***RACHEL'S POV***
Shane rolled off of me with a satisfied sigh.
"Do you wanna watch a show before you go home?"
I agreed and cuddled up to him, happy to be with him. Somewhat. I do care about him. I love spending time with his family, which we do often. He makes me smile, which says something.
Of course, he had his drawbacks. The biggest one, would be the sex. Sometimes I cum for him. More often than not, though, I find myself unsatisfied and disappointed. Tonight was one of those times. I find myself anticipating the sex, always thinking tonight would be the night. Tonight would be the night that he makes me scream and whimper, but it has never happened. While we watch our show, I'm laying in his arms thinking about how much I love being held; but I also think about how it would be much better if he had made me cum. Thank God he couldn't see through my pretending to orgasm- I didn't want him to feel bad. Eventually, our show ends, and I get dressed. He smiles at me, and I find myself smiling back at him.
I pull into our driveway, carefully to be quite as I enter the house. I don't want to wake anyone, especially my mother. It was late, so she was probably be asleep; it was too early for me to be home. I was about to make my way up the stairs, when I could hear a noise coming from my father's study. He often locks himself in his study at night, for some quiet so he could get work done. He works from home, but he always seemed to have work to do at night. My mom complains often that he is always locked in his study.
I was surprised to see the door slightly open, as he liked to be alone when he worked. He probably thought he had another hour or so until I came home, and I usually went straight to my room as to not bother him. I saw him sitting at his desk illuminated by the computer screen. I was about to say hello, but then as I walked closer, noises I was hearing made me freeze.
"Oh, daddy! Fuck me! Fuck your daughter's tight, little pussy!"
My eyes went wide. My father was watching porn and not just any porn. He was watching porn about a daughter being fucked by her father. My curiosity got the better of me, and I crept a little closer. My father was staring intently at the screen, and his hand was furiously making a back and forth motion under his desk. It wasn't hard to guess, he was jacking himself off. With the way he was pumping away, I could tell he was close.
"Oh, Rachel! Be a good girl and swallow my cock!" He was a moaning mess and even threw his head back. He let out a final grunt and his hand slowed and eventually stilled completely. I quietly backed away and made my way up the stairs and into my room.
I laid in bed and stared at the ceiling, strangely calm, possibly in shock, and then it all hit me.
Holy shit. I just saw my dad jacking off to daddy/daughter porn!
I tried to rationalize that people had all kinds of kinks, and it didn't mean he wanted to actually fuck his daughter. Maybe I could have convinced myself of this, but I couldn't ignore what he said. He said my name. He came, moaning my name. He told me to swallow his cock. I couldn't ignore this.
I couldn't help but wonder about the things I couldn't see. Was his cock big? How much did he cum? Most importantly, how long had he been masturbating to thoughts of me? Something else I couldn't ignore was happening, The silky, blue panties I wore were wet, soaked even. I was turned on, thinking about my father jerking off. What does this mean? Do I want my father? I didn't think so, but then again, my pussy was wet. I had never thought of him in that way before.
All of these thoughts swirled around in my head, over and over again. I desperately wanted to fall asleep and forget about this, but even more desperately, I wanted to rub my pussy.
I can't do that. It would be wrong to get myself off, thinking about my father. But then again, he did rub his cock thinking of me.
That justification was enough to startle me.
This is wrong. Wrong. Wrong. Wrong.
After that thought, I tried to force myself to think of something else, anything else. I don't know how or when, but at some point I fell asleep.
That morning, I woke up strangely rejuvenated. I found myself excited to see my father. When I realized this, I tried to push the idea away.
I began my morning routine, quickly stripping out of my clothes to take a shower. I had fallen asleep in my silky panties, and looking at them on the floor, they were still soaked and warm from sleeping in them and fantasizing about my dad all night, even though I hadn't given into the urge to masturbate. After my shower, I took a look in the mirror. I guess I could understand why he was attracted to me. I had always been curvy, definitely not skinny. I was a little over five foot with an hourglass figure. I had a still somewhat flat tummy from running track throughout high school. Since graduating, I haven't really been working out. I have gotten a lot softer, but more womanly. I had a round ass and perky, decent sized titts. My bouncy brown curls frame my heart-shaped face in a pretty way. I mean, a lot of men have wanted me before. Shane certainly did.
Shit!
I had totally forgotten about Shane! Here I was, thinking about my dad being attracted to me, while I had a boyfriend!
But he can barely get me off, anyway. I thought with a grumble.