I was a junior in college the night daddy and I become lovers. Neither of us, even in our wildest imagination would have ever conceived of it happening.
Mom divorced daddy a year earlier. I came home from college most weekends to mainly be company for daddy who was in a state of mild depression.
The Friday night daddy and I become lovers started out strange, then turned very bad then ended with me and him making love the rest of the weekend.
When I came home, dad was not there. But that was not that unusual because he would have some brew with his work buddies on the way home occasionally. What was unusual when he arrived home, is that he was slightly intoxicated which never happened before to my knowledge.
I was holding dinner warm in the oven for him so we could have our dinner together but he staggered by me, looked daggers at me and headed to bed. It was around seven in the evening. I assumed he would be out for the night and went about eating and wondering if he was going into a deeper state of depression being he was intoxicated.
I was in bed reading the latest gossip in Hollywood with the TV volume low around one in the morning when daddy opened the bedroom door and said, "Jill I want to know if it is true or not that you are working at Teasers."
I nearly died hearing the word. Tears rushed to my eyes, I grabbed the covers, pulled them over my face, turned onto my side and bawled.
Teasers' is a gentlemen's club in the city where I attended the university, one-hundred miles from home. It offers table dances and private lap dances to its customers.
I knew the rest of the night would be horrible. After my crying stopped I decided to face the wrath of daddy and get it over with not knowing the outcome of the confrontation.
I was wearing a teddy bear nightie and had no panties on as I slipped a mid-thigh length robe on over it to go talk with daddy. A light was on in his bedroom so I headed there but he was not there.
I walked softly down the stairs and the lower level was dark. I stood still thinking of what my next move should be when I heard, "God damn!!" The sound of a chair moving in the kitchen indicated he must have hit it with his foot.
I waited a few minutes before approaching the kitchen. When I was at the entrance I saw daddy staring out into the moon lighted yard through the sliding door, sitting on a kitchen chair backwards.
I knew some clubs offered lap dances where the dancers were free to go nude if they so desired. Guys would offer big tips for me to do that but the rooms were video taped and any girl doing it was out of a job at Teasers.
I took a deep breath and said, "Daddy, I'm sorry I broke the other half of your heart. I will pack and head back to school. If it helps any Teaser's does not allow touching or nudity. I'm sorry daddy and hope we don't stay estranged."
I began to bawl and headed back to pack my things when I heard, "Jill come back and answer some more questions. I don't want our relationship to end this way but god."
I turned and stood at the entrance again and said through sniffles, "I don't either daddy."
I then heard, "Jill why Teasers?"
"Daddy it was because of money. I know I could have worked many other places, working harder and longer but was afraid of it interfering with my grades. There are many college girls like me doing it daddy. Some girls like me, do it a few hours an evening and sometimes get five hundred dollars in tips. Other students work weekends and have over a thousand dollars a night in tips."
"Jill, why did you not ask me for more money if you needed it?"
"Daddy, mom showed me the budget when I was a freshman. She showed me why I had to work some and save for college."
There was a period of dead silence and then, "Jill, how long have you worked at Teasers?"
"Over a year, daddy."
"And how much money in a week?"
"Depends on the week, daddy but it averages around a thousand."
"God damn Jill, what the hell are you doing with all of that money when I'm working my ass off to help you in college, God Damn?"