Dear Friends,
It's been almost twenty five years since that weekend, but every detail is burned into my memory and I hope that it stays there until I die.
My brother Bill was twenty and had just finished his sophomore year at a college about six hundred miles from home. He had driven straight thru and had arrived home about nine PM. It was early Friday of Memorial Day weekend and it had been a very hot day. Mom and dad greeted Bill, mom fixed him a snack and promptly at eleven they headed for their bedroom. Our sister Julie now 16 was spending the summer at our grandparents in North Dakota.
Bill and I talked for a few more minutes then he said that he needed a swim to help him relax and loosen his cramped muscles. I invited myself to join him and in just a couple of minutes we were skinny dipping in our pool.
This was nothing new. We had often skinny dipped as children in the late hours since the pool was located such that it was very private. Actually though it had been several years and we had both matured both in mind and body and were seeing each other as adults and not as children for the first time. As teen we were very modest around each other. I am not sure why Bill was modest around me, I would have given anything to see his male parts. On the other hand I was modest because I didn't want him to see me naked. My boobs were too small and I couldn't imagine him being interested in my genitalia.
However I would be lying if I were to say that I was not sexually attracted to my brother. In truth I had recently lusted over the thought of sex with him and had mentally dreamed up many scenarios while my fingers were busy, you do know where.
When I got to the pool I found that Bill had undressed quicker than I and had after diving in had swam to the other end of the pool and back and then sat on the edge of the pool with his feet in the water. I dove in stayed underwater till I was near the edge and then came up and was standing in front of him in water just up to my waist,
Naturally the first thing I did was to get my hair pushed back and then wipe it away from my eyes and then not even thinking about in wipe it off my breasts. Now they are not that large but they are shaped nicely and the cool water had made my nipples about half hard.
As I looked at Bill I saw that it was not only my nipples that were half hard, his penis was too. Being somewhat of a smart mouth I looked him in the eyes and said "Did I cause that?"
"As a matter of fact Barb, you did. It's been a while since I have seen a naked woman. I also have not seen you naked since your body got so nice and round and firm and sexy." He looked at me for another few seconds and then added "Do me a favor, let's either get some clothes on or I won't be responsible for the outcome."
Without thinking I heard myself saying. "I'm fine with our staying naked and I promise, I'm not likely to complain about any outcome." To myself I added "unless nothing happens.'
At that moment I was hoping for maybe, a little petting, or better yet watching him masturbate. I had always wanted to see a guy jerk off and who better to watch than Big Brother.
"By the way brother, I am legal, I did turn eighteen three days ago."
"Yes sis, I know, I even have a present for you in my stuff upstairs. I was waiting for a good time to give it to you and was also afraid that you might get real insulted when you saw it but now I am sure that it would be all right."
"Can I have it now? I'll go get it, where is it?"
"Sure if you want, it's in the brown soft bag, all wrapped and everything, if you want to get it. But don't open it till you get back down here, I want to watch."
With that I ran up to his room, quickly found the proper bag, dug in till I found the package and was downstairs and out by the pool in less than a minute. I sat down next to Bill and proceeded to open the package. Meanwhile I again looked at his penis, it was getting bigger and straighter as I fumbled with the wrapping. I was torn between continuing to look at his penis and opening the package. I dragged my eyes away and opted for opening the package and set to work with trembling fingers.
Finally getting it open I looked in and saw something that even though I didn't know precisely what it was called or anything else about sent shivers of anticipation thru me. I did know what it looked like and what I wanted to do with it. I could feel an adrenaline rush and a tingling between my legs. "I don't know what it is, but I know what I would like to do with it and I love it." I told Bill. "What is it?"
Bill explained that he and a girlfriend had gone to a craft show about a week ago. It was outside and in an area of Greek artisans about an hours drive from his college. His girlfriend spotted these figurines and immediately said that she had to have one, actually, she bought two, one for herself and one for her roommate. She explained to Bill that they were replicas of dildos that women of ancient Greece used to have carved to use when their husbands were away to war or trade. She pointed out that they could be kept out in plain sight because they looked just like a small statuette. Later when his girlfriend had slipped away to use the facilities, Bill went back and bought this one for me.
"What made you think I would want it much less use it?" I demanded in a pretending anger.
"Well sis, I got sneaky and watched you masturbate a couple of times, once with a candle, so I was sure that this would be an improvement. Besides you are going away to college in the fall and you can take it with you and hide it in plain sight."
"How did you do that?" I asked "and did you masturbate while you watched me?"
"I'll have to show you where I watched from, it's hard to describe. And yes, I jerked off afterward the first time and then again while I watched you with the candle. I hope that you aren't mad at me for watching."
"I love it! I love you, I'm glad you watched. Thank you." I shouted and I pushed him down flat on his back and bent over him and kissed him on the lips. The kiss started out like a sister to brother kiss but quickly progressed to softness and open mouths then on to tongues probing and intertwining and breathless panting and pussy twitching and tingling and hard nipples pressed against a manly chest.
After a while we did break apart. I rested my head next to his and whispered into his ear after looking down and seeing his cock standing straight up and looking huge to my near virgin eyes. "Wow, what kind of a kiss was that? I think we just passed into a new kind of relationship. But let's not stop."
Bill just said "Yeah."
Minutes passed as our breathing was slowing down I stayed with my head nestled between his shoulder and his head. Eventually I realized that his breathing was now steady and deep. He had gone to sleep. The long drive preceded by his final exam schedule had done him in.
I prodded him awake and got him to his room and in bed. As I covered him up and just before he went back to sleep I whispered into his ear "You sleep good big brother because tomorrow you are going to need all your energy." I kissed him good night and ran my tongue over his lips and went to my own bed with my present to savor it and love it.
But I didn't try it, I wanted to save that event till I could do it with Bill. That doesn't mean that I didn't work my pussy over pretty good. I relived the evening's events and then added my fantasy to them as I pumped first two, then three fingers in and out of my throbbing pussy with one hand while I played with my clit with the other. I don't have any idea how many times I came, I do know that I eventually fell asleep and when I did wake hours later my fingers were still inside of me.
Next morning I finally got up about nine thirty after hearing enough chatter from down stairs to realize that something was going on and I was missing it. I went down and found out that mom and dad were going away for a couple of days. Wow, how lucky could I get.
Their friends Bud and Nina had a cabin in the mountains. They had installed a satellite dish. It being Memorial Day Weekend they were going to watch the Indy 500 on their big screen TV and then spend the rest of the weekend swimming and fishing. I found out years later that there was more swinging than fishing but that's another story.
They left about noon, Bill was out somewhere and I didn't know what time to expect him home or what, if anything was going to happen next between us. I did know what I wanted to happen next, what I really wanted was his cock deep inside of me. Before that happened I wanted to watch him cum. And, after that I wanted to do sixty nine with him.
The idea of sucking a cock and having it cum in my mouth was both scary and exciting to me. The idea of having my pussy licked was very exciting also, and I had masturbated numerous times with that fantasy in my mind.
The idea of having my big brother who I loved so much being my first to do those things with seemed like an idea who's time had cum. I spent the afternoon thinking about doing all of those things with Bill and getting more horny by the minute but refusing to masturbate because I did not want to loose that lovely feeling of anticipation that kept me on the edge and tingling all over.
About four o'clock, Bill called and said that he and his best friend Brad and Brad's girlfriend Janet were going to drive to Blue Point and get some steamers and that we would have a cook out around our pool. I could go if I wanted and if I could be ready in fifteen minutes.
