Saturday. The day started out pretty normal, woke up in bed with Collette, her arms and legs tangled up in my own. I'd been having trouble getting to sleep the last couple of nights because all I could think about was how horny I was laying in bed next to my beautiful sister. Who, by the way, was wearing nothing but panties and one of my dress shirts. One of my legs was wedged between her calves, our bare skin touching. I woke up with a solid hard-on again, driving me crazy. I wanted Collette so bad I could taste it, smell it. I rolled onto my back, Collette close up to me with one hand on my stomach and her breath warming my neck. The clock read 7AM. Saturday morning, no alarm today. The sun was already fighting past the curtains, but it was still a nice twilight within the room.
I wasn't sure whether Jen had noticed Collette and I were sleeping together. Jen spent three evenings in the last week at Tammy's apartment, then arrived home last night well after midnight (I heard the doors opening and closing). She had told me earlier she didn't have any Friday classes until the afternoon, so she was likely planning to sleep in. Unless she peeked her head into my room when she came into the house, or unless Collette had talked to her about it, Jen probably had no clue we had spent the last four nights in the same bed together.
I rolled back to my side, facing Collette. She adjusted with me, but was still breathing heavily, asleep. She moaned softly, but her eyes didn't open. The hand, formerly on my stomach, now lay between us, and I nervously realized it was a mere inch or so from my raging erection. So what? It's not like it hadn't been pressed up hard against her while making out the last few nights, or bumped up against her while sleeping, right? Why would this be any different?
I put my free hand on her leg, which was still draped over my own. The dress-shirt had scrunched up on her during the night and my hand found her bare thigh. The skin was so warm and soft, inviting. I wasn't really trying to make a move on her or anything, I was just... well, I was just fooling myself is what I guess I was doing. I let my hand drift slowly up her thigh and back down again. Smooth, perfectly toned. Here she was fast asleep and I was madly trying to hold back from ripping off her clothes and taking her right there. I wanted her so badly, to feel our naked skin pressed together, our lips locked in a slow, sensual kiss, my hands around her back, her soft, warm, wet flesh covering my...
Gotta snap out of it. We'd talked about this and decided to take things slowly, see what developed. There was still a lingering thought in the back of my mind that this was all crazy, she was my sister after all, and you just don't have sex with your sister. I'd been working really hard lately at shutting that thought out of my head. I wasn't very successful.
As I pondered all of this, or rather wantonly lusted after Collette as she lay there unaware - I realized I'd been moving my hand up and down her thigh without even thinking about it. I was now all the way up to her bare hip. Wait a minute, why is her hip bare? Isn't she wearing any...? Nope. No panties after all. Just my shirt, which wasn't covering anything below her belly button at this point.
Crazy thoughts, swirling around in my head. I should just get up and go take a shower and make coffee or something. Getting a little bolder, I let my hand slowly, softly, drift up her back under her nightgown. Perfectly innocent, right? I'm just doing what we've been doing all week, not going too far, it's just her back after all, right? Collette's breathing changed momentarily, but then went back to her normal sleeping pace. That was a little tense. But why was I worried about her waking up? I'm not doing anything different than before. I let my hand drift to her stomach.
Collette shifted. I felt her hand next to my hip. Her hand was now directly under my raging erect penis. Not touching, but her palm was up... all I'd have to do is just lean over just a little further and... no, have to stop thinking about this. This is not right. My hand drifted along her hip, up her back, around to her side. The curve of her breast under my hand was downright intoxicating. Just a little further...
Back to her stomach again, just below her breasts. Those breasts, those lovely, round, luscious, lickable... Was it the bed moving or did I just lean over a little bit? Her hand hadn't moved, but was now just barely in reach of my cock, the material of my boxer shorts just brushing her fingers. I wanted it so badly.
Scenarios. What would happen if she woke up right now? Would I close my eyes, pretend to be asleep? Not very convincing considering my hand under her shirt... pretty sure that's not an accident that happened in my sleep. What if she woke up and felt my cock in her hand? Would she be shocked? Would she get angry?
How is it that Jen, who had no thoughts of me as a boyfriend or lover when I arrived, had spent a day teaching me to have sex, and Collette, who was suggesting marriage in six years and actually initiated the first real kiss we shared, is wanting to take it so slowly and not sure she's ready to go further with me yet? And if we're not ready to go further, why does she pull me into her bed with her every night? Why does she kiss me so deep and run her hands through my hair? It seemed really backwards. Ok, so this whole thing was pretty screwed up to begin with.
Thinking better of the situation, I slowly pulled my hand back over her side and down her hip and thigh, while I leaned back away from her slightly so that she wouldn't wake up with my penis in her hand. I'd broken out of the trance and was just grateful that she hadn't woken up at the wrong time and ended up in an uncomfortable situation.
Instead, I leaned my head forward and kissed her on the forehead. She was so wonderful and sweet and soft, I was truly in love with Collette. She opened her eyes slowly, then a sweet morning smile came over her lovely lips.
"Good morning," She said, "did you sleep well?"
Hmph. Sleep well, yeah, sure thing, I couldn't take much more of this. "Yeah, you?" I lied.
"I slept wonderfully," Collette cooed, "I can't think of a better way to spend my nights than wrapped up in blankets with my favorite teddy bear...". She leaned into me and gave me a tight hug, inadvertently pressing my erection into her stomach. "Oops," She giggled, "Did I disturb something?"
I smiled back at her, my hand pulling the small of her back in closer to me. "No, nothing disturbing here. I wake up this way all the time, nothing new."
"Well, it's good to know you're healthy," she laughed, releasing her bear hug and stroking my chest with her free hand. "But be honest, are you getting any sleep these last few nights, or just lying awake and feeling horny?"
I was a bit taken about by her forward question, but, then again, this was Collette, I wouldn't expect much less. "It's been really nice sleeping here with you," I said, "but I have to admit I haven't been getting as much sleep as usual."
"Well, I guess tonight we'll just have to fix that, won't we?" She said, not explaining at all. She quickly kissed me on the lips, got up and went to her shower without saying another word. I just lay there speechless, and horny. What did she mean by that?
I wished I could follow her to the shower the way I had done with Jen earlier in the week. Not worth thinking about now, I guess, not the right timing. I got up and went to my own shower to get clean and dressed.
Shower done. I dried off and put on a pair of cut-off jeans and a T-shirt, ran a comb through my hair then walked out of the room to go get some breakfast.
"Good morning!" I called to Jen as I came down the stairs. At first all I'd noticed was the top of her head poking out above the newspaper she had held up in front of her. But as she put down the paper to reply, I was surprised to see that she was actually topless, nothing up top except her glasses. The butterflies in my gut started to flutter.
"Hey, Mark, sleep well?" She asked nonchalantly, as if baring her breasts to me at the breakfast table was the most normal thing in the world. I did my best not to stare and went into the kitchen for my usual: coffee and bagel.
"Yeah," I replied, so distracted by her that I was having trouble forming any thoughts beyond 'wow'. The coffee was already made, so I poured a cup. Got milk from the fridge, added some of that. Started cutting a bagel in half so I could put it in the toaster.
"Are you o.k., Mark?" Jen asked, a hint of humor in her voice.
"Uh, yeah." I said, not turning around, acting as though I was completely mesmerized by the highly complex task cutting a bagel in two. Things were feeling awful tight around my groin. "yeah, slept good." I added awkwardly. I finally got the bagel cut in two somewhat uneven halves, pushed them into the toaster and pulled down the lever.