I awoke in my roommate's bed with my arms around his naked chest. "Leo?"
"Yeah?" The sexy Hispanic hippie yawned, stretching his back. This drew my attention to a bright red tattoo on his pectoral. The previous night, when he was balls deep in my ass, I had assumed it was a logo of some kind. Now I could see clearly it was a grumpy Care Bear.
'Cute.' The true mark of a 90's kid. "How long are you going to be in town?"
"As long as you need me to be." Leo smiled and kissed my cheek. "Truth or dare?"
"Truth, I guess."
"When did you lose your virginity?"
I forced a chuckle. "I was eighteen, living in Vegas, with my mom. So, for my high school graduation, a few of my friends pulled together our cash and shared a call-girl. She was one of those expensive ones, nice clothes, perfect hair, classy, like the hot school teacher stereotype. She even met my mother."
"She met your mom?" Leo threw his head back in laughter. As a fellow Hispanic he knew my pain. "Let me guess, she was posing as a friend's older sister or cousin, and your mom needed to meet her to prove that you'll have a nice Christian fun time?"
"It was one of the most embarrassing moments of my life. My mom refused to let me go to my friend's 'party' without meeting his 'mother.' And yes, our high-class escort was that much older." I couldn't recall much, only that she had been a kind woman in her late thirties, who specialized in taking the virginity of shy, inexperienced men. "I have a feeling if we'd picked up a younger one, she wouldn't have been as tolerant of my circle of virgins." I sighed, as I kissed Leo's cheek. "It was one last night of fun before heading off to college in Seattle, discovering a new world of beautiful men. Like father like son, I guess." The idea filled me with guilt, thoughts of my mother. She never knew I lost my virginity to a prostitute, or that I was even into guys. "Truth or dare?"
Leo thought for a moment. "Dare."
"Do you think my dad could come to visit?"
"Absolutely," Leo said with a smirk. "I think he'd be a lot of fun." Leo stayed in bed while I got dressed for my shift at the clinic.
One long sweaty bike ride later, I arrived to the sight of Tomas waiting outside the front door. The nurse was looking at his watch while flipping through his chart.
"Hello, Jeff."
"Were you waiting for me?"
Tomas nodded as he turned to enter the building. "I have some unfortunate news."
"Do you live here?" I asked as I attempted to follow. Tom was in significantly better shape and as such was a much faster walker.
"Your father suffers from panic attacks and sleep seizures, it's vital that he be given access to care 24 hours a day."
"So, that's a yes?"
"Correct. I reside in military housing until my next transfer."
"So, you're like his personal nurse?" I asked, breaking into a jog as we finally reached my father's room. The door opened to reveal an empty bed. "Where is he?"
Tomas calmly took a seat, taking a sip from a can of soda that was already open. "Richard took a turn for the worst last night. He lost consciousness on the way to the bathroom and took a bad tumble."
"Where is my father?" Was he dead?
"Richard Blake has been temporarily moved to the ICU."
"Which is where?" I asked, getting truly annoyed.
"South building, third floor. last I heard he was in room five, it's not hard to find." His tone seemed to imply he would wait for me to return.
"Because there are only seven ICU rooms?"
"Ten actually," Tomas said as he opened a nearby laptop. "If someone is too sick, they get transferred to the public hospital."
"Ok." I knew he added that last hint for a reason. The nurse wanted to see my next move. I headed to the ICU with my identification in hand. I did, in fact, have a plan in mind.
As I suspected, Richard Blake had no next of kin or power of attorney listed (so he would have absolutely been sent to the public hospital to die.) I was able to meet with a social worker and with my identification (cross referenced with my father's military records,) our blood relation was confirmed. With my father's current state, I was granted medical power of attorney. "Would you like me to accompany you to his room?" she asked.
"No, I'll just pop my head in for a quick second," I replied, using the excuse that I had to get to my volunteer shift. "I'll be ten minutes tops, then I'm assuming Tomas Adele will be checking in on him throughout the day."
I walked down the hallway, to the small patient ward. Rooms 1-4 housed comatose patients, attached to several machines. Room five was at the far end. From outside the door, I could hear moaning; it sounded like a cross between masturbation and my father shifting his sleeping position out of boredom. Leaning towards the former (based on our previous interaction,) I made sure to quickly pull the door shut. Turns out I was only partially correct.
The window was open letting in the bright sunlight of the South Dakota morning. Richard Blake had just finished ejaculating all over his stomach. He was now sleeping naked like a cat bathing in the warm sun, giving me a good look at the unique variety of scars and tattoos covering his exposed skin.
On his stomach was a massive scar, something that looked to be from a large knife. The injury had mutilated a black and gray script tattoo. To the naked eye it appeared to be just random marks. I walked to the sink and moistened a handful of paper towels with the intention of gently cleaning off my father's body before other staff members could stumble upon his compromised state.
As I stroked the warm moisture over his slender stomach, I knew he was only pretending to be asleep. "Is that a Las Vegas tattoo?"
Richard chuckled, his voice scratchy and deep, "A relic from another life."
"Want to talk about it?"
"Nothing much to say; boy meets girl; a strong beautiful first-generation daughter of immigrants. She's the only one who could ever match his level of crazy. We ran off to Las Vegas like the dumbass kids we were. She wanted to be a dancer. Not like a stripper but those dancers who look like they do ballet in outer space. You know what I'm talking about."
"Cirque du Soleil?"
"Yeah, that's it. I could never remember how to say that crap."
"What did you want to do in Vegas?"
"In truth, I wanted to be a chef."
"A chef?" I was a little surprised. I would have guessed professional card player or maybe even tattoo artist.
"I wanted to be the next Gordon Ramsey, and I guess I just figured that Vegas was an easy place to get my foot in the door, with all the hotels, casinos, and tourism shit."
"So, what happened?" I asked as I went to the sink for a fresh towel.
"We moved to Vegas, got a cheap place off the strip. Things were good until they weren't."
"When you got your girlfriend knocked up?"
"I was a stupid kid with a head full of dreams and easy access to cocaine. My girl and I, we really thought we could make it work, but you know how the story goes; we were best friends then little by little I became the lazy good for nothing screw up who couldn't do anything right." He placed his hand to his ribs as if scratching an itch.
I was tempted to inquire further about the history of his relationship with my mother, but there was a far more interesting tattoo. Adorning his left side was an elaborate composition of what looked to be a series of trees. As I took a step closer. My father lifted his arm over his head, stretching his back with a deep sensual moan.
"What's on your ribs?" My fingers seemed to move on their own, desperate for a closer look. I saw a series of handprints. The first was small like that of a newborn. This was followed by a slightly larger one, then three more for a total of five. The last one had text written throughout, 'May he walk forever by my side.'
"A long-term project for my boy," he said, adjusting his position to allow me a better look. "That first one is my precious little son's hand with his name and birthdate incorporated into the design."
"Cute." Sure enough, that was my name and my birthdate written as script across the palm of the hand.
"The second was from a picture he gave me when he was five. The last three are predictions."
"Predictions?" I placed my fingers on the third handprint. it was clearly drawn from memory, as most people cannot make a handprint in the shape of a peace sign naturally.
"They represent my prayers for my son; him making good choices as a teen, maybe even going to college to achieve his dreams. The fourth one is based on my hand; I was hoping maybe he'd look like me."
The fifth handprint was distorted, slightly crumpled. "Does the last one represent death?"
My words caused him to blink back tears. "I imagine that will be the next time I'll find him. I got the tattoo so that hopefully when he has to claim my body from the morgue, my boy will know I never stopped thinking about him." Rubbing his eyes, my father sat up, reaching for his robe. "I enlisted because I wanted to be a father; to make a decent amount of money to care for my family.
"Do you remember Summer Hernanda?
"Summer..." my father chuckled; his words as clear as the day prior. "She named herself Summer. Her real name was something...Samantha Suzetta."
"Ximena."
"Yeah, that was it," he said with a laugh. "She was a real ball-busting cunt."
"Oh." I didn't know what I was expecting him to say. I took a step closer, placing a comforting hand to his shoulder.
"Damn bitch kept moving the goal post; I needed a ring, I needed to make more money, buy a better house, create a college fund, all while she lived as a stay-at-home mother. I went to sniper school, put in some time with special forces. I ranked up as fast as I could, coming home from deployment with a chest full of medals but nothing was ever enough. She cut off all contact, claiming I beat her, that I was an unstable psychopath. The truth would have been worse, I guess."