Dear Diary:
It's me Cindy again. It's now been three months since I started at this community college and still have yet to make any real friends. I kind of hang out with this girl Lauren but she's always busy with her club. Maybe if I join the club with her I can make some friends and the guys will notice me too. I can't even get a date right now and I'm so frustrated. Yes, that's what I'll do. I'll join the club with her, no matter what.
Of course I wouldn't need to do this if it wasn't for my stupid mom. She left us a year ago and my dad still hasn't recovered. We had to move here after he got fired from his job for drinking. He had to take a job as a city bus driver and I'd just die if anyone found out. I feel bad for him. He hasn't had a single date since she left, and I know he's lonely.
Anyways, I've got to get to class.
XOXOXO
Dear Diary:
Sorry it's been so long but I've got a story to tell you. I'll start from the beginning.
That girl Lauren wanting to take me shopping so I met her at the mall. She had a great taste in clothes so I figured it would be good for her to help me out. I would take any advice from her. She was pretty and everyone seemed to like her.
"You should totally wear this," Lauren said handing me a skirt.
"Isn't that a little short," I asked nervously examining the brown mini skirt.
"You're such a square," she said laughing. "You've got a great body. You need to show it off."
"I don't know," I said looking at myself in the mirror.
"You want guys to notice you don't you," she said. "Go try it on. Oh and wear this." She handed me a yellow shirt with Spongebob on it and pointed me to the changing room.
I went into the changing room and got undressed. The shirt was much tighter than anything I normally wore. It did look pretty good though as it clung to my petite frame. The skirt barely reached the halfway point of my thighs, making me realize how white I really was.
Lauren was standing there when I stepped out. "Wow," she exclaimed looking at me. "Turn around."
I turned around, showing off the new clothes. "You like it?" I asked.
"You look hot," she said. "C'mon, we're buying it."
I wore the clothes out of the store after we paid for them. As we walked through the mall I noticed guys looking at me. I couldn't believe they were looking at me instead of Lauren, considering she had a tanned body that complimented her long blonde hair. Nevertheless it felt great as I strut my stuff through the mall.
"Let's get you a makeover," Lauren said.
"Oh I can't afford that."
"It's on me. C'mon," she insisted and pulled me into a salon.
I looked in the mirror after the lady finished. I couldn't believe my eyes. She dyed my hair from brown to dirty blonde and curled it. She cut it so it now rested halfway down my back.
"Amazing," I said examining my new look.
"The guys are gonna be all over you," Lauren said as we left the salon.
I came home to find my dad on the couch. He stared at me as I walked in, obviously noticing my new look.
"Wow," he said eying me.
"You like it," I asked spinning around.
"Isn't that a little tight?" He paused then said, "And a little short. For heaven's sake I can see your bra through that shirt."
"Oh daddy," I giggled. "All the girls dress like this."
"Well I don't like," he said and resumed watching his show.
I couldn't wait for school tomorrow to show myself off. I went to bed early but couldn't sleep in anticipation.
The next day came and I met Lauren at lunch in the cafeteria. For once I looked just as good as her. My skirt was just as short but she wore a white blouse and knee high socks. "I got you something," she said handing me a bag.
"Really," I asked accepting it. I looked inside to find a black bra.
"You're a b right?" She asked.
"Ya," I said eyeing the bra.
"I thought so," she said. "Just like me."
"Thank you," I replied. "I don't know what to say."
"Go put it on."
"Um...ok," I said and went to the restroom. I went into the stall and put it on. I couldn't believe how well it fit. It pushed my breasts up and the padding added to my size. When I put my shirt back on I noticed that I could see it underneath my already stretched shirt. Hesitantly I walked out and back to Lauren, who was surrounded by a group of people.
Lauren whistled as I came up. "Now that's the stuff."
I looked at the ground as they all stared at me.
"This is Cindy," Lauren announced to the group. "She wants to be part of the club."
"Do you now?" One of the girls asked me. "Well I'm not so sure your yearbook club material."
"Cindy this is Veronica," Lauren informed me. "Veronica, I think she could help us out a lot."
"I don't know," she said mischievously. "Well, tell you what. Take this camera around the school and take pictures."
"Sure," I said happily accepting the camera. "Anything in particular?"