'Once and only once'
Shawn had always been small for his age. 18 years old, and just out of high school, he was just five foot one. He was a good student and he was going on to college in the fall with a scholarship in computer science. He certainly wasn't a jock and pretty much shied away from athletics in general, preferring to spend his time reading and playing video games like most teenagers.
Victoria, Vicky to her friends, was Shawn's mother. Divorced soon after Shawn was born, she raised her son by herself. They lived well enough although they weren't rich by any means. Vicky, 38 years old had a few dates over the years, but she decided that her son was more important in her life and she concentrated on him. The dates she did have usually ended with a kiss at her front door. She often felt sorry that Shawn wasn't a little bigger but she loved him dearly and never let him know how she felt.
It was a few weeks into the summer when one Friday evening, that Victoria came home from work to find an empty house. Shawn was usually at home but he must have gone out with friends. Vicky walked down the short hallway to her bedroom when she noticed the light in Shawn's room shining under the closed door. For some reason she stopped and listened rather than knocking on the door. She heard muffled noises and assumed that her son was playing a video game. Not wanting to disturb him, she continued down the hall to her bedroom and got undressed. She slipped on an oversized terry robe and opened the door to the bathroom that she shared with her son. She was startled at what she saw.
Shawn was sitting on the edge of the bathtub masturbating. A not unusual pastime for teenage boys she knew, but what he was stroking did not match his small stature. Granted, she had not seen her son naked in many years, but the cock he was massaging was much larger than normal. Vicky stopped still, staring at the erection in Shawn's hand. It must have been at least ten or eleven inches long and quite thick. The shaft, what she could see of it was heavily veined. The head was just disappearing in Shawn's palm as he squeezed his hand. Seeing his mother, Shawn stopped and pulled a towel from the rack to cover his lap and his embarrassment. For several seconds mother and son just stared at each other, neither one knowing just what to say.
"Oh Gawd Mom, I'm so sorry. I didn't know you were home." Shawn stumbled over the words in a rush to get them out.
"I should have knocked." Victoria said, turning quickly to leave. The image of her son's cock burned deep into her memory.
Victoria walked softly back to her room and sat on the bed. She was shaking slightly, which surprised her. It felt good to sit down. She turned off the bedroom light and started to unfasten her robe. Her hands were still shaking. Was it just catching her son like that, or something else? It had been a long time since she had thought very much about men. Shawn and work took almost all of her time. She eventually fell into a fitful and troubled dream sleep.
The next morning when Victoria walked into the kitchen, she found Shawn already sitting at the table. He had his head down, staring at the empty plate in front of him.
"Hi mom," Shawn said without looking up.
"Shawny. Look at me." Victoria said as she sat down. "You have nothing to be ashamed of. It's natural to masturbate. Everybody does it."
"Mom, do you know how many times I've been with a girl, kissed one I mean?" Shawn asked so softly that Vicky almost didn't hear him.
"No I don't. I try not to pry." Vicky said
"None. Most of the girls think I'm a runt. Some have actually called me that." Shawn confessed.
"Sweetie." Vicky said as she reached across the table and took one of Shawn's hands into her own. "If those girls saw what I saw last night, they would never call you that again. You are larger than most men."
"But they will never find out." Shawn said.
Victoria stood up and went over to where Shawn was sitting. She pulled him to his feet and put my arms around him. She tried to calm him down like any other mother would. Being taller at 5'8", Shawn's head rested between by breasts. She stared to sway a little, soothingly. After a minute or so, Shawn relaxed enough to put his arms around his mother's waist. Victoria told him that things would be all right and said all the things a mom should say. When she finally stepped back, she gave him a kiss on the forehead. That's when she noticed the bulge in his sweatpants. She didn't know whether to be flattered or upset.
"Shawn. Last night when you were in the bathroom, whom were you fantasizing about? A girl at school?" I asked.
"No." Shawn said very quietly.
Victoria knew what he was going to say before he said it. How in the hell was she going to handle this?
"Shawn, I'll take care of this." Victoria said, trying to comfort her son.
"Mom, you really mean that?" Shawn responded. "I never thought you'd agree."
"Now wait a minute Shawny, I didn't say..." Her words were drowned out as Shawn interrupted her.
"Shawn, don't put words in my mouth. I only meant.." And again her son didn't hear her.
Shawn was hugging his mother, his head bouncing softly back and forth on her breasts. The movement was mildly arousing to Victoria. She felt her nipples stiffen. Victoria finally managed to pull herself away from her son and looked down into his tear filled eyes. This was an impossible situation and she couldn't let this go on. Shawn just wasn't listening.
"Shawny, maybe I could be your first girl." Victoria said, and was shocked at her own words. She hadn't meant to say anything like that.