I met a young man Daniel almost three years ago. He told me a story I found hard to believe. He assured me it was true. Since then I know it to be. I have met almost his entire family. Daniel put me in touch with others he learned of over the years. I don't know how, I asked, he didn't say.
They all have in one way or another committed incest. I doubted Daniel and others I talked to at first. I soon learned how naΓ―ve I was. Over the last three years I decided to put them to paper. There are ten stories in all. I started submitting them here for your consideration.
I am not a writer, far from it. Except for the names and places, the stories you read are for the most part true. Still they are not biographies. Artistic license has been taken to enhance or in some cases minimize the events described. All sexual situations were between consensual adults within the framework of their story.
The stories are somewhat long. Most of these stories cover several years. I will try to keep the chapters short. I suggest you save one for reference. None of the stories are mine, any personal friend, or relative.
Daniel insisted I talk to one person before any others. That person was JB.
This story is one that almost never saw the light of day. Jay at first rejected any attempt to publish this. Clare on the other hand encouraged it. They are two of the nicest people you would ever want to meet.
This is the second chapter. Jay has stepped over the line with Clare. He now struggles with his feelings for Clare. Jay learns Odell is not to be trifled with.
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"That is the first orgasm I've ever had!"
Clare continued to weep. I had a feeling she was somewhat inexperienced but this was a shock. I was afraid mom or Jesse would come back if they heard her cry.
"Shhh, it will be ok. I promise." I whispered. I rolled her to the side and just held her. Eventually she became very still. Then it dawned on me she was asleep. I closed my eyes and followed her. I was sleeping in the wet spot and was happy to do it.
"Jay I don't know how to say this..." Mom stopped to collect her thoughts. "I don't remember ever seeing Clare this happy. I am thankful for what you have done. She has never had anybody treat her like this. Be careful JB. Think this through before you take this too far."
"I understand." I replied.
"No I don't think you have." She corrected me.
"Mom. I think I may have already done that? I said. She looked confused. "I went too far."
I looked at Mike for backup. He knew better than get in the middle of this.
"Did you?" Mom asked stunned.
"No. But, well I guess you can say I helped her out!" There was no way to put it mildly.
"Did she help you?" Mike asked so mom wouldn't have to.
"No. It is the only time, but..."
"What? Jay just say it." Mom was pissed and impatient.
"She told me it was the first time she ever, you know...climaxed."
"Oh. Oh dear!" Mom grew silent.
"That was what Jesse heard last night." I explained. "I thought I was helping."
"Maybe you were, but JB, this has got to stop. And stop now! I am worried just as much about you as her. You can get hurt too you know?"
"What do you mean?" I had never thought about that.
"Jay she is married. I will not have my son be a home wrecker. As much as I hate that man, and I do hate that man, I will not allow it!" Mom stared me down. "She under his spell. She always has been. My bet is she will not leave him willingly."
"But mom he abuses her!" I protested. Mike was taking this all in silently analyzing it.
"That is exactly my point. You are smart see for yourself. Read about it." She was challenging me. "If she leaves him freely you have my blessing. But if you, if you cross that bridge."
"What are you saying?" I was confused now.
"I believe what your mother is trying to tell you is you need to expose Odell for what he really is. A bully and a fraud." Mike stated.
"But how do I do that and not turn her against me?" I protested.
"Maybe you can't JB. Are you doing this for you or for her?" Mike asked.
He was one of the smartest people I knew and had he had just put me in my place. Was I really helping her, or just using her against Odell? I did not feel so smug right now.
Mom went up to see Clare. She was gone for almost an hour. When she returned she had the sheets from our bed and headed to the basement. Clare finally came down. She sat beside me but I could tell she was upset. Dad left us alone.
Jesse made it down at the crack of eleven and pranced in the kitchen.
"How is your toe?" She asked Clare. Oblivious to the drama unfolding she was trying to be funny.
"My toe?" Clare looked at me.
"Yeah you know, Jay, JAY, JJJJAAAAYYYY!!" Jesse teased. I thought Clare was going to cry but just then mom came up from the laundry.
"Jesse!" What they were doing is none of your business!"
"Doing? What they were doing? Oh you two kids!" Jesse teased.
"Jesse!" Mom warned.
"Well all I can say, from what I heard, I hope to stub my toe that hard some day!" Jesse continued.
I couldn't help it. I started laughing and so did Clare. Only mom seemed not to find it funny. All I know is it weren't for Jesse the day would have probably turned out much different. It was out in the open. Now it was a matter of where to go from here.
Sunday Clare and I started back, it was a beautiful evening. After last week, the business, Dr. Nelson and now Clare I felt I was sinking in quicksand. I needed a break. I just needed something to go my way. I felt closer to Clare than ever before and now today it was like the rope was covered in grease and she was slipping away and I was helpless to stop it.
I look over at her. I wonder if Mike is right. Am I doing this for me? Is it out of pity? Am I helping her or using her to make myself feel better about me? Am I trying to take her from Odell just so I can say I won? Then what? Toss her aside? Would I be happy to fight for her just to leave Odell? I do care! I want her to be happy, but happy without me? That I can't say.
"You ok Jay?" Clare was in her new yellow dress, she looked lovely.
"I'm fine just a few things on my mind I guess."
"Am I one of them?" She asked. It was an honest question.
"You are." I replied.