Down for Repairs

The next day I was in another lecture for my cryptology class, not really paying attention as usual. I didn't find the subject boring, exactly -- I was just a bit beyond the basic stuff my professor was still covering and I often zoned out in class or spent time on my laptop playing something while pretending to take notes. Today, I was mostly daydreaming -- and no cash prizes for guessing what about.

Mom had opened a whole new world last night; a world where she would make herself available to me whenever I wanted. I kept trying the thought out in my head over and over. Was it really true? Did she really mean it? And then of course I'd start fantasising and, well... let's just say I was more easily distracted than usual.

So when my phone buzzed I nearly jumped out of my seat; the people right next to me gave me funny looks but the professor didn't notice. I carefully fished out my phone and read the text message: It was from Ade.

>Hey cuz r u in?<

>No at school.<

>can u meet at ur place?<

>Sure, when?<

>now.<

>Y? Something wrong?<

>It's important just get here<

>okay<

I packed up my laptop and scooted past people in the lecture hall. The professor looked up but just gave me an annoyed look as I left and hurried out of the building to the bus stop to head home.

The front door was unlocked and as I entered I called out for Ade.

"In here!" she said and I followed her voice to my bedroom. She was sat on my bed wearing a skirt that ended above the knees and a tight tank-top. Her long, dark hair flowed down her shoulders and she'd put on more makeup than usual -- a dramatic bright red lipstick made her look very different from her usual faux goth style.

"Hey."

"Hi. What's wrong? What's the emergency?"

"Got any more of that porn to show me?"

"...what?"

"Got any more of that porn with your professor and aunt Abby?"

"...I was in fucking school, Ade!"

"I know." I threw my backpack at her and she caught it and shoved it back at me.

"Fucking asshole! I thought something was wrong!"

"Something is wrong."

"What?"

"I'm horny." I stood there, flabbergasted, floored by how Ade could be so weird and infuriatingly annoying and disrespectful. I bit my tongue and counted to ten.

"What does that have to do with anything?" I said and looked at her, only to find Ade looking straight into my eyes, and as she did she started playfully knocking her knees about.

"Nothing. Unless you want it to." She said, cryptically.

What the fuck was going on?

Ade offered nothing more, she just sat there, her knees moving and every once in a while I caught a glimpse up between her thighs. Finally she lifted her legs and sat cross-legged on the bed -- her skirt rode up dangerously high.

"Wanna show me some more of those videos?" she said.

If I thought too hard about what was happening I wouldn't be able to act, I realised so instead I just pushed my thoughts to one side, sat down in my desk chair and booted up my PC. I quickly opened up the folder where I'd stored all the porn I'd stolen from Harriet and asked Ade what she wanted to see.

"Anything with your mom." She said to my surprise, and mix of horror and secret delight. I wanted to see more of mom, too -- but hardly with company around. But there was something in Ade's voice...

I found the video of mom and Harriet going down on each other but Ade protested.

"Seen it! Find something new!"

"I... I haven't gone through them all yet." I said and opened up the next one. Well, mom was in it -- her face appeared instantly, and she was naked. I instantly locked eyes with her exposed tits -- smaller and firmer than the ones I'd caressed last night and inwardly wondered what it was like to suck on them. There was next to no preamble to this one, mom just appeared, naked, sat on her knees and a man walked up to her, his cock already out and she started sucking his dick. Then another man appeared. And another. And another. And I realized I was watching mom do a gangbang!

"Wow." Ade said from behind me, then added. "Hey scooch over I can't see!" I moved my chair and sat back a little. On the screen my mom balanced to dicks, one in each hand and took turns sucking one while she jerked off the other. She seemed delighted. I checked the dates -- still December 2003; it must have been filmed around the same time as the last video.

"Wow." Ade repeated. "Your mom was a fucking slut back in the day. Bet you never knew, huh?"

The words 'Don't talk like that about my mom' formed in my mouth but died before they ever left my lips. Yeah, she

had

been a slut. And she still was. Only now she was

my

slut. My slutty mom. My slut-mom.

I stayed quiet. On the monitor somebody picked my mom up -- two massive hands lifted her up by the waist and carried her to a big table. Mom positioned herself, reached out for another cock to suck and immediately one filled her mouth and another her hand while in front of her somebody moved up between her legs. While stroking and sucking two cocks, my mom got fucked by a third man. Around the table at least two more men paced, jerking themselves off, waiting their turn. Mom moaned, groaned and gave encouraging comments.

Except then I heard something else. A moan from behind me. I turned around and saw that Ade had moved up the bed and was now sitting with her legs wide apart, stroking herself over her panties. I stared straight up my cousin's crotch and then caught her gaze: She was looking right at me.

"What?" she asked, slightly out-of-breath.

"W-what are you doing?"

"Told you I was horny."

"Yeah but-"

"Watching your mom fuck a room full of guys is fine but watching me masturbate is too much?" she asked, incredulous. I said nothing but kept my eyes locked on her face.

"You can look, you fucking dork." I slowly lowered my gaze and took a good, long look at my cousin's crotch. She wore snow-white panties and through them I could tell she was wet. A damp spot right where she was working her fingers left no mystery. As I watched her hand moved -- it travelled up the hem of her panties and disappeared inside. I watched an outline of her knuckles appear in her panties and Ade gave a low moan.

"Mmm... like what you see?" she asked and I felt like I looked at Ade for the first time in my life for what she was: A woman. She was petite and slim, with small breasts but a trim waist and shapely legs. She had always been popular with boys, something she never acted shy about. Rumours had always abounded about her in school and I'd gotten into more than one fight defending her when people called her names like slut or whore.

"Well do you?" she asked, as I'd zoned out. I nodded. "Wanna see more?" I nodded again and she stood up from the bed, moved her hands under her skirt and pulled off her panties. She sat back down, hitched her skirt all the way up and spread her legs for me. I saw my cousin's naked wet pussy. I saw her lips were wide open and I could see it glistening. I swallowed, my dick rock-hard.

"Like it?" Ade said, her fingers travelling back down her crotch and running up her pussy lips. I nodded again. I watched for maybe a minute as she masturbated and slowly I started to unzip. Before too long I'd stripped out of my jeans and boxers and sat in my chair, stroking my dick facing her as she played with herself.

"Come here." Ade said. I stood up and walked over to the bed. She was practically on her back, her legs spread as wide as they would go and my naked dick twitched expectantly in the air.

A part of me -- well, one part in particular wanted to fuck her. But another part said no. Not her. Save yourself for-

Dangerous terrain.

"I'm not sure I want-" I started pathetically and Ade actually laughed.

"As if! Ain't no way I'm letting you do me, loser."

"Then wh-"

"I'm gonna teach you to eat pussy." she said, matter-of-factly. "If you do it good enough I might suck on your cock for a second you fucking perv."

"Why are you doing this?" I asked.

"Do I need a fucking reason?" Ade replied, then leaned her head back and moved her hand away from her crotch. "Get down on your knees." she ordered me. As if in a daze I moved and knelt in front of her. Her crotch was in my face and I smelled her -- sweat and that smell of a woman I'd only ever smelt briefly before. Her pussy was right in front of me and I carefully leaned forwards.

I started by kissing her lips. I'd watched porn of pussy-eating -- I'd watched porn of my

mom

with pussy-eating but I'd never done it myself. I kissed Ade down there and my nose filled with the smell of her. I kissed her again and then gently moved my tongue out and ran it carefully along her lips, moving slowly upwards. Ade gave a little moan as I approached the mound of her vagina.

"Stop right there... lick me there... lick me right there." I did as ordered. I nestled my tongue inside and tasted her -- her pussy was wet and juicy. I flicked my tongue and heard Ade call for me to move up just a little and I did and found her clitoris. I played my tongue over it and listened to Ade moan as I worked, but then she spoke again:

"You eat pussy like a fucking girl -- fucking go harder!" And so I did. I pressed my face closer, further into her crotch and my tongue deeper inside her, pushing it in between her lips and ran it over her clit again and again and this time Ade started moaning deeper and deeper. She pressed her legs over my ears and I instinctively grabbed them and held them apart. Her hands moved to grab the top of my head and she held me in place and started pressing her crotch deeper into my face.

Jesus Christ she's face-fucking me!

I thought and struggled to breath but focused on keeping going. Eventually Ade let go of my head, pressed her legs together harder than before and screamed. She came in my face and her pussy pulsed, my face getting wet with the juices she produced. I detached myself and fell to the floor, breathless, my face sticky and my tongue sore -- and my cock standing up like a fucking flagpole. We both lay and breathed heavily, Ade rolling to her side and closing her legs.

"I fucking hated you." Ade said after a minute.

"What?"

"When your mom left you with us I fucking hated you. I didn't want a baby brother and mom had to look after you and didn't have time for me and you never stopped fucking crying after your fucking mom. I hated you." She was lying on her side facing away from me -- her skirt was still up and I could see her shapely, round ass.

"I... I'm sorry?" I said. "I was, like, one." Ade said nothing for a while, then rolled over and jumped off the floor, knelt down on the floor and grabbed my dick.

"Then you grew up and you were getting kinda cool -- letting me be the boss, getting into trouble with me and following me around like a little dork." she said as she started to slowly jerk my dick. "I was starting to like having a baby brother."

"We're not- I'm not your- oooooh!" my words died out as Ade played her thumb over the head of my dick.

"But then your mom came back and wanted you to go live with her. Suddenly I didn't have a baby brother anymore and all I wanted was to get you back home so we could live together."

"W-what are you talking about?" I asked, then watched in slow-motion as Ade leant forwards and took my cock in her mouth. She plied her mouth on it quickly, moving her head up and down, mechanically but effectively. She paused and pulled her head up, flinging her hair out of her face.

"I fucking hated your mom." she said, her voice hoarse. "I know, I know she's been through a lot bla bla bla I heard all that garbage from mom. But she ruined our family." I felt dizzy. This was half confession half-blowjob and it left me all confused. "I just wanted my baby brother back. But we didn't hang out again until you were nearly sixteen and then you didn't like me anymore." She finished her little rant and then back down on my cock she went. I felt like I might pass out, I was struggling so hard to follow along to whatever the

fuck

was happening.

"I- oooh! I didn't... I always liked you!" I managed.

"Liar." Ade said, only pausing long enough to say that one word.

"You were... you... you were my cool older sister! I wanted- oooooh fuck! I wanted to be like you!" I said between moans. Ade stopped, slowly raised her head and looked at me.

"Bullshit."

"I- I swear! I always wanted to be like you. You... you taught me to swear, to smoke, I- you were the coolest person in my whole family growing up." Ade stared at me, looked down, then back up.

"Did you really see me that way?" she asked, her voice sincere and vulnerable.

"I did. I promise Ade, I did." She sat still, her hand around my dick, stroking it mechanically, deep in thought. She looked a little sad. Then it passed. Her face melted into a neutral expression.

"Cool. I mean, whatever. Do you want me to swallow?"

"I- erm..." I started.

"You weren't too bad at eating pussy so I guess I can swallow your load if you want."

"...okay." I said and Ade went back to sucking me off like a woman possessed. She was nowhere near as good as mom but I was so dazed and horny it didn't matter -- I exploded within moments and Ade kept herself down on my dick until I was done. She let go of my cock and swallowed one last time with an audible 'gulp' and stood up almost the instant I finished coming.

"'Kay well I gotta go." She said as she pulled her panties back on and put her skirt back on properly.

"Wait, Ade-" I began, out of breath but she wasn't listening. She'd grabbed her purse, which I'd not noticed on the floor.

"Later, dork!" she said and left the apartment, leaving me a confused, spent mess on the floor.

Well, my day was... well, not ruined, but interrupted. I could probably have made it back to the afternoon class... but I didn't. I decided to cut school for the rest of the day. My mind was reeling with everything Ade had told me and what I had done.

I ate pussy! I ate my cousin's pussy... and then my cousin blew me. So, I've had blowjobs from three girls in my entire life and two I'm related to.

I felt confused, I felt thrilled, nervous and excited and all sorts of things. My face still

stank

of Ade and I reluctantly went and washed my face before sitting down to my PC again. The video of mom's gangbang was on autoloop and I watched mom on her knees getting railed from behind while her mouth was busy polishing a dick. Her face was drenched in sweat and cum, her hair a mess and I watched as the guy behind her groaned and emptied his load into her before I turned it off. My dick was already getting hard again and I wondered when mom would be getting home...

I decided to check my cloned copy of Harriet's phone, to see if she'd talked to Shane any further. Their conversation about mom's videos must have continued off-line so I was missing some context, but what I could gather seemed bad.

>hey babe I talked to the guys and they haven't shown those videos to anyone else<

>Stop texting me.<

>babe come on youre making a big deal about nothing<

>You promised! You said no-one would ever see those videos!<

>Babe it was jst my buds!<

>Stop texting me!<

Oh dear.

I thought. So Harriet had shown those videos to her boyfriend and her boyfriend had passed them on without her permission.

So she'd lied to my mom and Shane had lied to her.

And you lied to mom.

Well yes, okay -- but... nah I had nothing.

Sigh. Someone here was going to have to get honest. Soon. I checked Harriet's phone records. She'd had several calls with Shane over the weekend and one from my mom at the start of the weekend. Presumably mom had called and asked about the videos, Harriet had promised her they were all gone over text and then had talked to Shane and slowly everything had unraveled. Christ what a mess. Could I do anything to clear it all up? I wasn't sure. My next class with Harriet was on Thursday, I'd have to give it some thought, maybe I could talk to her.

Mom came home a little after six and we made dinner together -- nothing fancy, some pasta and store-bought sauce. She spent the whole dinner talking, eyeing me and I felt a little unsure what was up -- for a while I wondered if she knew anything about what had happened today, but how could she?

We cleared off the table and got the dishes away and for a little while it felt like a perfectly normal evening, like our life had been before.

And then mom asked if I was horny.

Welcome to my new life, I guess.

I was, I said. I'd been horny from the moment she walked through the door -- seeing her take her jacket off made me horny, when she bent over to pick up groceries it made me horny, watching her eat made me horny -- everything about mom made me horny now.

"Want mommy to take care of it?" she asked, sweetly and I said yes please.

She lead me by the hand to her bedroom, told me to get down on the bed and just like the first night she'd sucked me off peeled off her top and joined me on the bed.

Moments later my dick was enveloped my the warm wetness of her mouth and I found myself in heaven again.

But after about a minute I rose up on my elbows.

"Mom?" I said and mom looked up at me and stopped.

"What's wrong?" she asked, anxiously but I smiled and said nothing was wrong.

"Can I... I have something I want to ask you."

"What?"

"Can I see your pussy?" I asked. Mom stared at me for a long time.

"I... I... I'm... not sure I... feel comfortable..."

"Please mom?" I asked. Mom squirmed uncomfortably.

"Do you really want to?" she asked.

"I do." She looked down and shook her head.

"I don't quite understand why. I'm just fat and gross and-"

"Mom!" I protested. "Mom don't say that!" I suddenly got to my knees and hugged her, my raging boner poking against her jeans. "Mom you're not fat or ugly you're dead sexy." Mom kept quiet, her face lost in thought. Finally she looked at me again and nodded. Then she got off the bed.

And stripped.

Her bra came off first and her beautiful, big breasts were free again. Next she undid her jeans and a pair of pink panties (with a noticeable damp spot) peaked out. She shimmied out of her jeans and stood in front of me almost totally naked. I'd seen all of her in the videos, but in real life I'd only seen her like this. Slowly she grasped the panties and slid out of them. She stood in front of me totally naked, her legs together. I saw the slightly unkempt tangle of hair above her crotch. I saw her belly bulging out over her waist. I saw her large, but sagging breasts and her body which bore marks of a life of weight gain and loss, plus several years of hard work, lack of sleep and trauma.

And it was the sexiest sight I'd seen in my life.

"Happy?" mom said, standing awkwardly there. I shook my head.

"Mom, please..."

"Please what?" she said, clearly uncomfortable.

"I want to see you."

"You can see me."

"All of you." Mom stood still for a long time before she finally moved back to the bed. She sat down on her knees again then changed her mind. She lay down on her side, legs together, and then slowly, slowly moved them apart.

Mom's pussy wasn't clean-shaven like it had been in the videos. It was wild and bushy. I could smell it from here. I wanted it. I wanted it more badly than anything right then. I would have traded every blowjob from every woman in the world, including mom, to bury myself inside it, to feel my dickhead brush against those pubes, to slide myself past those lips...

I knew then, if I didn't before, that I wanted mom to be my first. I wanted to lose my virginity with her and no-one else.

"S-satisfied?" Mom said, her voice quivering.

"Can I touch it?" I asked. Mom said nothing but slowly nodded. I moved a little closer and laid my hand on her thigh. I slowly slid my hand up and could feel heat emanating from her crotch. I brushed my fingers up against her bush and ran them over her lips. She gave a little shiver.