6. CONSPIRATORS
"So how are we going to handle this?" Kim asked in the dark.
The two of them spooned together on the bed, Kerri's face nestled against Kim's shoulder, her arm around Kim's chest. The winter weather had quickly cooled the room off again -- even from here, she could see crystalline tendrils of frost re-gathering on the bedroom window -- and so they had curled up together under the blankets.
"Handle what?" she asked, gently stroking Kim's side with her fingertips and smiling to herself when she felt goosebumps raise on her sister's flesh.
"Handle, um... Dad." Kim snuggled closer, her muscled back pressing against Kerri's bare breasts.
Kerri thought about it for a few moments. "Well, can I ask you a really straightforward question?"
"Sure."
"Do you want to fuck him?"
Kim snorted a giggle.
"I didn't know it was so hilarious," Kerri said.
"It's nerves. Anyway, I don't know. I think... I think maybe yes."
"It's the kind of thing you might want to be really sure about, sis."
Kim sighed and rolled over onto her back, her fine, unruly blonde hair falling into her eyes. "How do you feel about it?"
"Feel about what?"
"About you and Dad. Do you regret anything?"
Kerri brushed Kim's hair out of her eyes as she talked. "God, no. It's been amazing. I mean, it's a secret both of us have to live with, but I've made my peace with that. I don't care what the rest of the world thinks. I love him." She shrugged bare shoulders.
"Was it hard at first? I mean, when it first happened."
Now it was Kerri's turn to giggle.
Kim rolled her eyes. "You know what I mean."
Kerri smiled. "It took him a little while to warm up to the idea, yeah. But then something just kind of... opened up in him, and he stopped worrying about breaking me or traumatizing me or something."
Kim nodded and bit her lip. "So what should I do? Tell him?"
"That might be smarter than the road I took," Kerri said with a soft laugh. "I just kind of blundered ahead and hoped he wouldn't end up hating me."
"But he'll know that you and I talked about it."
"Yeah. That might be kind of a problem."
Kim rolled over on her side facing Kerri and propped her head on her fist. "Maybe we should come up with some sort of scheme," she said, a mischievous grin crossing her face.
"Oh yeah? Like what?"
"Like... I can go up to his room in the middle of the night and pretend to be you."
Kerri lifted an eyebrow. "I hate to tell you this, but I think he might figure that out eventually."
"Yeah, but once I'm sucking him off, he won't be in any place to argue."
"Oh my god," Kerri laughed. "You're depraved."
"I learned from the best."
"Maybe we should both go up there," Kerri suggested. "We could get all competitive and start fighting over his cock."
Kim giggled. "We could start a food fight during lunch and start tearing each other's clothes off."
"Sit down to watch a documentary and switch to porn halfway through."
"Corner him and demand he decide which one of us gives better head."
Kerri covered her mouth to stifle a laugh. "Ambush him in the shower."
"Meet him naked at the door when he comes in from plowing the driveway."
Kerri laughed. "'Hey Dad, now that you're done plowing...'"
They both dissolved into hysterical giggles, and the last of the tension that had dogged them both since Kerri's arrival melted away.
"Seriously, though," Kerri said. "Those are probably really bad ideas."
Kim scowled. "I kind of liked the blowjob contest idea."
"Don't even bother. You'd lose. I have way more experience."
"I'll bet you do, slut." Kim attempted a playful slap, which Kerri blocked. "Seriously, though. We have to think of something. I want..."
"You want him."
"Yeah."
All of a sudden, Kerri felt the familiar jealous sting. While part of her was happy to have someone to confide in, another part of her didn't want to share her dad with Kim.
You should have thought of that before you opened your big mouth, she thought to herself, then realized that was nonsense. Kim had already been thinking sexual thoughts about their father, long before she confessed it to Kerri. They were alike in that respect. Even with Kerri trying to avoid the subject, the truth had still come out -- and there was no way that Kim was going to back out now, so close to what she may well have come for in the first place.
The only question was whether or not Kerri would be a part of it.
Kerri scratched the back of her head and looked down at her sister. Kim gazed up at her, all pouty lips and big blue eyes, her nakedness making her seem even more vulnerable. Her little sister was looking for guidance.
Kerri sighed. "Okay," she said. "So, tell me something."
"Okay."
"How did you envision this happening? Because I know you've thought about it. You've imagined how it might go, probably a few times already. Right?"
Kim squirmed uncomfortably, smiling a little. "Yeah."
"So, what was it like? When you imagined it?"
Kim bit her lip and lay silent for a long time before she finally spoke.
"Well, sometimes I'd imagine that I'd just slip into his bed in the middle of the night, naked, and start touching him. And kissing him. And he'd want to stop me, but I'd tell him how much I really wanted this, and that he'd understand.. and that it would be really nice, and, you know. Sweet."
Kim smiled. "Was that it?"
"No. Sometimes I'd imagine that we'd be sitting on the couch together, watching television, and I'd be curled up with him, with my head in his lap. And I'd feel him getting hard through his jeans. And he'd be too embarrassed to do anything about it. And he'd want to move, but he would be afraid that I'd figure it out... except I'd already have figured it out, and I'd start touching him, and stroking him, and then I'd unzip his jeans and take his cock out... and I'd put it in my mouth..."
Kerri found herself squirming now as well, albeit for somewhat different reasons. She pressed her thighs together under the covers. "I didn't know you had such a vivid imagination," she said.
Kim grinned shyly. "Well, I do."
"So, were you thinking about that last night, when we were all sitting on the couch together?"
Kim grimaced and pursed her lips, saying nothing, and Kerri slapped her lightly on the arm.
"Tell."
"Maybe a little," Kim said.