I wish I could say this began with something other than me reading her diary. It sounds juvenile, but it's what I did. I went into her room when she wasn't home. It was right there on her desk. I learned a lot about my mom from those pages, but one passage stuck out to me, "I'm so tired of feeling alone and unwanted. I would give anything for a man to have his way with me, to claim my body as his own and refuse to take No for an answer."
The only part of me that existed after I read those words was my desire to please my mother, to be exactly the man she wrote about. My resolve was absolute. I timed it well, waiting until I knew she was getting ready for bed and her clothes from the day were gone. I walked into her room completely naked and headed straight for her.
I could see the shock on her face at the sight of me, but I didn't give her the chance to object or question anything. I grabbed hold of her waist and pulled her to me, kissing her mouth with force. Her eyes were even wider when our lips parted and she gasped for breath. I moved quickly for the her jawline, sucking on her skin before I whispered, "I want you. I need you right now and You are All. Mine." I still didn't give her a chance to answer, just started kissing her neck while my hands began to explore the bare skin of her back. Her response was to moan aloud as her body melted into my embrace.