Chapter 3. Home
I had forgotten that I had promised Jean I would review what she had ready for me Sunday night and there were several messages on the answering machine from her. I had turned off my cell phone at the reunion and turned it back on and checked it too. The mail box was full. All from the firm. Shit I thought as I quickly call in and got Jean.
"I'm sorry I forgot to check in Jean," when she answered on the first ring. I'll be in first thing in the morning, early. Anything I need to know right now?"
"No, not really. You'll have time to review. The trial starts Thursday. I'll see you in the morning."
After a few more comments, we hung up. I was already angry with myself for screwing up but will be back on track in the morning when I got to work. Eddie for the moment was forgotten as he would be for the following week. I would be too busy with the trial. Grumbling, I headed to the bedroom to unpack and make up the bed, setting the alarm for early rising. Doing that, I headed to the kitchen for a bottle of good wine and the tub for a long soak. I was oblivious of everything else around me. I hadn't remembered popping the cork on this bottle as it had already been opened but didn't think anything of it.
It was a long hot soak and the bottle of wine just about empty when I finally decided to get out. I was unstable as hell, the wine really affecting my head. Damn I thought as I staggered around trying to dry off. Wine has never affected me this way before. I gave up trying to dry off and headed to bed. I was out for the night as soon as my head hit the pillow.
Then the nightmare came. I was back at the reunion where Kevin, Mike and Billy had led me down the trail and had me backed up sitting under the big maple. It was just like before except this time they were sitting closer to me and had started touching me. I was unable to get up and away from them. Kevin started running one hand along my leg from my knee to my crotch. When I tried to remove it, he put it back. He was more insistent than ever. Mike and Billy had closed in on each side of me. I was sitting cross legged and Kevin was now at my knees, between them and had place both hands on them. When he leaned in raising up on his knees, he pressed in on mine pinning me to the ground. It hurt and I reached up and tried to push him away. I heard myself telling him to stop. He was hurting me. He laughed.
"No babe, were going to have some fun." He replied back to me. Mike and Billy had me by the shoulders and quickly grasp each hand. Kevin meanwhile had grasp my knees and pulled me down where I was mostly on my back. I kicked out at him but he sat on my legs pinning me. Mike and Billy had me pinned by my shoulders.
"Now we are going to see what you really look like," Kevin said as he reached down and grasp the waistband of my suit bottom and tugged it down. I tried to fight back when he had risen up to pull them off and tried to kick him in the groin. I missed. "Full of spunk too. This is really going to be fun. Hold her down."
Mike and Billy were holding me down tightly and had removed my top exposing my breasts. Billy was caressing one of them. Mike the other. I was trying to squirm away but to no avail. I was securely pinned. Kevin meanwhile had already removed his swim trunks, and was positioning himself between my legs, his legs over mine securing them to the ground while half sitting. His hard shaft was staring at me, flexing as it grew harder. Somehow, Mike and Billy had removed their swim trunks too and were kneeling beside my head, their weight pressing down on my upper arms, their hardened shafts within inches of my face
I was begging them to stop. That's when Kevin leaned down over me and I felt the probing of his cock as it slid across my opening. He repositioned, probed again and when I felt the hardened head at my opening, he shoved his way in. I gasp at the sudden shock of his entry. It hurt at first but his movement, his thrusting soon had me moist. My body adjusted to him. I had quit struggling, fighting this was useless. Billy was pressing his cock against my cheek. I turned my head toward him and accepted his cock when it slid against my lips. I was defeated. I gagged when he suddenly came, filling my mouth. I wasn't prepared for it. I tried to swallow but much of it leaked past my lips and slid down my cheeks. He pulled free when he shot his last. I was still gagging when I heard Kevin moaning and he suddenly filled me. I felt his cock flexing as he shot his load into me. When he stopped his jerking, Mike shoved him aside and took his place. When he entered me I suddenly realized no one was holding me down. It didn't matter though. It was already too late. My body was into what was taking place. It wanted more. Mike gave it more. His slow yet intense thrusting brought us to orgasm at the same time. My body quivered as he filled me.
I awoke, startled awake with the screaming of the alarm the next morning. My head hurt something terrible. The room spun and everything was blurry. I rolled out of bed and staggered to the shower telling myself I should give up wine. As soon as I saw the toilet, I started throwing up. I didn't stop until it was dry heaves. Leaving there, I staggered to the shower and sat on the tiles under the spray. I sat there until the water started cooling and I felt slightly better. I soaped down and rinsed. Getting out to dry, I looked at myself in the mirror and was horrified at how I looked, like death warmed over. That's when I remembered the nightmare. I'd never had one like that. It scared me.
"Crap." I told the air around me. "I need to call in and tell Jean I'll be in a little late. I look like hell."
I weakly staggered to the kitchen and grabbed the phone and called in. Jean answered on the first ring. "Jean, I'll be a little late. I think I got a little food poisoning last night or something along that line. I feel and look terrible. I'll be in by 10:" She was concerned but agreeable.
I walked weakly back to the bedroom and discovered the bed was a mess, blankets tossed aside and sheets rumpled and damp where I had been laying. I stood there staring at the mess thinking I must have really been out of it during the nightmare.
I was startled out of my thoughts when the phone rang. I picked it up.
"Sara, this is Jean here. If you are not feeling well, you don't need to come in today or the rest of the week. Your trial has been postponed by the court until next week."
"That sounds great Jean, I replied. Thanks for letting me know. I was just getting ready to get dressed and come in. Now I think I'll go back to bed." After a few more pleasantries and me telling her that I would try to come in later in the week, we hung up.
Suddenly I felt dirty, remembering the dream. I knew how a rape victim felt and found myself heading for the shower. I soaped down, rinsed and repeated several times. Using the handheld shower head, I douched several times forcing water up into me to clean there too. I needed to feel clean, I understood. I didn't understand the dream though and why I had dreamed about those three this time. Yes I had dreamed about them before, just after I had met them. They had flirted with me a lot and I naturally found it exciting when good looking guys flirted with me. I had dreamed about them later on too, dreamed they were taking me from behind only to wake up with Eddie being the one taking me. I had been sexually excited with their flirting then. That wasn't the case now. It had been a close call when they had led me down the side trail and had me alone under the maple. They very well could have taken me then if they had been forceful enough like in the dream. I don't know if I could have fought them off. Did my subconscious somehow desire to have had them take me then? Is that why I had the dream? Did I really want them to fuck me?