Thomas
I have spent my life in the middle of Kansas farming 3000 acres. It's been a good life with my wife of 38 years, but more than a year ago my sexual life took a nosedive.
When you're not getting something you desire, you spend a great deal of time thinking of said desire and wondering what went wrong. I spend my days pondering why my wife, who is 56, seems to have lost all interest in sex.
The last couple of years I have spent a good deal of money and time on xxx-rated movies, watching them and pumping my cock in the barn. It is my way of staying sane!
Ann
I caught him! I caught him watching those damn movies and jerking off. All he did was accused me of not attending to his needs.
Well, I have needs too! I'm not the young person I used to be and I need a lot more rest than I used to. My hips hurt all the time and the doctor says my heart is not beating properly.
I never loved farm life like Thomas, but he was a good provider. It took 10 years to have a child but when Ella came along it was like a new lease on life.
Thomas
Sure, it embarrassed the hell out of me when Amy caught me right in the middle of shooting my load on the floor. I reacted angrily and I told her exactly how I felt about her neglect. I apologized later and asked her to please try a little harder but things didn't change.
Ella
I hated farm life and couldn't wait to leave. When I got my drivers' license, I would often driver 200 miles to the Air Force Base to attend parties, for, a little entertainment in a girl's boring farm life. But I would be lying to myself and to you if I did not admit I was hoping to land a husband.
I am pretty enough, I suppose, but it took a long time to find a man that took enough interest in me to want to marry me. But finally the long drives paid off.
Mom was heartbroken but dad seemed to understand. I spent the next 15 years following my husband around the globe. But my marriage went sour and now I find myself back on the farm with my two children, Billy who is eight years old, and Tommy, who is six. Both my parents are elated to have their grandchildren living with them.
Amy
Now, thank heavens, I have my grandchildren living with us, but they wear me out. Maybe, they will wear Thomas out and get his mind thinking about something other than sex.
Thomas
It is great having Ella back home. And, the kids! Wow! They're a handful! Ella and I always got along real well and she seemed to adore me. Probably, because I took up for her when her mother got on her for something.
Ella
I love to dance. When I was young, dad bought me records, tapes and CDs all the time. I would play them and dance around the house making mom and dad laugh.
The boys and I were in their room cleaning last night and we had some music on and were dancing around the room. Mom and dad were in the kitchen.
I happened to glance in the kitchen and I saw dad looking at me. He had the strangest look on his face and his eyes were studying me intensely, appraising me like I've seen other men do. It may me feel very self-conscious, knowing my pajamas were a bit small for my body. Still, I wiggled my ass seductively with the music as I always did, and smiled knowingly. No, I didn't feel like I was attempting my dad, just performing for him like I did when I was young.
Thomas
I couldn't help myself! Ella was a 37-year-old woman, young and vibrant. I had always liked to see her dance and the way she accented her slightly broad backside. It always made me feel proud, made me think of her as sexy, and knew she would be a prize to any man.
As she danced last night, I saw her give me a strange look as if reading my mind and I know my face flushed. But I did not shift by eyes off of her. I brazenly continued to appraise her. She seemed to define the gyration of her ass a little more and smiled at me.
Ella
While the kids were in school, I helped mom around the house. I felt like I had to do something to earn my room and board. I wasn't a child anymore. When mom didn't need my help, I helped dad in the barn.
Dad and I had always had close feelings for each other and we could talk about anything.
"Why do you and mom seem so distant?" I asked him, while I held a blade in place for him to bolt down. "I've asked her and she just tells me I'm being silly. But I can feel it dad!"
"I don't know, honey!" He replied. "I guess people change as they get older. I don't think we love each other any less. We just don't have that much to talk about anymore, I suppose."
"Well, I suppose, I can relate to that." I continued. "William and I stopped talking after about eight years. But, our problem stemmed from him ignoring me sexually. So, I guess I have to ask. Are you and mom still sexually active?"
He never did answer my question! But, when he began to tease be about the psychological classes I had taken at the community college, trying to analyze them, it pretty much told me the answer was no.
I was not totally ignorant of the fact that mom now made up the two double beds in their room, instead of just the one. She had told me it was because of her ailments and dad's constant tossing and turning. Unconsciously, I think, I was allying myself with dad.
"Dad, when I was dancing the other night in the boy's room?" I queried. "you seem to be studying me pretty intensely. Appraising me even! Like a woman you would pass on the street?"
"You know I've always liked watching you dance!" He defended. "I was just thinking how attractive you were and how happy, under the circumstances, I and your mother are to have you back home."
Because he again did not answer my question directly, I could not help but ponder what circumstances he was referring to, his or mine.
Thomas
Ella had seen right through me. It was too hard to answer truthfully and directly to her inquiries.
She was not as elusive in her answers to my questions.
"Why in the world would any man not want to make you sexually happy?" I asked.
"He was away a lot, of course!" She answered. "I dealt with that! But, he started spending a lot of time at the officers' club......... without me. I began to wonder if he had a girlfriend. He did! I caught him!
Not that two wrongs make a right, but I had become acquainted with another officer. I hope you will not be too ashamed of me, I'm ashamed of myself enough, but I couldn't help myself dad. I needed sex!"
"Honey, nothing you could do could make me be ashamed of you. I know you're a good person." I assured her. "Sex can be a strong force. But, tell me, when you say William was away for long periods and you dealt with that? How so?"
"Dad!" She exclaimed. "I can't tell or explain something like that to you! That would be totally too embarrassing!"
"Enough said, honey." I said. "I guess I just wanted to assure myself that I am only doing what is necessary to keep my sanity too."
Ella
I lay in bed that night thinking what a day of confession it had been. My dad had surprised me with his last statement. I thought he should be a little bit too old for that sort of thing, if I was right in my assumption that he meant masturbating. But, I remember him never shying away of showing mom his affection, by fondling her, in front of me. She had always shooed him, telling him that I was present.
I felt so bad for dad, and for me too for that matter! I had cut my nose off in spite of my face, coming back to live in the middle of Kansas where the chance of finding another man was as impossible now as it was 18 years ago. But, a woman with two children didn't have much of a choice. Thank heaven! I still had a dildo, my fingers and a bedroom I didn't have to share with the boys. I wondered where dad took care of his needs. It had to be the barn.
Why I was curious, I don't know! I told mom I was going to take a walk and now I found myself sneaking around the barn.
Peeking through a window, I saw dad working on a motor. I didn't have a timeframe. I felt foolish.
After maybe a half an hour, I saw dad walk to the door, taking a long hard look at the house. Walking over to a corner of the garage, I saw him uncover a rather large TV, turn it on, insert a DVD and sit down on a high, stool type chair with armrests.
Inwardly I smiled, as I saw the screen light up and within minutes there was a couple undressing each other. Intent on watching the action on the screen, it was some minutes before I became aware of my dad, his motion, without doubt, indicating he was stroking his cock. Unashamedly, I pondered what my father's cock must look like.
I was getting quite heated and in the process of pushing my hand down my pants my other hand slipped on the seal of the window and I bumped hard against the side of the barn.
I peeked carefully through the window and did not see my father. Instinctively, I took off through the corn, running far enough in to conceal my presence. I then proceeded to make a wide circle back to the house. Getting lost, I ended up exiting the corn on the road a little south of the house. Shook up, frightened but safe!
Thomas
I had just gotten a good hard-on. The noise scared me to death, thinking Amy had caught me again, are worse yet, Ella.
Exiting the barn door, I saw nothing amiss, but I circled the barn trying to find out where, who or what had made the noise. I passed the window and came up short. Backing up, I saw footprints under the window. It could not have been my wife, as she would not have been secretive. The boys were in school so that left only one person, and that was Ella.
The thought that Ella had spied on me was surprising. That is, until I rethought our earlier conversation. She was a smart gal I had to admit, and she had been lucky, time-wise. I still pondered why she would want to spy on her dad jerking off.
That evening at supper I had to struggle to act normal. I noticed that Ella too was acting a little different.
"I was hoping you would come down to the barn today and give me a bit of help, but I suppose mom kept you busy?" I asked.
"She kept me going!" Ella replied.
"This afternoon you are gone so long I thought you had stopped at the barn to help your father?" Amy chirped.