It was one of those days, you know, where my lust had just been out of control. You know, the days where you're just desperately horny. I had woken up horny (not that I don't always), feeling desperately in need of a fuck, and despite giving my hardon some repeated attention, my desires refused to subside.
And it only got worse. Perhaps it was my desires skewing my vision, but the universe seemed to be playing a cruel joke as I began my day. The ratio of stunning women I encountered was unreal. Seemingly everyone I met or walked past on the street was absolutely beautiful. Slim brunettes with perfect asses on every corner, constantly reminding me how desperate I was.
I had been single for a while, and was doing fine most of the time, but days like these were a bit much. What could I do? I suffered through it, drooling over every ass, every perky pair of breasts, every curve, and every red-lipped grin I saw. I tried to keep my mind on more pure subjects, to distract myself from the misery, but the universe wasn't having it.
I needed to get home for a release, or even just an escape from all the fantasy inducing people. Until I could, I would give into it. So I admired wherever I went, taking in all the sexual beauty, realizing that we're all sexual creatures, and underneath all the clothes, everyone has genitals, and goddamn I wanted all of them. Of course this didn't help and when I finally got home, I was throbbing before I had even walked through the door.
To my dismay, everyone was home. The house was abuzz with activity as my mom, dad, and sister went about their business. I forgot it was Friday; everybody gets home early on Friday. As they greeted me one by one, I zoned out, trying to find a way to get some alone time, but it wasn't going to happen, not right away anyways.
I settled for the TV, hoping that a show could distract me for a while. I plopped on the couch and surfed for something interesting and distracting. After ten minutes, it actually kind of worked. My desires hadn't vanished, but my need to release the tension was at least pushed to the back of my head. I started to relax.
Then my sister came in.
She was eighteen, only a year younger than me, but I had always been the older brother, or at least that's how I thought of her. She seemed young to me, my kid sister, and we had always been close friends, sharing this dynamic.
I had not once thought of her in a sexual manner. Sure, I realized when she began to develop, and I saw her body change from a girl's into that of a young woman, and I knew that she was beautiful, even sexy, objectively, but those feelings were for someone else.
But again, my desires were intent on skewing my perceptions, and as she walked across the room to join me on the couch I saw her curves in a whole new light. She really was beautiful, and like everyone else on this planet, she was a sexual being.
Her hair was long, silky and dark brown, framing her face perfectly as she smiled. And her eyes glistened above reddened lips. Had she dressed up today? Her skin was tanned, and was accentuated by a blue button up shirt she wore. It was loose fitting, but shaped right, and I could make out the subtle shapes of her breasts beneath it.
And her bottoms were anything but loose. They were leggings in fact. The matte black fabric hugged the slender forms of her legs. They were toned, but soft, and led to her shapely ass. And she really has a perfect ass. The tight spandex of her leggings curved up subtley between the two rounded teardrops of her butt. There was no impression indicating her underwear...she must have been wearing a thong.
That's where things shifted, or became more acute. She must have been wearing a thong. Something switched,a dn I was imagining my sister's panties, hugging her most private part, her most sexual part. Kelly was a sexual being, like everybody else on the planet..
Suddenly, my desires were back, and they were focused.
I felt uncomfortable as Kelly sat next to me. Our usual dynamic felt gone, and for a moment I felt guilty. But as I lapsed in my attempts to avoid my gaze, the shape of her legs crossed and coalescing at the confluence of her pelvis eclipsed anything else in my mind.
She tried to talk to me, but I couldn't remain coherent. My responses were terse and cordial, not our usual honest discourse. After a moment, she seemed to realize I wasn't in the mood for talking, and settled in to watch the show. Again I felt bad.
But I continued to glance over. She was driving me crazy. The way she crossed her arms, or the softness of her hands, even just the slight shape of her bra showing through her shirt added to my desires.
I had forgotten about the show, and was enthralled in my sister. My attempts to shift my mind became weaker and weaker, and my fantasies hotter and more explicit.
I was no longer just undressing her in my mind. I was teasing her, and feeling her breasts, kissing her hard, and grabbing her ass. I was between her legs, licking her and tasting her cunt, and I was fucking her.
I had a strange sense of guilt through the whole thing, but it was too pleasurable to stop. When Kelly got up to grab a drink from the kitchen, the proximity of her perfect ass to my face pushed me over the edge. I bolted upstairs to the bathroom.
Again, my cock was a rock before I had even made it all the way up the stairs. I found myself undoing my pants frantically as I walked down the hall, and I was stroking away by the time I sat down in my sanctuary.
Furiously I pumped at my aching hardon, trying to keep the image of Kelly's spandex clad ass burned into my mind, and then it hit me. Kelly's hamper was right in front of me. My heart skipped a beat, and then made up for it by beating twice as fast.
I began to shake, still trying to convince myself that I had a choice of whether or not I was going to do it, but even as the thought crossed my mind my hand was on the lid and I was going for it.
I knew I was safe in the bathroom, everybody else was downstairs and had probably forgotten I even came up here, but I was still silent, moving things slowly and secretly, trying not to be detected.
Luckily, I didn't have to look hard. It was right on top, pink and soft, with a lace waistband. Kelly's thong was there, and my cock was harder than ever.
I grabbed them, just to look at them, to see what she wore under those leggings, but they were so hot, wrinkled slightly and stuck in the shape that her body made.
I turned them around and opened them, so that the soft crotch of the panties faced me. It was coated with a thin translucent white crust, a line really, that mimicked the shape of her sex.
Kelly had worn these. This thong had spent a day and maybe a night nestled against her most sexual parts, held firmly against her ass and her pussy. I stared at this surrogate object of my desires, this evidence of Kelly's sexuality a moment more.
And then I don't know why I did it. It felt like the natural thing to do. I had only wanted to look at them, but now with them in my hands I knew there was more. I brought them to my face.
Intuitively I pressed the gusset to my nose and took a breath. My cock felt like it would explode as I was presented with the most delicate, musky, sweet smell. Kelly's scent very nearly scent me over the edge, but I held off, wanting to savor the scent of my sister's pussy for a moment longer.
...But not much longer. After a few more deep inhales, and a few final strokes I came with a force I did not know I had, shooting gobs of cum all over the area around me.
Almost immediately I felt guilty. I threw the panties back in the hamper and looked around sadly at the mess I had made. I felt dirty cleaning it up, knowing that this seed was spilt to the thought of my sister. I avoided looking at the hamper—the image of the panties brought the guilt back up.
I stayed upstairs for a while longer, not wanting to confront Kelly, but eventually it was dinnertime and I was forced to leave my hideout.
I trudged down the stairs holding my head down, and was greeted with a cheerful family. I didn't look at Kelly.
For the first fifteen minutes or so of dinner, I didn't say much, or anything at all really, but the food and the conversation, along with time passing helped break me out of my funk, and by then end of the meal I was back to my normal self.
Even talking with Kelly felt back to normal, and better yet, I could look at her without getting a hardon. I guess the guilt was good for one thing. I felt like the desperate horniness that had plagued me all day had gone, and I thought, despite the slight uneasiness at the back of my head when I engaged with her, that my relationship with Kelly was unaffected.
The panties were a one-time thing, I thought, and got cheery at the idea. But we all know how this works.
Whatever the reality, I felt happy, and balanced, and helped clear the table before heading out to watch some more TV.
My family came in and we had a normal night for the next few hours. Kelly sat next to me on the couch, and we joked like we normally do. She was still wearing the leggings, and I felt my eyes start to drift a few times, but passed it off as residual. Things were good.
After a few hours, mom and dad went to bed, which left Kelly and me alone on the couch. I felt a little flutter as the realization hit me, but again just passed it off as anxiety. We were siblings after all.
Kelly and I have a sort of routine where we watch weird documentaries after everyone's in bed. A lot of them are really bad pseudo-documentaries, a lot of them are just weird, and everyone else seemed to hate them, but not us.
We loved them, for whatever their quirks, and it had become our thing: when the parents go to bed, we switch to documentaries. So we skipped around a bit, from some show on parasites, to another on weird animals.
We watched Ghost Hunters for a while, but even that is a bit much for us. Channels kept on flicking past, but there didn't seem like there was much on. I was getting bored, and I'm sure Kelly was too. She curled up on the couch and rested lazily on her arm as she clicked the remote.
My desire rose momentarily again as I glanced down at her curled form. Her ass was protruding towards me and straining against the fabric of her leggings. I gave in a bit, let the feelings return, but quickly recovered and turned my mind to other thoughts.
I got a bit impatient for Kelly to choose a channel, and told her so. She told me to calm down. I needed her to choose something though, to help distract me from my thoughts.
I sat anxiously, tapping my foot while she would rest on one channel for a second, and then change it to the next thing, until finally she settled on a show.