Part Four.
Decision Time
Susie was still trying to come to terms with her new developing relationship with Jon she knew that after today it would never be the same again, but that's not so bad she reasoned, after all he is a man now and things are bound to change. However, she had not expected this sort of change his flirting and teasing was driving her mad and she had to admit to enjoying it very much indeed.
As she had drunk a few glasses of wine Susie thought it prudent to try and stay a little in control, so excusing her self she made her way to the kitchen to fetch a jug of iced water so that she could sip some between the wine.
Ken smiled at Jon, "well you seem to be doing ok she is loves all the attention you are showing her, she is yours now for the taking, you know that don't you?"
I looked at him and returned his smile, sure I was having a great time I was enjoying myself with mum much more than I ever thought possible. I really was seeing her as a beautiful woman and that she was my mother was slowly slipping further to the back of my mind.
I hoped that she was also experiencing similar thoughts, but I just could not tell for certain. Sure she was flirting with me as outrageously as I was with her, but it may just be fun for her.
"I don't know dad it's difficult for me to know and as I told you earlier I really do have to be certain of her feelings before it goes any further."
Susie had got her water and was on her way back she was almost at the door when she heard Jon and Ken talking, so she took a half step back into the shadows and listened. She knew it was not a nice thing to do, but she could not resist it.
Dad passed me a fresh glass of red wine, "I know and that's one of the things I respect in you, not taking advantage. I know you are sure of your feelings and I am pretty sure that mum is starting to think the same way, but I guess you will find out one way or the other before the night is over."
I gave a wry chuckle, "I suppose so," I answered, "but after all that has happened in the last few days I know for sure that I love her now as a woman. Of course I have always loved her as a son, but this is on a whole new level."
"Its different now, whole new feelings are gnawing away at me. I never dreamt that I would ever feel this way about her, but she has become a very special woman to me and I want to be near her all the time."
"I can see that honestly I can." Dad whispered.
"Mum is the important one in all this and it's her that has to decide where her future happiness lies," I reiterated to Dad. "Whatever she decides of course I will still love her just as long as she is happy."
"You are a good lad Jon; you have grown into a caring thoughtful man."
"I don't know about that," I chuckled. "But I do know that I love mum very much she is very important to me and I don't want to rush her into making a decision that she may regret."
Susie's pulse quickened and her tummy fluttered when she heard Jon openly declaring his love for her and as the words slowly registered she felt her self flush with excitement. Jon expressing his love for her in such a sincere way was not what she had expected to hear, but her heart went out to him, bless him his first thoughts are for my happiness, she thought lovingly.
In those few sentences he had dissolved any lingering doubts she might have had about his sincerity and his feelings towards her. At that moment she knew for certain that he loved her in this new and exciting way and she was reassured that he was not just getting his sexual kicks or merely toying with her. He meant everything he had said to her over the past few days.
Suddenly in that moment it was as if a fog had cleared and she saw Jon in a whole new way as a man and as a lover. Ken's plan for her and Jon suddenly sounded like an excellent idea. Her heart skipped a beat as she realised that Ken had given her the freedom to pursue this fresh chance of love and it gave her butterflies in her tummy.
Knowing that Ken still loved her, albeit in a different way now made it perfect. Her confidence and self-assurance soared she had no doubt that her love for Jon had evolved.
She was suddenly sure where her futures lay, her doubts cast aside like an old jumper, and she now felt an urgency to give her self to him, live out this exciting new life. Susie felt a tide of happiness wash over her, she knew that she was about to show Jon all the love that she felt for him, she would shower him with the sort of physical and emotional love that a woman shows to the man that she loves. She wanted to return his love to him tenfold.
She entered the room as if she was walking on air and she could not help the big smile that was on her face. Ken spotted her demeanour, the radiant smile and her happy face and he shot her a glance; she spotted his look of curiosity she made a barely perceptible nod of her head towards him.
However, she did not just want to go up to Jon and declare her love for him, she wanted to tease him some more and let him slowly discover her new feelings. Her pussy throbbed as she thought about being in his strong arms having him kissing her as a lover would kiss her and having him making love to her. In her minds eye she saw him between her open thighs with her legs wrapped around his arse as he fucked her with his hard young cock.
Jon had put some music on and she chuckled to herself at his non-to subtle choice of slow romantic songs. She looked at him and smiled, she was looking at him in a different way now; through the eyes of a woman in love and one who had seen the man she wants and is determined to get.
She was looking at him as a potential lover now and not her son; she thought it strange that those objections had dissipated so quickly. God he was so good looking and she wondered why she had never seen him quite this way before, she was still a little puzzled though at what he saw in her, especially when there are loads of younger women he could undoubtedly get, but she was not complaining at all she just felt that she was a very fortunate woman.
Jon had moved some furniture to make a small space for dancing, he went up to her took her hands in his, "I hope that a beautiful woman like you would care to dance with me," he whispered.
She looked up at him and smiled sweetly her pulse beating fast, "that's a wonderful idea."