This is part 1 of the multi-part "Mom's Fantasy" series.
------------------------------------
Chapter 1: The Family
I found my mind constantly wandering.
It was difficult for me to focus and keep track of the various tasks and deadlines I had at work. I also felt like I had been neglecting my responsibilities as a mother and partner at home. All my life I was seen as the one who had her shit together and was always on top of things. Overtime, this led me to feel like I was the one who had the responsibility to solve all the problems I, or anyone else around me, encountered. I didn't mind this role; to be seen as someone who could figure it out and make things right.
Lately though, I had been feeling overwhelmed from work and listless from the day-to-day monotony that had settled in at home. Not that my life or relationships were awful. I had two beautiful daughters, many close friends, and I was in a happy relationship with my boyfriend, Paul, of many years.
Paul and I owned a house together and my daughters lived with us full-time. Paul was my rock, and my daughters were my world. Having my daughters around and close by to me gave me a feeling of warmth and comfort. My motherly instinct wanted them to stay with me forever, although I knew they would eventually have the urge to leave the comfort of our house and forge paths of their own.
My oldest daughter, Brooke, was 23. She was working full-time while taking a few classes at the local community college. She had been with her current boyfriend for the past few years. He was nice enough, though she rarely brought him around to the house. Brooke usually kept to herself and was more or less self-sufficient. Although I wouldn't call her a party animal, she would occasionally go out with her friends to the local clubs to unwind and get out of the house.
Brooke's club outfits were not something I'd say I approved of. Her typical look included seemingly painted on leggings that accentuated her rather plump behind with large semi-circle cut-outs on both sides of the hips, exposing her pale light skin. She wore a corset like bralette for her top, just big enough to ensure she had no underboob showing and that her nipples were covered while still allowing her breasts to slightly overflow out of the top. She didn't have large breasts, but they were enough to get people's attention when she wanted them to. Maybe I was more jealous that I didn't have the self-esteem to wear clothes like that when I was her age, rather than disapproving of her going out in public like that.
Zoey had recently turned 18 and graduated from high school only a couple of months before her birthday. She'd usually work evenings and hang out on occasion with her friends after work. She was more outgoing and was always vying to be the center of attention wherever she went. Being into all the latest social media dance challenges gave her an excuse to have the focus turned on her.
The more recent dances she was doing seemed pretty provocative to me, however, since she was 18, I felt she didn't need mom nagging her about it. There were a few times I felt a bit uncomfortable when she did some of the moves in front of Paul, but it was innocent enough and he never made any inappropriate comments, gestures, or looks towards Zoey. Plus, she did look cute doing them. Zoey had a similar body shape to Brooke and had no problem showing it off with her little booty pops, chest wiggles, and seductive moves during her dances.
Paul didn't have any kids of his own, but he was always there to support me. Both of my daughters looked up to Paul and even referred to him as their stepdad. He would do anything for me and my daughters.
When we first started dating, both of my daughters' thought Paul was cute and they gave me their approval, acknowledging that they would have dated him themselves if they were in my position. Paul was 9 years younger than me. He was an avid hiker like me and was always encouraging us to stay active and healthy. He would tell me how lucky he was to have me; though I always believed I was the lucky one to have a younger guy. My own insecurities about our age difference left me to wonder if he'd leave me one day for a younger girl, but I knew Paul loved me and would never cheat on me.
Being overworked and overstressed did unfortunately leave my sex life to be desired. Between the stress of work for both Paul and me -- and having two daughters constantly in the house -- it was very difficult to find the time, energy, and space to have sex as often as I would have liked.
I started using fantasies to satiate my sexual needs and desires. The lack of regular sex had led me to fantasize more often than I had ever done in the past. My imagination had begun to run wild. I was uncovering thoughts and feelings I wasn't even aware of.
Chapter 2: The Dilemma
I had to admit it was a bit shocking at first what was popping into my head. Often the different sexual encounters and experiences I fantasized about involved Paul and my daughters together. The initial shock turned into intense arousal. The thought of them having new and different sexual experiences together began to feel natural and was a major turn on for me.