My name is Will, or it used to be. Now, I go by Gracie. For the past few months I've been secretly feminizing myself, becoming a sissy. When I'm home alone, I'll go into my step-mom's closet and put on some of her pretty, purple lace thongs, a sports bra, and some leggings. It makes me feel so good and comfortable. I've been exercising in my room and eating healthier to try and make my butt look juicier and slim my waist, not enough for anyone to notice though.
I just turned eighteen and I'm still in high school, and nobody would accept me if they knew what I was into, because they all already know me as a guy. Most importantly my parents mustn't find out. My parents are very religious and against this sort of lifestyle, and if my dad found out I was dead for sure. He could never know that I secretly dream about big hard cocks, especially his. That's enough of that, more about me. My hair is a nice bright red and getting sort of long. I would love to grow it out but my mother would never approve.
I've got a sort of muscular upper body, no abs or anything but slim enough, and a nice thick butt and thighs to match. They're not in the right shape for a proper sissy just yet. I still masturbate like a man would, I know a good sissy should never stroke, but I only think of thick, long cock in my ass. I've fantasized about my dad shoving his cock down my throat and choking me out while I suck his thick cum out of him like a good sissy-slut, but that'll never happen...
I just got off of a sissy forum, talking to fellow sissies about what hair style I should go for. I liked to talk with others about these things, since I couldn't tell anybody in real life. My family was getting ready for bed. My step-mom in her pajamas in the bathroom, brushing her teeth, my big, strong dad lying on the bed, watching television and waiting for his wife to join him, my sexy step-sister walking by my door, going to her room.
She's just over eighteen as well and has an amazing round, juicy-looking ass, I wish mine could be as good as hers, and tits almost as big as her moms, I would love to have those bouncy tits as well but that would be going too far in my case, no way I would be allowed back home for Christmas. I like wearing her sports bras and cute Pink sweatpants when I'm watching television, home alone, sometimes, but past all of that, all I could think about is my dad, and how he would react if I told him, but more importantly, how big his cock is.
Even as his son, as a child, I had never seen a peek of it. Mine was a modest four and a half inches, not too thick either. Still bigger than a real sissy should have but not bad. Anyways, everyone was settling down, lights turning off, TV turned down, everyone asleep. I stay up, of course, and masturbate to the thought of my dad fucking my step-mom when the kids aren't there, jealous of her getting to feel his dick in her ass, thrusting harder and harder, tasting his cum. I would never get that chance. I cum a little bit, wipe it off and lick it off of my hand, as i always do, then I roll over and go to sleep, one earbud in my ear playing sissy hypnosis.
I listen to it occasionally as I sleep. Maybe that's why I've been craving dick more and more. I'm gonna be honest. I've never actually had a dick in my, or even touched someone else's. I can imagine it must be amazing though. When I wake up it's 11:30, almost noon. The girls are at the store, probably getting groceries for the week, maybe shopping for new sexy underwear, wish I could be there. I roll on my back and wipe my eyes. I always sleep naked, I'm partially covered by the covers, my dick, or sissy-clit I should call it, fully erect but not showing. A sissy hypnosis called 'Sissy Cock Slut' still playing on repeat, my phone is on 3% battery from playing all night.
