I've been told since sometime in middle school that I'm sexy. I remember getting all excited the first couple times I heard it, then realized it was just guys wanting to get me naked for their own gratification. Basically, there was nothing in it for me.
By high school I was perfecting the art of using my alleged sexiness. It's amazing what you can get a teacher to do if you use it right. Those stories have to wait, however.
It wasn't until college that the best use of my body became evident. And it didn't involve professors. Or dudes on dates. Or even other girls...although I've been known to...
Anyway, it involved my brother. Yes, my brother.
I have the coolest brother in the world. He's two years younger than me and a freshman at another college. I really, really wanted him to go to my school. I did everything but let him fuck me to persuade him. Little did I know what I was missing.
If David ever looked at me in a purely sexual sense I never realized it. We never talked about it. Sure, I often times admired his athletic body but never once saw him completely naked. Nor did he ever see me naked. At least, not that I knew of.
We never kissed and rarely hugged. Yet, as we grew older I sensed a change in our attitudes toward each other. More mature. More aware of our bodies and our ever-increasing sexual needs.
The most I would do is purposely flirt with him and display as much of my body as I could without fully exposing anything. All I wanted to do was give him an erection, though I never got to confirm whether it worked or not. It was a game I played with innocent intentions.
The cumulative effect on both of us didn't surface until the day he left for college.
God, it was hot that day. I wore shorts and a tank top. It wasn't the wisest choice on a day we would be lugging boxes around, but anything else just seemed too hot. And I hate wearing bras.
So off we went to move David into his dorm. We were able to park in the parking lot next to his building, but at the far end of it. I would have killed for a handicapped sticker.
We made a couple trips, happy to find out that David's roommate had not yet arrived. That allowed us to stack stuff out of the way for a while.
"Why don't you start putting stuff away while I make more trips," David suggested. "Aren't women supposed to be good at that?" He smacked me in the ass and I tried to retaliate, but he was too fast for me.
Two more excursions to the car completed the job. When David had stacked the last of the boxes, he closed the door and worked on organizing the closet with me. It was a confined space, to say the least, and we were constantly trying to avoid each other...not always successfully.
At some point I found myself becoming increasingly aroused by the situation. Part of it was the physical contact, but I also began to realize this would be the last time I would see David for weeks. It was like leaving a lover, in an odd sort of way. I had the urge to make sure he knew how much I appreciated him and, yes, loved him.
"Good!" David exclaimed, pulling me back into real time. "Tommy's not going to be here until tonight."
I looked to see David reading the text message from his roommate, a smile on his face.
"We don't have to rush," he said.
"That IS good. I need a rest," I said, plopping down on the bed. I let myself roll onto my side, then stretched out my aching legs. Soon, I was on my stomach.
David moved to the bed and sat next to me.
"Need a massage?"
I didn't hesitate. "That would be GREAT!"
I felt him move around on the bed. His fingers made light contact with my back before moving up to my shoulders. The pressure of his fingers increased as he slid his hands back and forth.
It felt marvelous, although I'd never had a real massage and wouldn't know a good one from a bad one. But this was good.
David seemingly avoided the straps of my tank top, but as he moved his hands around my upper back it became impossible for him not to touch it. I felt the material glide across my skin, adding to the soothing nature of the massage.
David's hands moved lower until he wasn't touching any of my skin. But the weight of his hands manipulating my tender muscles still helped. He concentrated on my spine, pushing my body into the bed. I didn't mind at all.
Just when I thought he was about to stop, his hands shifted to my legs. David started with the calves. He appeared to know exactly how much pressure to apply, and I began to wonder how often he'd done this before. And to whom. OK, I was jealous.
It wasn't until his hands were on my thighs that I sensed my own increased sexual reaction. As his fingers rode up the back of my thigh, I found myself slightly spreading my legs. Then David's hand was under the bottom of my shorts. It only lasted a few seconds, but my response was immediate. I wanted him to touch me. Higher.
I knew he wouldn't, and his hands moved to my other leg. But he did the same thing there and my body had the same reaction. I felt the moisture collecting around my pussy and my nipples expanding.
I thought about all the stories I'd read and all the movies I'd seen where couples had sex as a result of a simple massage. I used to think it was all fiction. Not any more. If David got me naked, he wouldn't hear a word of discontent from me.
But he didn't.
"How's that?" he asked, pulling his hands away from me.
I caught my breath before turning onto my side. "That was wonderful, David. Promise me you'll do that again sometime."
"My pleasure," he said.
He was so close to me. And my head was basically at the level of his pants. His erection, or what I thought was his erection, was very evident. I was almost shaking.
I leaned up and sat next to him. "I owe you one."
I twisted my body towards him and gave him a light kiss on the lips. It was really nice. Maybe we were both more sexually charged than we wanted to admit, because he took my hand in his hand and brought me back to him. We kissed longer and harder.
I swear I don't know what made me do what I did next. But, as we kissed and our tongues began to touch, I reached out and put my hand in David's crotch. Sure enough, he was hard. Extremely hard.
I didn't grab it. I just forced my hand against him a little harder and felt the outline of his cock on my palm. David didn't back away, but I felt a difference in his kiss. He was a little more tentative.
Maybe to reassure him and maybe out of lust, I took his hand and placed it on my breast. At first it just sat there on my shirt. Then his fingers began to bend around the shape of my breast. When I pressed harder, he pressed harder.
The warmth of his cock came all the way through his shorts. Certainly, he could feel my erect nipples.
We stopped kissing for a second and held our faces together at the cheeks. Our breathing was the only sound. David's hand found the opening in my top.
A loud rap on the door caused us both to jump.
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After the unexpected intruder had been dispatched and David and I were alone in the room with the door closed, we stood in uncomfortable silence.
"I'm sorry, Justine," David finally said.
"No, I'm sorry for letting it go on." I thought it was the appropriate thing to say, but deep in my mind I was thinking I wished we had gone farther.
"I don't want you to think...uh, that I...uh, wanted to...," David stammered to a stop.
I looked at him, hoping he'd finish.
"Wanted to what?" I asked, sitting on the edge of a desk.
"Nothing. Forget it," David bristled, turning toward an un-emptied box.
"David, we can't just pretend it didn't happen."
"Nothing happened," he said, pulling out stuff to store away.
"Oh, I think something DID happen. I felt the evidence."
My brother shot me a glance like none he had ever used before. It was a blend of disgust, anger and embarrassment. "Well, don't take it as a compliment."
I laughed out loud and saw David turn, I suspect to hide his smile. I jumped off the table and ran up behind him. I wrapped my arms around him.
"I did," I said into his ear. "And I want another massage soon. I want to see if it happens again."
My hand slid down the front of his body to his belt.
"Only next time I might ask you to take off my top."
I touched the front of his shorts.
"And my shorts."
His cock twitched, although it was no longer erect.
"And ask you to massage me all over."
"Stop it," David said, arching his back against my stomach in a lame attempt to escape my hand.
"What? You don't like my body?" I asked playfully.
"That's a loaded question."
I kissed his ear. "I'll pout if you don't answer and refuse to move any more stuff."
My hand cupped his cock and balls. "I like your body," he admitted.
"Good answer." I loosened my grip. "I guess I'll help you, then."
We got back to work. Each time we were close, which was often during the rest of the afternoon, I felt the tension rise. It wouldn't have taken much for us to resume the earlier episode. And the excitement this caused me caught me a little off guard.
That afternoon I came to the conclusion that my brother and I would do something, some day, way beyond what had already happened.
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We were in school about two weeks before David invited me back on a weekend. He seemed anxious to show me the completed room, the campus and just to spend time together again. I, too, looked forward to seeing him.