Oct.11/08
Daddy got to his questions about Gina after supper tonight. It was only a matter of time and I'm surprised he waited this long. We were watching the news and he just came right out with them.
"So, what's Gina like?"
" ... Gina?"
"Yeah, you remember her. What's her last name?"
"Green."
"Gina Green," he repeated thoughtfully. "Kinda catchy, isn't it?"
"Yeah, I think so."
"What's she like?"
"A lot of fun. She's,... a very interesting person."
"Really? In what way?"
" ... Well, maybe only in that she's different from me."
"She live with her parents?"
"No, she has her own apartment."
"How old is she?"
"Twenty-six."
" ... She's got eight years on you."
"Yup."
" ... Umm, look, she's not bringing you around to parties and,...?"
"No, Daddy, don't worry. We usually start out with coffee at
Tim's
and then we do some shopping, see a movie, then hang out at her place, like I say."
"I have to at least ask, you know. ... Is she telling you to dress like you have been, lately?"
"No,
I
want to dress like that," I said, slightly nervous as I was sitting there in my new stretch jeans and white shirt that showed a bit of cleavage.
"Okay, I'm just asking. Does she dress like that?"
"Yes, but I'm not doing it because she is, it's just easier when you have a friend that dresses like you want to, is all. Please don't get all down on her."
"I'm not getting all down on her, It's just that you've changed a bit lately, since about the time you became friends with her, and I was,..."
"Checking up," I finished for him.
"Well,... yeah. I can't help it."
I moved from the opposite end of the couch to snuggle up against him, taking his hand and saying, "I know, it's okay."
"It's not that I don't trust you, I know you're a good girl. I can even understand why you wouldn't tell me you're working for Barb Sutton."
My heart leapt to my throat as I slowly looked up at him, guilt written all over my face. I'd lied to him and he caught me.
"I,... didn't think you'd let me and I,..."
"I know. I'm not mad, Kitten, just,... disappointed and,...I just thought you trusted me better than that."
"Daddy, no!" I insisted, touching his strong forearm. "I know I can trust you, I just didn't want to,... I mean, I didn't want you feeling all messed up because of it, and you know I need the money."
"I hope you don't tell those used up old whores any of ours or your Aunt Peggy's business."
"No, Daddy, I swear I haven't, I would never do that. I know what they are."
"Good. I would have understood, you know."
"I just didn't want to make you feel awkward, but I wanted that job,... not just for the money."
"I figured," he sighed.
"Well, that's the part I didn't want you to feel awkward about. That's the only reason I didn't tell you, I swear."
"I believe you," he said, putting his arm around my shoulders. "I suppose they were pretty surprised to see you come in."
"You could say that. They don't like me."
"I would have figured. You know, Barb probably only hired you because of her curiosity and to treat you like shit. In her mind, she'd have a reason. Same as that ol' pig, Norah."
"Cause of Sheila."
"Yeah. I hope you realize that half the things they tell you are probably lies."
"Probably not the things I hear through doors, though."
"Ohhh," he expressed with a small grin. "You really are making the most of your time there, aren't you?"
"You have no idea," I said with a wider grin of my own as he sipped his coffee. "Profitable, too. The job keeps getting delayed because of all that paint mysteriously disappearing down the toilet."
Daddy's coffee spewed from his mouth and nose, despite his desperate attempt to avoid his sudden laughter. It was pretty gross, but really funny as he jumped up and ran down the hall for the bathroom, coughing, choking and laughing. I was still laid out on the couch laughing almost hard enough to pee myself when he came back.
"You did that on purpose!" he charged, pointing at me.
"Nooooo!" I managed, knowing he wouldn't believe it.
"Lying little,...!"
"Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha!" I exclaimed giddily.
In a flash he was back to the couch, quickly grabbing my legs just above the knees in his big hands with a short yell, squeezing just enough to get my attention with the smile of a troublemaker. It was more his startlingly quick action and yell than the pressure on my legs, he having done this to me ever since I was a child.
I screamed almost loud enough to shatter the window panes, which is my traditional response to that particular form of horseplay, and laughed desperately as I twisted and struggled against the grip of his human manacles. Daddy's a really strong man.
It was a really fun Sunday evening, somehow all the more fun since I met Gina.
Oct. 13/08
I went to see Aunt Peggy after work with some more of my old clothes. She really is something with her sewing machine and I'm learning a whole lot. I'm even thinking of getting my own machine, betting Daddy would get me a nice one for Christmas if I ask.
"How did you ever get so good at this, anyway?" I asked her as she was showing me how to reinforce seems.
"Same as you," she answered, sitting there in her usual rumpled housecoat, untidy hair, concentrating on what her fingers were doing near the lit up, mechanized needle, me standing behind and watching over her shoulder. "Mum and Dad bought us kids used clothes, so I had to work with what I had. I think I did pretty good."
"Looks like you must've," I replied, remembering her low cut tops and the cleavage from my pictures. "Did you get this sewing machine when you got married? I mean, did your husband get it?"
"Yes, but I had one before that. An old manual one that I convinced my father to buy for me. It was in the same place he got my clothes at."
"Weren't they electric back then?"
"Yes, but it was a really old and inexpensive one. Kind of has its advantages, though."
"You like this one better, though," I assumed.
"Yes. It's a