Hi, I'm Joe. In my previous story, Sex With My Wife's Sister, my wife, Susan, caught her sister, Kate, my sister-in-law, giving me a blowjob and, ever since, our marriage has been on the rocky road headed straight for divorce court. The only thing that has stopped her from going forward with a divorce is that we can't afford to get one. Like everyone else in this economy being upside down in the valuation of our house versus our mortgage and with too much high interest credit card debt, we have no money to spare to hire divorce lawyers and it's better if we made the best of a bad situation for the time being. If we divorced now, they'd foreclose on the house and our credit would be ruined.
We've been married for eight years and have two children, Jimmy 5 and Amy 2. My wife said that if I'm willing to try and fix what is broken, she'd give me another chance. Some chance, the first thing I must do is to come clean and apologize to her parents, my father-in-law, Bob and my mother-in-law, Ruth, for disrespecting them by cheating on my wife with her sister, their daughter, Kate. It's an unusual request but based upon all that her parents have done for us and since it was their daughter with whom I was cheating on my wife with, it's an understandable request.
Besides, they are like that when it comes to telling the truth, clearing the air, and giving their forgiveness, they're Protestants and I'm a Catholic. Catholics just keep everything to themselves bottled up inside. Loaded with guilt, we finally purge to the priest during confession. My Mom warned me that I should have married my own kind, a nice Catholic girl, but I wouldn't listen to her. Not that my in-laws are bad people, they are just different when it comes to morality and sexuality. They're prudes. I don't think her parents even swear or drink. They act more like Mormons than they do Protestants.
Still, it's a tough pill to swallow having to tell all to her parents. I like her parents but to confront them with the information that I've been having sex with their 27-year-old, baby girl, Kate, behind their backs is nearly as bad as being caught by my wife receiving a blowjob from her sister. I'm beyond being embarrassed. I'm mortified.
The funny thing is when I was having hot sex with Kate, I never thought of the repercussions of my actions should we be caught. I only gave a care if my wife caught us. I didn't even consider how crushed her parents would be with this information. Next, it wouldn't surprise me if my wife made me stand outside on the busy street corner wearing a sign that read, I had illicit and adulterous sex with my sister-in-law.
We guys think too much with our penises, but if you saw Kate in person or read my story, Sex With My Wife's Sister, you'd understand why I did what I did. She has the body and the face to make a gay man turn straight and a priest forsake his vows. She could give an erection to a dying man.
"Do you have any last wishes before you die?"
"Yes, I want to fuck her, that one, Kate."
Nonetheless, God help me, I agreed to do whatever my wife asked of me to begin traveling the long road of forgiveness that would hopefully lead to rebuilding our marriage and having her trust me again, one day.
Don't tell my wife, Susan, but to be honest, I'm on the fence about all this, about coming clean and showing remorse for all that I did with her sister. Since our illicit, adulterous affair is now or will be out in the open, once I talk to her parents and tell them all I've done with their precious, little daughter, I'm leaning towards leaving Susan and running off with Kate. With my luck it was only about the sex for Kate and she doesn't love me. With my luck I'll make my true confession that I'm in love with Kate and when Kate says she doesn't love me, I'll lose both sisters and be booted from the family for good.
I haven't talked to Kate, yet, about my true feelings for her. I haven't explored the possibility of running off with her. We mentioned it in passing a few times when we were in the throws of making love, but I don't think either of us was serious, that is, until now. Now, I am serious, and perhaps, in love with her.
Her parents have Kate sequestered somewhere. It wouldn't surprise me if they sent her off to a nunnery, only I don't think they have nuns in the Protestant religion. I haven't seen her or talked with her since she was caught with my cock in her mouth. I miss her terribly. I think I love her, I really do and I'm terribly horny without her.
The only thing that stops me from running off with Kate is my kids, of course. Susan can be quite the vindictive bitch and she'd make sure that I'd never see my kids again, if I left her for her hot sister. That would kill me. I love my kids more than having wild, hot sex with someone who looks as good and is as good in bed as Kate certainly is. Okay, I may think otherwise if Kate was here beside me naked in bed, but my vote now is to be with my kids and not to forsake them for some hot, really hot sex with my hot, really hot sister-in-law. Moreover, once I talk to Kate, feel her out and ask her how she really feels about me to see if she wants to run away with me, I may feel otherwise about leaving my kids under Susan's care.
The relationship I have with Susan was rocky before with my wife not giving me any sex, since before the birth of our daughter, Amy, and now, it's worse, much worse. I'm no divorce lawyer, but I'd call what we are experiencing now irreconcilable differences.
My wife hardly even talks to me. She barely looks at me. We are seldom in the same room together. We don't even watch television together. I watch TV in the den, where I have the big screen TV. She hates the giant TV I bought. She calls it a decorating eyesore. I call it a sports lover's necessity. When she does talk to me, she says something disrespectful and looks at me with hatred in her eyes. Not that we did anything or went anywhere together before, now we don't even go food shopping together. She does the food shopping alone or with the kids while I'm at work.
I fend for myself when it comes to food, now. I'm not much of a chef. I never had to cook before and if it wasn't for the microwave, toaster, and takeout, I'd starve. Susan doesn't cook for me anymore. She doesn't do my laundry nor does she pick up after me. If I leave an empty beer bottle in the living room, it's still there the next day when I pick it up to make room for a new one. It's understandable. Why should she do anything for me? I hurt her.
Now, I can clearly see how much she did for me and what she did to keep the house clean. Now, I realize more why she was always too tired to have sex. Maybe, had I helped her more around the house to free up more time for her to relax, that may have put her more in the mood to have intimate relations with me. I don't know. I thought I was helping around the house. I ran a lot of the errands and did the much of the vacuuming and all the chores outside, taking out the garbage, shoveling snow, and mowing the lawn. It's tough when you work five days a week and half a day Saturday. There's not much free time to do anything, other than to zone out in front of the TV with a beer or two.
Before she caught me cheating on her with her sister, I always had a hot meal waiting for me when I came home from work. Now, I make myself microwave soup, peanut butter and jelly, or order pizza or Chinese food for one. Susan eats with the kids before I come home and even though there is always food left and even though it's my money paying for the food, I'm too proud to scrounge the leftovers she made for them. Okay, it's not just my money, it's our money. She works too in caring for the kids and the house. I'm slowly learning how to be a better husband.
Last night I had two pieces of buttered toast and a beer. At least I'm losing weight and even though I cut back on my beer consumption, if I can stop drinking all together, maybe I'll get my body back to where it used to be when I was first married. Now, that I think about it, maybe this is a good time to try those diet meals they send in the mail, Jenny Craig or LA Diet or Weight Watchers, that you keep in the freezer and pop in the microwave. They are a bit pricy, but it must be more nutritious than having toasted buttered bread and a beer for supper.
Seriously, I don't see much more of a future for us in this marriage. I'm hoping, after I confront her parents with all that has happened that they'll offer some advice and/or talk some sense into their daughter that will help to expedite the process of healing and fixing our marriage.
Tonight is the night. It's already been arranged by Susan that I talk to her father first before explaining the whole torrid affair to her mother. God help me, I'm so friggin' nervous. Explaining what had been happening for the past year, having adulterous sex with their hot daughter is beyond embarrassing. I mean, these people are in their fifties. They go to church together every Sunday. I'm sure they'll never understand the lust and desire that I felt for their daughter. I'm nervous as all Hell to purge my sorry self at their feet for their mercy, understanding, and forgiveness.
They think that I'm the perfect son-in-law. Now, they'll find out differently. I'm a loser. I'm a pervert. How can I do this? This is how I repay them after they paid for our wedding and gave us the down payment to buy our house. They were thrilled when Jimmy and then Amy were born and it was then that they really made me feel like part of their extended family. They treated me like the son they never had. Susan made me realize that I not only have hurt her by violating her trust but also that I have hurt them, as well. I'm sick to my stomach just thinking about what I'm going to say to them and how I'm going to say it.
My father-in-law Bob greeted me at the door. He was alone. He volunteered that Kate and his wife, Ruth, were out shopping and wouldn't be back until later that evening, after I left, no doubt. I was hoping to see Kate. It's been a week since I've seen her or even talked with her. I miss her. I need to talk to her. I need to hear her voice and her laugh. I need to know if she still had feelings for me.
He ushered me in the den and handed me a beer. I needed a drink and could have used something more than just a beer. I was on edge. I didn't know if he knew why I was here or if all of this would be a total surprise to him.
"It's always nice to see my favorite son-in-law. How've you been Joe?"
"I'm your only son-in-law," I said with a smile. "And I've been better."