Close Friends Book 2 Part 08

June 1982

"Gus?"

"Hmm?" He murmured as he drove, not looking over.

She took a breath. "I wanted to ask you something."

He quickly glanced over at her. After a moment, he asked, "Yeah?"

"You remember that night?"

"That night?"

"Yeah," she paused, her hands clasping together in her lap. "It keeps coming back to me."

"Oh?"

"I can't get it out of my mind!" She said in a torrent of words. He looked over at her, his brows raised. "I did that, okay? I feel terrible! Like I cheated on you!"

"Hey! We've been over this, you didn't..."

She cut him off. "I know that!" She took a breath. "Sorry," she continued in a calmer voice, "I know I didn't actually cheat. But there's still a feeling, deep down inside me I can't shake.

"Look. Jake and I did it. I don't remember, and he says he doesn't either. All I do remember is the last bit, and that's really hazy. I told you about it."

Gus nodded. "Yeah, you did," he said quietly.

She looked over at him, and he turned. He saw the start of tears in her eyes, and he put his hand over hers.

"Gus, I need something. Something to get over what's been eating at me inside."

"What's that?" He asked in a guarded tone.

"I think Jake and I need to do it," she said softly, watching him. He drove on in silence, and after a few moments, she went on. "I think if we did, when we were aware and willing, then it would fill in this missing part of my memory, or something.

"I think it would make what keeps bothering me go away." She looked at his face, but he still drove on. "Does that make sense?"

At least he's not mad. I think.

"I feel cheated. And... I feel raped."

He turned quickly to her, his brows furrowed, the pain evident in his eyes. "Oh, baby," he said, his voice hitching as his hand squeezed hers.

"I mean raped by that damn drug someone slipped us. Not Jake," she hurried on. "He was just as messed up as the rest of us. All of us.

"And I've been thinking a lot about this. If I can get some sort of closure, then... it'll all go away. It won't eat at me anymore."

She sighed deeply, then looked forward and waited.

After longer than she liked, Gus slowly started to nod. His hand never left hers.

He took a deep breath, then let it out. "I get it," he said slowly. Looking over at her, she saw his love for her in his eyes. "I'm so damn sorry that stuff happened."

"Me too. But we didn't know."

Nodding, he said, "Yeah, we didn't. None of us." They drove on for a while, then he asked, "You really think this'll help?"

"I do," she said softly, looking down at their hands.

He pursed his lips, then said quietly, "Okay."

She looked over at him. "Really? You won't be mad at me?"

"No. I hear you. And in a way, I understand." He looked over at her again, then back at the road.

"Look, I know it wasn't anything even remotely close to what happened to you, but in a small way, what Jenny tried to do to me... well, that was a form of violation, too."

Lois nodded. "Yeah, it was," she said softly.

"I want you to know I've never gone after her. I've never... initiated anything."

"I know, Gus."

"Good."

"You know," she said, her voice lifting a little with a hint of teasing. "This means you and Jenny will have to find something to do, too."

He looked over at her, his brows high.

"You didn't think of that?" she laughed.

"Um." His cheeks turned pink.

She laughed. "I thought so!"

"What if they don't want to?"

Lois chuckled, a low sound. "Do you really think they'll say no?"

Gus smiled, his head tilted to the side slightly. "Yeah..." His smile left his face. "What about Stacy?"

"I talked to her right before we left, told her basically what I just said to you. She understands, and agrees with me."

"Oh... good." Gus nodded as he drove.

"Let's see where tonight goes, okay?" she asked.

Gus nodded. "You know something?"

"What?"

"Life's never boring around you!" he laughed.

---***---

"Hi, guys!" Jenny exclaimed, grinning broadly as she ushered them inside. She hugged Lois tightly for a few moments, then released her. Jake was a step behind his girlfriend and wrapped her up in a brief hug.

Gus followed Lois in, getting a warm, but chaste, embrace from Jenny, and a handshake from Jake.

"Come in, guys, so glad you're here!" Jake told them as they walked into the living room.

Jenny and Jake quickly showed them around the small apartment. There was a kitchen off to the right. Directly before them was a living room with a sliding glass door leading out onto their ground floor patio.

Gus and Lois sat on the couch against one wall, and Jenny and Jake snuggled in a wide plush chair nearby, both angled to face the television and stereo against the wall.

Jake got them drinks and enjoyed some snacks as they sat around talking about what had been going on in their lives.

When the timer went off, Jenny went into the kitchen, and with Jake's help, put the food out onto the table. She called them over to eat.

After some time, Lois patted her stomach and grinned. "That was amazing! What did you say it was?"

"Chicken Piccata," Jenny said.

"Wow! That was awesome," Gus added.

"Thanks, guys," Jenny grinned at them from across the dining room table.

"More wine?" Jake asked as he lifted the bottle. They both held theirs out, and he filled them.

"We should go outside, it's nice out there at night," Jake said. They gathered up the remaining food and quickly put it away, then took a fresh bottle of wine and their glasses out to the patio.

Outside was a small table surrounded by four comfortable outdoor chairs, spread evenly around it. Their patio had lines of small lights strung overhead, casting a warm glow. Fencing on either side gave them privacy, with the back open to a grassy area between the buildings.

They sat and sipped their wine, relaxing as soft music from the stereo filtered through the screen door behind them.

---***---

Lois looked around at the others. Her heart fluttered in her chest as her fingers twirled the stem of the wineglass. A lull had fallen over their conversation.

"Jake," Lois said, looking over at him on her right. "I need to say something. About that night." He looked back at her, his eyes soft. "I feel violated by what happened," she started.

"Lois, I'm so sorry," he said quietly, but with feeling as he interrupted her. Jenny stirred in her chair across the table from her.

She shook her head quickly. "No! I'm not saying it was you!" She took a breath. "I mean, by the drug that we all took. Against our will.

"It wasn't your fault." She looked over at Jenny, catching her eye. "I know that. What I'm saying is we all did things we didn't plan on, or could stop, really."

"I'm so happy to hear you say that," Jake said.

"And I'm sorry for bringing it up. I know we talked about it last week at the house," she looked over at Jenny, then Jake.

"It's okay," Jake told her. "That was some serious shit."

Lois chuckled. "Yeah, it was, and I should apologize to you, too."

He looked over at her, surprised. "Me?"

Lois nodded, grinning. "Yeah, for teasing you so much."

Jake laughed, and the others joined in. "That's alright," he chuckled. "I enjoyed it."

"I could tell," Lois murmured as she sipped her wine. "You always made sure I felt it whenever you hugged me."

"Well," Jake countered, smiling, "you'd rub those knockers against me. What's a guy supposed to do?"

"You slut," Jenny laughed, slapping Jake's arm. "You actually rubbed her boobies?"

Jake grinned and shrugged. "Oh, yeah?" He looked over at Jenny, one eyebrow raised. "Don't tell me you didn't come on to Gus whenever you had the chance!"

Jenny flushed and looked down. She couldn't help her grin as she peeked through her bangs at Gus. "I guess I kinda did," she giggled.

"I was always flattered," Gus said, smiling.

"That's not all you were," Lois said, eyeing him sideways. "I remember more than one time little Gus was up and ready after Jenny hugged you!"

"Hey!" Gus said, his eyes wide as he looked at her grinning face.

"I know, I could feel him," Jenny giggled, then hiccuped. "Oh! That wine is getting to me!"

Jake poured more into her glass, grinning at her. "I love it when she gets tipsy," he chuckled as he looked at Gus and Lois. They held their glasses out for him to fill.

"So, I guess we get the guys going, huh?" Lois said to Jenny, holding up her wineglass to her. Jenny reached over, clinking it.

"Here's to getting the guys worked up!" Jenny giggled and took a large sip.

Now we'll see if they're interested.

"Oh, I love this song!" Lois said, turning to look inside. "Gus, will you dance with me?" She got up, extending her hand to him. He took it, and let her lead him into the living room.

"Come on, guys," Lois said, looking over her shoulder. "I want to dance."

---***---

Jake sighed softly as his feet moved slowly around. Lois pulled him a little closer as she rested her head against his shoulder. She looked over and watched Jenny and Gus as they moved in a similar way.

Gus's hands held her loosely around the small of her back as Jenny draped her arms around his shoulders. They were looking at each other, their mouths moving occasionally as they spoke quietly.

Lois ran her hands lightly along Jake's back, and she felt his fingers press into her. She moved her hips slightly, testing the waters. He didn't disappoint as he softly ground his hardness against her.

She looked up at him, turning them so her back was to the others. "Jake," she said softly, unheard over the music. "I want something from you, if you're willing."

He looked down at her, smiling softly. "What is it?"

"I feel... cheated. We did stuff, but I don't remember it."

"I don't either."

"I feel like there's... holes, or gaps, in my memories. It bothers me."

Jake looked down, his brows furrowed for a moment. He sighed, and said, "So do I. I'm so conflicted." He chuckled. "I won't lie, it's something I've always wanted to do with you. You're amazing."

She smiled at him as he looked at her.

"But I didn't want it that way, you know?"

She nodded and looked him in the eye. "Do you think... I mean, can we, maybe, do it again? But aware, this time. Knowing what we're doing."

His brows rose. "Really?"

She swallowed, then nodded shyly. "Yeah. It's really been bothering me, and I think it'll help... bring closure, I guess."

He nodded and smiled at her, then leaned down, kissing her gently. He held his head there, pressed lightly to her lips, waiting. She pushed back, returning the kiss. They kissed and moved for a few moments until they heard a noise.

Turning, they saw Jenny and Gus smiling at them. "Lois," Jenny said, "I heard what you said, and I understand. There's so many holes in my memory from that night, too. I can't imagine what it was like for you."

She looked at Jake. "And you, too." She turned and smiled at Lois. "I'm okay with what you want to do. I hope it does help you both. I know it's been hard for you guys."

"Thanks," Lois said, then held out her hand to the taller girl. Jenny looked at it, then reached over and took it, their fingers loosely intertwined for a moment before separating.

Lois and Jake wrapped their arms around each other and danced to the soft, slow music. His hands moved over her back as he kissed her. One traced a finger along the valley of her spine, leading down, over the swell of her lower back, and over her ass.

She pulled him tight, her tits pressed to his chest as his hips moved against hers. The familiar, hard protrusion rubbed over her lower stomach, making her giggle as they kissed.

"You always liked to rub him on me."

"You always rubbed the girls on me."

She looked into his eyes and smiled. His hand cupped her ass, lifting her round cheek as his fingers pressed into her flesh. They kissed and moved to the music. Jenny and Gus moved nearby, their soft words muffled.

"Come over here," Lois said, taking his hand from her butt and leading him to the couch. They stood in front of it as his hand palmed her warm boob. She ran her hand over his chest, down over his stomach and pressed to the bulge in his pants, moving it side to side.

She sat, tugging his hand until he sat next to her. They came together, arms around the other as they kissed. Hands wandered, exploring softly, rediscovering places their memories recalled, or ones their minds added when there were no recollections.

Gradually, Lois leaned back as Jake moved over her. He had her shirt up, his face between the mounds of her breasts. He reached behind her, fumbled with the clasp, and eventually got her bra unhooked.

He pushed it out of the way with his nose, and with his body had her lay flat on the couch. Jake moved over her boobs, discovering the treasures that had up to now, been hidden behind her usually thin shirts.

He'd seen her topless the night of the party, both while playing Twister, and then that morning as they all groggily got themselves dressed, trying to figure out just what the hell had happened the night before.

But now she was open to him, her hands stroking the back of his head and along his back as he suckled her. She spread her legs and he settled between them, his stomach pressed to her hot mound.

His mouth moved over her tits, sending waves of pleasure through her as his hands wandered over her torso, stroking her sides. He slid down, lightly running his lips over her sensitive stomach as a hand moved up the inside of her thigh, under her skirt.

Fingers pressed against her panties, moving, tracing along her cleft, then up. The pad of his finger ran circles around her clit over the silky fabric, making her hips move. His other hand cupped her ass, lifting it.

His fingers found the top of her panties and pulled. Lois lifted, allowing Jake to remove them. He sat up as he pulled them down her legs. The lacy, red underwear passed her feet and he dropped them by the side of the couch.

Her sandals came off next, and he smiled as she lay there, looking at him. Her boobs moved up and down with her deep breaths.

"Come here," he said softly, extending his hand. She took it and sat up. He pulled her shirt over her head and dropped it, then took her bra.

He pressed a finger between her large tits, and she lay back, her boobs wobbling as she settled on the couch.

Jake reached behind her waist, found the zipper and tugged. It slid down, loosening her skirt. He left it on and slid down between her legs, grinning up at her.

Moving, he kissed the insides of her thighs as his hands wandered up her body, probing her stomach and ending up cupping both boobs in his hands as his head moved under her skirt.

The fabric slid over his head as Lois heard him take a deep breath.

"What are you doing under there?" she asked, giggling.

His tongue answered her question, making her gasp and press her head against the cushion. He explored her, his tongue moving around her lips, entering her and drawing her out, tasting her.

As his fingers kneaded her soft, pliant boobs, his tongue moved around her pussy, visiting her nub at the apex of her lips, then moving down, flicking her inner lips.

Lois' mind exploded as Jake ate her. Damn, he was good at this! She had no idea and wondered if he'd done this to her that night.

A wave of regret washed over her at the thought of their first time lost to her. Only a few scattered fragments of memories remained.

But now, they were making new ones, filling in the holes and experiencing this together. Fully and with intent.

Jake took his time, but wouldn't bring her to orgasm. As she began to crest, he'd back off, lower the heat and take her back down. Twice he did this until she became frustrated.

She pushed at his head, now visible as he'd pushed her skirt up to bunch around her waist. He moved back, grinning up at her.

"You're driving me crazy," she said, a gleam in her eye. With difficulty, she extricated herself and urged him to stand next to her as she sat on the edge of the couch.

She ran her hand over his still covered cock. After what he'd been doing, it surprised her Jake was still fully clothed.

"Take off your shirt."

He unbuttoned his shirt as she busied herself with his belt and pants, dropping them to pool around his feet. He stepped out of them and dropped his shirt onto the floor.

Lois put her hand around his thigh, urging him to lift his leg. She got his shoes, socks and pants off, leaving him naked and fully erect inches from her face.

"Have you ever thought about me doing this?" she asked, one eyebrow raised as she lowered her mouth over his cock, sliding down until her nose pressed to his pubic hair.

Jake moaned as Lois moved her head up and down his shaft, her tongue massaging his cock. He put a hand on her head, resting it as his fingers stroked her dark brown hair.

"Oh," he moaned, "that's amazing. So much better than I ever imagined."

She released his cock, still holding it in her hand, stroking him. "So you did think of me doing this to you."

He laughed. "Oh, yeah."

She took him back into her mouth, tasting him, learning him as she felt him respond to the things she did to his cock.

Men were like that. They reacted in different ways when she did things to them. The ways she'd suck them in, how she used her tongue. They were techniques she'd learned over time, and it thrilled her when men would respond to what she did to them.

Every man was unique. His shape, his texture, his taste and smell, all different, but in many ways the same. Long, short, thick or thin, they were all penises she'd taken into her mouth.

Now Jake was in her mouth. He'd already been inside her vagina, had cum in there. She had dim, fuzzy memories of that. She wanted clear memories, with all the feelings, sounds and passion.

She wanted him inside her. For the first time, but not exactly. For the first time, they knew what they were doing, and would remember it for the rest of their lives.

Lifting off his cock, she gently tugged at it. "Sit down."

His eyebrows rose as he turned and sat next to her. She leaned over and kissed him, her hand never leaving his cock.

She swung her leg over, pressing her dark, thick pubic hair to his shaft. She was soaked and slid over him easily.

Lifting her body, her hand aimed him and she placed her entrance against the tip of his dick, moving it around.

Leaning forward and kissing him, she lowered herself. Her lips parted, allowing him into her. They gasped together as she slid down, stretching to accommodate him inside her body.

The sounds they made as she settled on his waist, taking him fully into her, got Gus' attention, and he turned to look at them.

---***---

"Oh, excuse me," Gus said, chuckling as Jenny moved him away from Jake. They weren't looking and bumped backs in the small area the two couples danced in.

Gus didn't really consider this dancing, more like swaying while they pressed close and groped each other. The kissing was amazing, too.

Kissing Jenny stirred something in Gus, and his mind was divided about how he felt about it. On one hand, she was an ethereal beauty. Her tanned skin, flawless face, sparkling eyes and killer body would arouse a dead man.

Who she was as a person vied against all those other qualities, and, in his opinion, won hands down. Jenny was a truly beautiful person once you got past the shock factor of her stunning looks.

It was this person who held him close, kissed him tenderly, and moved against his raging erection.

She'd always stirred something in him, something deep. Now, holding her so close, knowing what they were about to do, with his wife's permission no less, wildly excited him.