One night changed my life forever. I let my son make love to me. I felt so guilty I was afraid to face my husband, but strong as my guilty feelings were, I could not help my weakness for making love with my son. I am a very religious woman and what bothers me even more than the fact that the incident occurred, is the fact that I enjoyed it while it was happening and wanted more of the same. I got my wish and we are still continuing to carry on our affair, even as I write this.
My husband is an executive. One trip, a few months ago, he was away for several days. The second night I took my son, age 18, to a restaurant. During the meal he had removed his sandals and was running his bare foot up and down my leg, I told him to stop, but he wouldn't. He said he like the feel of panty hose. Not wishing to make a scene in public, I let him have his way. Actually, I got a little thrill out of his sneaky footsy game
The restaurant where we ate had a small dance floor, and since it was Friday there was a small band playing. I sighed that I hadn't danced in years. My son asked me if I want to dance with him. Since his father hadn't taking me "to trip the light fantastic" in so long, I agreed. I have always loved to dance, finding it romantic and sensual. But I didn't consider that I would transfer those feelings to my son.
The couple of glasses of wine I had must have hit me harder than usual, because when we started to dance I lost my balance for a moment and had to lean on my son for support. This made us begin to dance very close as a slow waltz was played. My son had dancing classes and now his lessons really showed. He took a firm lead and holding me closer still, glided us around the floor. I swelled with pride as my handsome son showed me his skills. He held me tightly on the turns and my breasts pressed against his chest. When that would happen he would take a deep breath and seem to enjoy the sensation. I didn't mind, it really was very complementary.
As we moved together I felt his leg bushing against mine and even between them occasionally. This was exciting me and my clit was getting bigger and beginning to protrude from its sheath. Soon the movements of dancing and frontal friction made me dampen my panties! I was embarrassed, but trying not to let it be too obvious that I was getting turned on. In that position, with our legs entwined as we twirled and swayed, I felt what I was sure was my son's stiff penis nudging against me on purpose. When that dance ended I decided that we had better go home. It had been some dance! I hadn't gotten like that since my husband and I were still dating.
On the way home as we walked side by side, he asked me if I missed his father. I answered yes, not suspect for one moment what he was getting at. He put his arm around my waist and whispered he take care of me while Daddy was away. I then began to wonder. Was my son sensing my feeling of neglect? Was he trying to fill the emptiness? Did he have something more mind that a sexy dance? I wasn't sure I wanted to know, but my son had made me feel loved and wanted. Only, I wondered, what he really wanted exactly. As we walked, his hand on the small of my back slipped lower down to my hips; I felt a strange desired begin to take seed.
Soaking
Having arrived home, after a light walked, he went off to bed. I went and drew a bath, I love relaxing in the tub. As I lay there, content in the warm water, my thoughts drifted to the events of the evening. I remember the erotic feeling of my son's foot rubbing on my leg; I recalled when we had danced close how my breasts were squeezed to his chest and how his thigh had pressed between my legs. Occasionally, at first it would slide across my Mons and clit, and then he had become even bolder and mashed his male member against my abdomen.
Had he known what he was doing to me? How excited and aroused it made me feel? I had gotten wet while we waltzed! His father had used the same tricks to seduce me when we were dating. The tingling returned down in my vagina. I had to admit it, I was horny, and my son was the one of brought those needs to the surface.
The water felt sensual and I decided to masturbate to relieve the sensual hunger I was feeling in my loins. My hands began to massage my breasts. They had yet to lose much of their girlish firmness. I pulled at the nipples until they were erect. They'd been stiff when we had danced too. Then my fingers slip down my trembling body to play with my throbbing clit, to bring the urgent release I desperately needed.
I spread my legs as my fingers searched for the little pleasure bud. I pulled my labia open, exposing my nub and began to stimulate it using the slippery juices from my hot hole. I put a couple fingers in there too and let my mind wander to thoughts of what I'd seen of my son sometimes, when I caught sight of him nude after a shower or changing clothes. My eyes couldn't help seeing what a terrific body he had. I began to think of those forbidden thoughts that dance has started, I began to pretend it was my son who was my lover and it made my head pulse with lust for his cock.
As I brought myself close to my climax I looked up. There, in the slightly open door peaking in, with his hand on his erect penis, was my son. I almost fainted, from embarrassment or lust I'm not sure. I must have been lying there for a good 10 to 15 minutes fingering myself before I noticed him staring at me. I wondered if he had been there the whole time. Oh! My god! Had I called his name as I was fantasizing about him poking his stiffness into my center? I couldn't remember, but there was no place to hide. Then he just walked into the bathroom!
I asked him to leave but he was persistent, and started asking me all kinds of questions about my relationship with his father. Did we make love often? Did I cum several times when we screwed? Did his father satisfy my sexual desires completely? Did I think his dad's dick was big enough? I could see my son's fully erect man-meat was large enough to fulfill all that I could ask for. I realized that during our conversation he had been stroking that flesh pole and I had continued to massage my titties and strum my pussy lips as I cautiously replied to his graphic grilling. I finally got up in wrap myself in the towel. He followed me into the bedroom . . . naked.
I was upset and annoyed but realized that something must have been bothering him terribly. When I'm confronted him, he admitted that he was insecure and wanted to spend the night in my bed. He said he felt like a social outcast and wanted to be near me, someone he knew really did love him. I thought I understood the feelings that a teenager has, but was unsure a night in his mommy's bed would make him feel more mature and confident. Yet, the sexual elements of the evening's events also made me suspicious of his motive. But, after more discussion I reluctantly agreed.
I had to put the towel down to get into my nightgown. This gave my son a free view of his mother's body. I could see his penis getting erect again. I did something very naughty, I 'accidently' dropped my nightgown and then I had to reach down to pick it up. My son's eyes never left me as I've bent over with my back to him and my legs slightly apart. He had a very good look at his mother's pussy. I suppose that I was responsible for what happened later with that kind teasing. I got a secret charge out of exposing my most private place to him too. Wine always made me a wee bit wanton.
Bundling
Then we got in bed together. He was still naked. When I told him to get his night clothes on, he claimed that he never used pajamas but slept in the nude. Well I did that sometimes too, but I wasn't about to be 'in the raw' at the same time I was sharing a bed with my bare son. I didn't want to have a fuss over his sleeping in the buff, so I let him stay as he was in his 'birthday suit' I leaned over to kiss him goodnight and he pulled me to him in a tight hug.
I could feel his erection poking me in the midsection as we kissed a bit longer than I had intended. I broke away from his embrace when he began to rub the boy-toy up and down on my tummy. I was glad I had the nightie on for at least some modesty's sake. The boldness of his hint of sexual coupling was made dangerous by the lubrication it elicited from between my thighs. But I wasn't going to let my son fuck me, just share the warmth and companionship of spending the night in bed with another person, even if it was his mother!
My back was turned to him as we started to go to sleep and I could sense his body closed by from the warmth. Somewhere in the middle of night I awoke suddenly. My nightgown was rolled up all way to my arm pits; my son was lying tightly against me, his stomach to my back. His hands were wrapped around my body and he was softly fondly my erect nipples! His penis was turgid and tucked in between my thighs. It was rubbing against the outer labia and my vagina was secreting heavily. In other words, I was excited and turned on! I had no idea how long this had been going on.
At first I didn't move. I was afraid to let on that I was awake. I kept wondering how long he had been doing this and whether or not he had attempted to penetrate me. My questions were soon answered. By maneuvering himself somewhat, his penis found the opening and slid in. It was large and rigid and I could not prevent my body from beginning to perspire from the excitement. My son was moaning and beginning to pump more vigorously. I could feel the ridge to his dick-head sliding in and out of the first couple of inches of my pussy. I knew there was plenty of length left to plumb me with.
I could and should have stopped it right there . . . but I'd let it go on. I allowed him to continue and even began to move with him. My hips pushed back seeking to gain more of the hot staff within my yearning, burning cavity. He rolled me over on to my stomach, clinging to me as he did so. I found myself raising my buttocks, accepting him even deeper into me. The thick rod of his organ slid all the way to the bottom. I could feel the tip bumping the mouth of my womb. Pubic hair met pubic hair, as completely to the root of his rod my sex driven son rutted into his mother's cunt of unconditional love. He climax at that moment, screaming out into the darkness. I climax myself, the big bang - over the top / can't stop from cumming kind. Too exhausted and out of breathe to say anything, we both fell off to sleep without so much as one word having passed our lips.