This story takes place over 20 years. Even if characters are underage at certain periods when part of the story is happening, sexual contact only happens with characters that are over the age of 18 at the time of the sexual contact.
This story is fiction. If anyone feels I am specifically talking about them, should know they are wrong.
This story is my own creation and typing it all out is my own work. I assert all my rights under the copyright laws of every country in which this story is viewed. If anyone wants to accuse me of plagiarism then you can just sue me or I don't want to hear it.
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The first part of all this happened the summer before my senior year in high school. We had a racist Dixiecrat from Arkansas as potus. I was already 18 because when I came to this country I didn't speak the language and I got held back even though I was already too old for the grade they initially put me in. I was going to be 20 when I graduated from high school but I skipped a grade on academic performance.
Anyway, I knew I was behind and everyone kept reminding me I was behind so the summer before freshman year I took a summer class at the community college. I did the same the summer before sophomore year and junior year. Once I did finally get out of high school I'd start college with the first year and a half already finished.
Right before summer my mom had another baby, a girl they named Consuela, bringing the total number of sisters I had to four. I can't really remember why but I just felt like getting out of the house and my parents felt it would be ok for me to travel for school. That summer, instead of going to the community college I took some classes at the giant university with the famous sports team. That would also give me a chance to take some placement tests and get even more credits.
As you probably guessed, I was the kind of guy who liked books and really liked to learn. I felt comfortable with nerds and the like but they never really accepted me.
If you could imagine Bruce Lee but from Latin America you'd have a pretty good idea of what I looked like. Yes, I loved books but I also liked to jog, do karate, and even lift weights though I wasn't trying to bulk up. I just really enjoyed keeping myself healthy and my mind felt like it was going a thousand rpm after a good workout and an espresso.
The facilities at the university were impressive and I felt like I fit in with the other guys there. I just wouldn't tell them I was taking calculus class and computer science. It was while I was at the gym that I met her.
The first day she came up to talk to me I just thought she was being nice. She was an older lady but not old. Her name was Clara and she was being really nice to me. The second time I bumped into her she asked to take me to lunch and I saw no reason to object.
That lunch somehow turned into taking a visit to a hotel. I remember how it was. I sort of knew what was happening and I wanted to say something but I was totally unprepared for this. Sure she was older than me but so were all the other women who were just students. But I'd just met her. I didn't know anything about her. And yet, that sort of turned me on.
Ok, so I was a young man and when confronted with an attractive woman who wanted to have sex with me you better believe I had sex with her. I just hoped she wasn't like some professor whose class I'd have to take later. I did think it was funny though when she tied me to the bed and wouldn't even kiss me. I did not think sex would be like that. I had this completely different image in my head.
My head was swimming. It was so magical. I felt like I was falling in love with her. Were we going to get married? Did she want to be with me? Obviously she did. Could I make her happy? I could try. She was just so perfect, and amazing, and wonderful. She was the goddess and I would have done anything she asked of me.
After that day in the hotel I didn't see her come by the gym anymore. I had her phone number and after a few days of not bumping into her I called her from a pay phone. The number actually went to the bank and it told me the time and the weather forecast.
I know now that I shouldn't have let it affect me but at the time it was painful. I really felt hurt. It almost didn't feel emotional. It felt like real, physical damage in my chest. After class that day I just went back to the dorm and cried my eyes out. I felt like she had used me. I felt like maybe she'd raped me. But of course since I'm a guy everyone would just tell me that a woman can't rape a guy, or that I really must have wanted to do it, or I deserved it for being male.
I was mopey for the next few days. I worked out less and I just stuck to my classes and my books. When I spoke to my parents on the phone I didn't mention what happened but my mom could tell that something was wrong. She kept asking me about it and when I deflected she asked me to just come home.
It was tempting. After all, I didn't need these credits or this school. I wasn't planning on really going here for undergrad anyway.
But I wasn't a quitter. I was going to get my credits and come home and then just never go back to that place.
The weeks of summer pressed on and I eventually stopped thinking about Clara. I got back into the swing of things and life was starting to look good. I even met a college student who was interested in me despite the fact that I was really just a high school student. Her name was Stephanie.
We were sort of friends first, and then we went on a couple of cheap dates since neither one of us had any disposable income. She really lifted me up and she was great to hang out with.
The week before classes ended we felt the time limit on us. I think that was why we went ahead and made our relationship official. Not only was she now my girlfriend but she also became my sex partner. Thinking back on it, I was such a sap. I kept asking over and over again if it was ok. I was so scared of doing something wrong or offending her.
She was only the second person for me to be with but I had already learned to keep my emotions in check. I was glad to make her happy but I wasn't going to assume anything. I was going to try and be a good boyfriend and not jump to conclusions. Stephanie came from a very old fashioned family and it looked like that meant something different in this country.
In my home country, old fashioned meant religious. In the US, old fashioned I think just meant racist. Stephanie was going to have a hard sell to get her parents to accept me. I guess protestants teach that only white people descended from Germans could go to heaven.
After I went back home I spoke with Stephanie on the phone everyday. I missed her and she said she missed me. Even when regular school started I called her everyday in the evening, even if it was just to say hi and let her know I was thinking about her.
Two weeks after regular school started Stephanie invited me to go with her to her parents' house for the weekend. Ok, it wasn't the whole weekend. It was more like lunch and dinner on a Sunday.
I felt really small and intimidated as I looked at all the huge, insanely expensive homes in Stephanie's neighborhood. I was wearing a nice dress shirt and tie but I still felt under dressed. I was nervous and sweating. I really wanted them to like me. Stephanie had said that she'd keep dating me even if her parents didn't approve but life would have been so much better if they did.
Stephanie insisted that it was her father that would be the problem. He was the one I had to get close to. He was the one that might object the most. Stephanie said that in front of her father, her mom usually just agreed with him but in private she was much more open minded.
So there I was, standing with Stephanie at the door. This was it. I was going to meet my girlfriend's parents. The door opened.
It would be difficult for me now all these years later to describe how exactly I felt at that moment. Stephanie's father just seemed like exactly what you'd expect. He just looked like some rich white guy relaxing at home on his day off. It was Stephanie's mom that bothered me.
Can you guess why? Go ahead.
Yeah, it was her. Clara. Fuck me. As soon as we both saw each other we both knew it. I was so angry. I was so pissed at her. How could she treat me the way she did? What was wrong with her? And she was already married. That means she committed adultery with me. That meant I was going to have to go to confession again for what I did with her.
The first time I tried to confess had already been so difficult. The priest did not keep regular confession times, it was by appointment only so there was no way for an anonymous confession. Then after I poured my heart out about everything, the priest starts telling me I hadn't done anything wrong. He was going on and on about how all the rules are changing and we were going to have women priest one day. Then, he wouldn't even say the words of absolution. I had to go get the actual book and then ambush him while he was walking somewhere and force him to say the words.
And now I was going to have to do all of that all over again. FUCK. Why did God hate me so much to put sin right in front of my face and then make it so hard to get forgiveness?
Anyway, in the moment at the door I didn't explode. I grit my teeth and let them welcome me in. But no sooner had lunch been served by the staff ...
Side note: What the hell kind of people keep fucking staff in their home? Why was Clara so fucking lazy that she had to hire immigrants to clean her house for her? Is that what she thought of me? She just saw me as some fucking slave she could abuse.
Anyway, like I said, lunch had just been served by the house slaves when Clara starts laying in on Stephanie for dating a guy like me. She said I was completely unacceptable for her daughter and she wanted me out of the house.
I didn't need to be told twice. I got up to leave but it was Stephanie's father who asked me to stay. There was some more conversation that I tried to stay out of. It was Stephanie and her father vs Clara but the bitch was insistent that Stephanie had to break up with me.