Michael leaned forward to kiss me.
For the briefest of instants, I hesitated and started to turn away. But rather than turn away, I turned towards my brother and lifted my mouth to meet his lips. It was our first kiss as lovers.
As I write this, recalling these events a year later, I find it amusing that my brother got to third base with me before he kissed me. But truthfully, that is what happened.
The kiss started out gently. At first I was timid and we merely pressed our lips together. But slowly, the emotions started to overwhelm me. I did love my brother. I loved what we had just shared. I felt an enormous need to express that love and to express my gratitude for the orgasm Michael had bestowed upon me. I wanted to give myself to my brother. I wanted to please him and to experience him.
Nonetheless, something inside me was slowing my response. I was responding, but I was responding reluctantly. I think I knew I should not be doing any of this, and I certainly should not be feeling this deeply emotional, amorous lust for my twin brother. Yet that is precisely what I felt. I wanted my brother, despite knowing how very wrong this was.
After a few seconds, I opened my mouth slightly, allowing Michael's tongue to part my lips. I moaned as his tongue entered my mouth.
I suspect that many of the females reading this can attest, taking something (anything) into your mouth is a level of intimacy, and yes, submission, that is far greater than allowing it to enter your vagina. Taking my brother's tongue into my mouth was more intimate than allowing him to 'finger' my tight little twat. And I deeply needed to submit to my brother in any way I could at that moment.
I know the guys will not understand the intimacy and my need to submit. Nonetheless, these are the feelings I was experiencing.
As we necked, I wrapped my arms around him, pulling his erection against me. I stood on my toes to push my vulva against his boner. He pushed against me and I ground back into him.
I was still very aroused. And so was Michael. We ground our aroused parts into each other as we necked and played tag with our tongues. I was in heat...and I was falling deeply in love with my brother.
Michael broke our kiss and suggested, "Let's go to my bedroom and lie down."
I nodded as he took my hand, and led me up the stairs to his room.
As we ascended the stairs, I said, "You do realize that we cannot have intercourse, right? I mean we cannot risk that." His penis was swaying proudly in front of him with every step up the stairs. It was a very erotic sight for this young girl to see.
"I know. I just want to touch you and lie with you. I know we can't fuck without protection."
I was relieved to know he understood and accepted our limits tonight.
As we entered his room, he turned me towards him again, and kissed me passionately. As our tongues dancing between our interlocked mouths I realized that I was becoming obsessed with this man. He was triggering emotions deep within me that would not go away.
There was genuine affection and love conveyed in our kiss, and it aroused me. Even more significant was the fact that with each instant I was becoming committed to him. He was taking possession of me. My brother had seized something deeply personal and emotional from within my core.
Each time Michael touched and aroused me, kissed me, or made me cum, he was seizing a part of my soul. I knew that from this point forward, he would always own a part of me. I would always be his. And I suspected that I would always allow him to use me however he wanted.
Michael had no idea how profoundly he was altering my psyche. And truthfully, I did not fully appreciate how deeply he was touching me at that moment.
Michael pulled my shirt up, exposing my tiny breasts. He broke our kiss and I raised my arms over my head allowing him to pull the top over my head, leaving me naked.
Suddenly I felt more exposed and embarrassed. Instinctively I covered my breasts with my hands in a peculiar show of modesty.
Michael gently pulled my hands away from my breasts. "Let me look at you."
Strangely, I felt more embarrassment from my brother gazing at my breasts than I did when he was studying my vagina earlier.
The nipples on my tiny 34B cups stood erect and hard like tiny little stones. I glanced in the mirror over his dresser and could see that the light pink color of my aureoles was lighter, and not nearly as pronounced as the darker pink nipples I had seen on other girls' breasts in the locker room at gym class. I thought perhaps he would expect darker nipples.
I blushed deeply under his gaze. "They are so tiny. You don't want to look at these," I protested. I was also concerned that Michael would be disappointed that they were not bigger.
He wasn't.
I raised my hands to cover my breasts again. Michael gently pulled my hands away, exposing my nipples. His face literally 'lit up' as he looked at my itty bitty titties.