Ring, Ring.
"Hello?" I said with a sigh, even though no one had even picked up.
Ring, Ring.
"Mom?" This was my third try that day, but the definition of insanity is never giving up.
Ring, Ring- beep.
"Hello, you have reached the phone of Summer Hernanda, Founder and CEO of Chupa Cabra interior design, please leave your name and number at the tone, thank you."
Holy fuck I hated that name. One of her boyfriends suggested it as a joke, but she thought it sounded powerful. 'Yeah, a powerful monster.' Actually, I guess the name was a perfect fit. "Hi, Mom. It's Jeff, just wanted to make sure you were still alive. If you're not and this is being heard by a police detective, I'm her son and I can still be found in South Dakota at (insert phone number for Leo's landline. )"
It was nearly October. Nature was beginning to fade all around, in preparation for the coming snow. I knew from her social media posts that my mother was back home in Nevada (bragging about taking on new clients.) I sure as hell wasn't going to go look for her (like a good little catholic son.) She wasn't the one who needed me.
Richard had developed a painful cough, but despite his worsening condition, his spirit could not be tamed. Often, he would go on walks in the surrounding area, only to be found in the strangest places; the garden, the gas station, up a tree, etc.
I guess this was now a glorified vacation. I had put in a minimal amount of time at the clinic, hopefully, that would garner me a level of sympathy and perhaps a positive review for when I attempted to apply for a long-term residency program. I went back to bed, hoping to relax a little before anything crazy happened. I awoke to Leo standing over me.
"Jesus, Jeff," Leo said as he shook me. "I'm all for you being California sober, but Tomas requires your assistance."
"California sober?" I asked with a groan.
"If you are too high to remember what that means, you're not allowed to smoke any more of my weed."
"I know what it means." It was a state of abstaining from alcohol but not cigarettes and weed. "I'm not high I'm just tired." I stretched my back and stood up, reluctantly, knowing full well what he meant; another seizure. I expected to find my father in bed, shivering in pain. More often than not, Richard would awaken with a panic attack, crying out for people and places long gone. I would then need to coach him back to reality. "Tell Tomas I'll be right there."
"Ok, he'll meet you outside.
"Outside?" I got up and made my way to the main bedroom, but the bed was empty and Tomas was nowhere to be found. I looked out a nearby window, into the backyard.
"We're in the garden," Tomas shouted. He and Leo were glancing upward, towards the roof.
"I'll be out in a second," I shouted back, through the window. I took a moment to calm my nerves. It couldn't be that bad, right? I glanced at my father's things on the nearby nightstand. There was a tablet with headphones opened to a reading program. I was tempted to take it with me, but the last book he read was Fifty shades of Grey. I'd been kind of hoping for the Bible or some other source of life inspiration.
When I made my way outside, Tomas turned to me with a sigh. "During the early hours of the morning, Richard somehow made it to the roof and has been sleeping there ever since."
"What? Why? How? "From where I stood, I could see my father's nude body, sunbathing with his hands behind his head. Thankfully I could also see his chest moving, assuring me he was not deceased.
"When?" Tomas added with a chuckle.
"What's so funny?" I asked, shoving him in the chest.
"Nothing, man." Tomas raised his hands, defending his joke. "I thought you were just listing all of the research words."
I pushed my thoughts to the backburner. The morning air was perfect sweater weather; not snowy, but not quite warm enough to be sunbathing on the terracotta tile roof. "So, how did he get up there?"
Leo appeared at my side, leaning his head on my shoulder. "Climbing the gutters on the left side. It's actually pretty fun." He motioned to the section of gutters and metal vines that looked like a decorative ladder.
"Let me guess, you need me to climb up there?"
Leo shrugged and turned to Tomas. "We figure he might want to talk to you."
Tomas nodded in agreement. "I've been shouting for the past hour. Sometimes he replies, but for the past few attempts he just waves his hand. Isn't that right, Richard?"
My father groaned and moved his arm as proof of life. "Piss off, Tomas."
Tomas ignored him. "We need to get Richard down for his own safety."
"Fine." I started to climb the side; hand over hand, it actually was pretty fun. "Just stay here in case I fall on my ass."
My request was met with laughter. 'Whatever.' The roof was at just enough of an angle to rest comfortably and watch the sky (without sliding off to my immediate death.)
That was probably why Richard looked so relaxed, staring off into space. "Hey, Jeff."
"Hey, Dad." I took a seat by his side. "Can I ask how you pulled this off?"
"How I got up here? I snuck out the window, same as when I wanted to climb the tree."
"That makes sense, but how does a blind man, with end-stage cancer sneak out of a window in the nude, climb to the roof of a single-story home?"
"Without anyone stopping me? Tomas is a heavy sleeper, given he's up all night trying to make sure I don't die in my sleep. While you and Leo are stoned off your asses." He laughed, leaning his head back as he flexed his shoulders. Then his expression froze.
"What's wrong?"
My father stretched his neck, taking in the warmth of the sun, the feeling of the wind. "What does the sky look like?"
"The sky?"
"It's been a while."
I would have torn out my own eyes if it would have allowed him to see again. That was the source of his panic, he was trapped in darkness with no hope of escape. "The sky, it's um...." the words choked in my throat. "Blue?"
"Take me someplace."
"In the sky?" I was too emotionally exhausted to think straight.
"We can travel through the clouds to someplace new, someplace with a beauty only a mother could love."