were pretty good, but most were just long descriptions of penetration and exchanges of bodily fluids, written without any emotion but lust. Some of the ads caught my attention, and I ordered two sets of those handcuffs covered with pink fur. They were pretty cheap and probably low quality, but I thought some of my friends would get a kick out of them.
On Friday afternoon, I threw my stuff in my old car that looked like it could fall apart any minute, but miraculously managed to take me from home to college and back every week. I'm pretty sure I broke the speed limit a couple of times, and when I pulled up in the driveway I noticed my dad's car wasn't there yet.
I let myself in, emptied my bag into the washing machine, added detergent, took my clothes off and stuffed them in the machine and turned it on. "Good girl," I praised myself. I routinely took a nude selfie in the bathroom mirror, decided it was good enough to keep and stepped into the shower.
A few minutes later I was just drying off when I heard my dad's voice.
"Sweetie, are you home?"
I grabbed my bathrobe, put it on while running towards and down the stairs and threw myself around my dad's neck.
"Whoa, what is this all about?"
"I missed you."